...CHAPTER -01...

"Good morning Sunshine!!"

" Siya how many times I told you to not use sunshine, I am your mother when will you learn”, said Alka with embarrassment as she could not digest the word sunshine her daughter use it to refer her.

"Mom what’s your problem with me calling you sunshine ,huh aren't you a burning sun in my life, without you would pappa agree about me being in love with my darling Nikita?", retorted Siya.

"Siya you are our only child and even if you had a sibling your parents already know that being a lesbian doesn’t mean that they should not enjoy their love life and your father had seen his friend struggle in his relationship being gay, he had seen him getting tortured mentally and what troll that had taken him in his life".

After seeing her daughter lost in deep thought  Alka continued, "Now go don’t miss today’s college Nikita is waiting for you there and don’t forget to give her your gift after all you are meeting after a long time."

"Ok mom, then I will get going", said Siya while leaving for the school.

 After reaching the college by bus Siya directly went to her dormitory where she lived with Nikita.” Nikku my love, how have you been?”, asked Siya who had literally pounced on Nikita.”

Siya why are you giving me new names everyday, huh?? Do you know how difficult it is to remember my own names, trust me it is even difficult than our exams🤥🤥!!” Nikita said with an exaggerated face while holding Siya tightly in her arms without any intention of letting her go.

“Humph, you have to remember every name that I give you in the near future after we became wife and husband and if you ever forget one I will leave you forever", harrumphed Siya.

"NO YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO LEAVE ME, NEVER- EVER DO YOU UNDERSTAND” cried Nikita,” You are my only family no matter what you can’t leave me”, Nikita cried heavily.

Siya knew she had cross her line and needs to undo it by coaxing her,” I am really sorry nikk I never meant any of those, I can never and will never leave you”, Siya told Nikita.

After cuddling for a while Nikita finally let Siya go and said “Let’s go otherwise we will be late for Mr. Marconi's class  and I already forgave so don’t mention what happened right now, so smile my cherry!!”.”Yes we should hurry up and don’t worry I won’t mention  anything”.

After refreshing themselves and getting ready they finally dash towards the class and by luck they reached the class before their professor Mr. Macroni* reached the class. Everyone in their batch knew the hot LGBTQ couples.

Time passed slowly but it only bring our couples closer and closer  starting from holding each others hand to kissing each other.

And soon the time came for their final exam of second semester everybody on the campus was busy preparing for the exams, and everybody started to look for “Siya the topper” of their batch leaving Nikita, who also was a part of top 10 jealous as they were taking her precious time, though Siya use to compensate her at night.

” Siya...Siya compensate me they are doing taking you away from me  and do you remember when these all started TWO MONTHS from now when it wasn’t even told when our final semester is going to happen.... compensate!!compensate!!compensate!!” protested  Nikita.

“Well how am I supposed to compensate you, huh. Do you again want to sleep together with me? Well then I am ready for it”, replied Siya.”

Yes, of course and don’t worry we will sleep early after all tomorrow our finals are finally starting I don’t want you to lose your topper position after all, come lets sleep”, Nikita said while smiling from ear to ear, seeing that smile anyone can get seduced  just by her smile.

Siya walked towards her bed and layed down beside her after one or two hour they finally fell asleep.

Finally the day came when their exams were over and  all the students finally got free from the Satan named EXAMS. After the exams were over they were supposed to stay in their dormitory since their nexr semester was going to start just after the results were announced , which was yet another torture to them but not for our young couples.

They were spending their happy times together and finally the day come when the results were going to be announced.

All the students were patiently waiting for their results to be announced.

Tik-Tok-Tik-Tok, the time went by and finally the results were announced and as they guessed the topper was one and only Siya.

But unfortunately at that particular day Siya was not feeling well and was suffering from vomiting and dizziness.

Seeing her all weak and in need of help Nikita was concerned and said, ”Siya, wait for me I will go and bring the medicines for you.” Without waiting for her to reply  Nikita dashed to the nearest medical shop to bring the medicine for vomiting and weakness.

During the time Nikita left for buying the medicines, their batch mates came to congratulate Siya for being the university topper in the fourth semester.

But what they saw shocked them to the core, they saw Siya has committed suicide by hanging to the fan.

“Siya!!Siya!!” girls screamed in their shock after who would have thought that their university topper would commit suicide at the time when she should be celebrating today.

While they were grieving, someone realised that Nikita was not here and pointed out to everyone that Nikita was living with Siya all day and night how could she not notice if Siya was going to commit suicide.

“Nikita has gone to take medicine for Siya as she was vomiting and feeling dizziness today”, class president replied solemnly.

At that time Nikita returned and was shocked to see the crowd infront of her dormitory, “excuse me give me way I want to see...Ahhh!!!! No!!!! No, this is not possible how!!!.......”, Nikita screamed when she saw what had happened to her cherry and in her shock she lost her consciousness.

...CHAPTER 2...

 One of the students contacted the dean and reported the whole incident to him immediately, after listening to the whole incident he told the student to immediately call for police and ambulance as it might not be as simple as it is seen as, he also told them to immediately bring Nikita to the infirmary since she had just received a huge shock.

The student on the order of dean immediately contacted both police and ambulance, and told someone to bring Nikita to the infirmary immediately. Which someone immediately did that. On the other hand dean reported the incident to both principal and trustee of the school and they decided to go there immediately.

While the dean immediately call Siya’s parents to inform about their precious daughter sudden death by suicide. Fortunately when the dean called Alka, Siya's father Mohan was also present there so the dean requested them to hear the news together. While hearing the news both Alka and Mohan felt like the world has stopped for them and their source of light has been cut off from them. While Mohan who was trying his hard to digest their current situation, Alka started breathing heavily and collapsed on the ground.

“ Alka Alka!!!”, screamed Mohan after getting no response from her he immediately brought her to the hospital where he came to know that due to huge shock Alka had cardiac arrest because of the shock and she may remain in coma forever.

On  the other hand police along with ambulance reached Siya’s dormitory where the principal, trustees and dean along with the council members of the class were awaiting for them.

As soon as they reached there the brought Siya’s body down and send it to forensic lab for investigation. “May I know who was the first person to see the body of the victim here?", asked the investigator. The person who had seen the body first, explained everything he knew.

“Hmm..I see you people haven’t seen the suicide note yet may I know the reason behind it?”, the investigator interrogated. ”Actually sir, Alka was clearly not suffering from any depression and had a lovely family ....so we thought that it is actually not suicide and...”

“So you thought that this can be a planned murder by someone...hmmm” the investigator cut, the class president in between. After that he ordered someone to open the suicide note while wearing hand  gloves.

Till that time Mohan called his brother-in-law and informed him about the whole situation including what happened to Alka and requested him to take care of his wife till he returns back. After that Mohan packed up all his belongings and left.

“I am sorry to say this but this case is definitely seems like a suicide, still we will continue our investigation until any news came from forensic lab” said the inspector after reading the letter in front of others.

After hearing the suicide note no one was able to believe that Siya could do something like that, like truthfully she was never in love with Nikita at all

“And may I know who and where miss Nikita is she doesn’t seems to be here right now??”, the inspector inquired. “Inspector sir, actually when she saw the scene she was shocked and lost her consciousness, so we send her to the infirmary immediately...” the dean replied to the inspector.

“From there it was reported that when she woke up she had forgotten her whole college life including Siya too, so we have send her to the psychiatrist to find the reason behind it “, the dean continued his explanation.

The inspector nodded in approval of what the dean had said and informed him immediately if any news of Nikita came they would like to have a face to face conversation with her.

To which the dean immediately comply. After that everybody was dispersed from that place.

The next day, Mohan reached the police station after getting informed by the dean about the events of yesterday. From there he came to know that the case was indeed a suicide one and her daughter had cheated on Nikita as she was pregnant with someone’s child, also this was not a r**e case as there were no signs of getting abused by anyone.

Also the police was able to confirm that Nikita was suffering from amnesia and also her mental health was unstable so it would be better if she doesn’t remember anything related to Siya for time being.

“Hmm.. what am i doing here doctor? What is this place? This doesn’t seems to be my school?..” a confused Nikita asjed the doctor in infirmary. “You....what did you forget what happened right now to you ?” asked the doctor with concern.

 “ Hey !! Did you just operate me? What’s your motive to do it? And did you forget this is 2019 girls can fught back too you know!!”, Nikita spoke as she ready herself to attack the doctor.

“What did you just said 2019?”, the dictor excaimed. “Yes then what do you think is this 2981? Huh what a foolish doctor you are!!, Nikita roared towards him.

Then suddenly the doctor came to realise that Nikita must have gotten a huge trauma by seeing Siya dwad so she must have voluntary forgot memories of two years.

Then he somehow convinced Nikita that he had no ulterior motives and she was brought here by her classmates as she had fainted due to high fever and right now she had to take an injection for it.

After giving her the injection which was actually a sedative, the doctor patiently waited for the time she fell asleep and then immediately contacted the dean to report her situation.

There he was informed to bring her to a psychiatrist to confirm their doubts. And after meeting psychiatrist it was confirmed that she had indeed lost her memory due to trauma she had faced.

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...SUICIDE NOTE OF SIYA...

...I am sorry to everyone who was there with me from the starting...

...I am writing this to inform you that our beautiful journey is going to end here ,...

...When you fill find out about this I would have already  left my footprint here....

...I was depressed and I was not able to express my sadness to any one of the people out there for me....

...I am sorry Nikita I never loved you I was in love with someone else and you know because of that karma bited me back when I get to know that the person whom I loved betrayed me....

...Nikita if you are reading this letter then please forget about me forever I don't deserve your love....

...And Mom and Dad I am sorry your daughter was good girl but not a good human....

...I can't keep up with this anymore so goodbye....

...-SIYA...

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Mohan was further informed that his daughter maybe suffering from smiling depression where even though she appears to be same happy girl but she would have been suffering from inside and so they would have never found out about it until and unless she opened up herself to her close ones.

Nikita was not informed about Siya’s dath as it could trigger her trauma. So the whole college decided that Siya’s name should not be mentioned inside the campus and infront of Nikita.

After it was cleared that Siya had indeed attempted suicide and it was not a murder case, the process of her cremation finally began without her mother who was still in comma.

 During the cremation each and every batchmate of her except Nikita was present there to pay her respect and to support a grieving father.During all those thing no one noticed a blacj figure who was watching each and every process of the cremation.

Slowly that figure snickered, “Sorry girl since you had come  between my plans I had to force you to kill yourself, don’t worry you won’t be alone there some people are going to join you soon if they continue to come in my way.”

While on the other hand the dean together with the principal and trustee decided to hold candle light march for Siya, which was supposed to happen after the cremation of Siya’s body.

The candle light march was attended by every college students.

The principal of the college along with its dean decided that Nikita will continue the next semester along with everyone since she can use her knowledge subconsciously without remembering any past trauma of her.

On the very first day of the college for Nikita she could feel that her batchmates were really welcoming and there was even a sense of familiarity with them.

“Hmm...I know that I have lost my memory but can someone tell me that how did I even lost it in the first place?”, Nikita asked her batchmates curiously since she had no idea how she ended up 8n this college and want to know what had happened in these two years.

All the students were shocked when she asked them this question as they had forgotten that a person who had lost her memory will try to pry for her past life which they had forgotten.

Luckily enough the class president immediately replied to her, “ Its just that you had an accident due to which you had a concussion and you lost your two year precious memory.”

“Since, Mr. Class president is not describing the whole incident I think it would be something horrible for you guys so don’t worry I won’t ask anymore “, Nikita replied after she finally got her answer to the question.

While the whole class was relieved about the class president quick reaction, Nikta mumbled under her breadth, “Am i such a fool...........to have such an accident?😑, I should treat myself better to not fall in such accidents to not have any more concussions.”

“Otherwise I would lose more of my memory", she continued.

Just like this four months had passed and everyone had moved on from Siya’s death. And they never ever spoke a word about Siya just like they had promised each other before, for Nikita's sake.

And finally the day come for their half yearly exams which was one of their important exams for them and all the students were basically putting their blood,  sweat and tears for it.

The girls were trying their best to help Nikita when she faced any problem in studies. “Hey, do you guys have ever been to a cocktail bar?”, Nikita apsked her friends.

“No we have never been there, even though our parents allowed us to go there, we don’t have time to go there...”, Kashish replied to Nikita.

“We even had made up a plan for it before but you know all of that got cancelled, we really want to visit there sometimes.”, she continued.

“So why don’t we make a plan to go there just after our exams are over, huh, what do you say?” Nikita asked for their consent enthusiastically.

“Well you are not wrong, we can definitely go there as long as our exams are not gone wrong 😃”, one of the boys replied.

“Well actually, I don’t think its good idea for boys to come with us to, since we are discussing for girls only", Kashish replied.

“Huh!! You guys how cam you leave us alone like this, why are you not including us too in this.”, the class president argued with girls

“Actually we had already planned this before, and all of wanted this to be a girl’s night and right now only the ne of place was not decided which now get decided", Nikita informed the boys about this patiently.

“But why don’t you guys also have a boys party at that place, and that to on the day our exams are getting over, afterall we girls are already planning to go there the next day after the exams are getting over. “, Nikita give them a suggestion.

“No don’t worry, we will go the day after you are going, we just thought that if we could go together.”, the class president said.

“Ok, no problem, so now lets continue with our studies.” , Nikita said

After that everyone got dispersed and started studying seriously for their exams. Even though they were studying hatd they were still reminiscing if  Siya would hav3 been here then they would have s petson to solve their doubts  a friend who will always be 2ith you and what not.

But unfortunately since she was not there they wueztioned themselves who will be the class topper this time???

Finally the time for exams came everyone was anxious and were filled with determination to be a topper this time.

“What? I am hungry why this paper is not getting completed its too annoying.”, a student grieved vocally.

“Of course it won’t be completed since you are thinking about your food and drooling, grom the time you entered the class", the invigilator scolded him.

Listening to all this thongs the students laughed and there was no pressure for exams on them.

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...Author’s Announcement...

...Before the starting of this story, I had thought that it might get completed in three episodes which according to my initial plan is not going to happen so this is not  last episode of the story and the main story had now gotten started from this chapter...

...And thanks to all my viewers and followers who had liked my story till now. I am really gratefull to you people....

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