I am not a psychopath, I hate hearing these words no one spends time to research or learn they all put me in the same category and judge, they call me a murderer, heartless, fucked up or just mentally deranged, I hear the whispers whenever I walk through the classroom the teachers cowering and the students gossiping ,they are distance themselves ,but after hearing these words time and time again I don't care anymore and it's their fault I don't care for the consequences and I don't care for people but I swear to God if someone calls me a psychopath one more time I will flip and only God is going to be able to save that person.

it's not fair life is not fair in general they are always treating me badly like an outcast or even a demon , I didn't ask to be like this I didn't ask to be a burden or a problem or menace to society I didn't choose this those, thoughts rushed through my head as I recovered the scornful looks from my fellow classmates and even the teachers and staff as I had a full-on breakdown in the middle of the hallway.

" psychopath psychob**ch deranged motherf***er", they taunted and taunted .

until ,

"man I sure as hell hope this psychopath learns, respect doesn't he hear us, I guess his hearing must be as bad as his mother's sad she is gone though".

and I lost it I turned around to see who the dumb bitch that said it was and it was the stupid ***** that goes by the name Aaron and man did I hate this bitch he never shuts up and keeps taunting me.

the stares were getting too much, heck the people were getting too much, they were staring at me with disgust as if I had killed somebody though I almost did it for a good reason.

"did you hear me Psy…c h o…path", he slurred his words making sure to add every ounce of hury he could muster , but I didn't care I was just annoyed and he needed to shut the **** up so I threw my pen at him and it landed right by his head , barely a centimetre of way was stuck in the wall and he looked like his soul just left his body I guess he really wasn't expecting a reaction from me.

I'm usually calm and collected except a few instances when I forget to take my meds though even then I was able to surpress myself by quite a lot, I've gotten enough punishment to know that whatever I do would never lead to something good.

and then the teachers came in they started shouting to calling me horrible slurs while the students ran away the teachers chased me out and I was told I wasn't worthy and I was and I'll cast a stupid fucking psychopath but they are all wrong I'm not a psychopath .

I'M

A

SOCIOPATH

right now they are sending me away to lock me up in a school for the outcasts.

konium valley

asylum for the rich trouble, all the top ministers of the country and the world will send you if you give your parents problems you go there, they send you there if you have mental illness as , it wasn't the most beautiful place and neither was it the most exciting place to live in I hated every ounce of it and I just got in it now , Amy dad would.say if my mistake was ever too big he would send me there and today was finally the day.

it's not horrible it's like every other place but with stares everyone here is fucked up in their own way I'm not the most messed up there was some screaming in pain and some pasta from the meds I didn't have to take that many drugs I didn't have hallucinations and I wasn't schizophrenic I was normal like everyone else , well as normal as a sociopath could be.

staying here I had classes just like in every other school but everyone knew personal space, they are most likely plotting something they couldn't go through, escaping is impossible we just suck it up what else can we do.

only one person here has the ability and right to leave, he strikes fear into everyone else ,everyone remembers th e kings son went crazy, it was on the news , they said he lost his mind that rage overtook him, they said he needed help so they locked him up.

he is always in his room ,never stepping out ,the lights were dimmed if not off ,the only sound heard were Grunts or else it would be silent ,silent enough to hear a pin drop.

I was right beside him well actually lol we were separated, thank God, by The thick wall between us I wasn't scared, I just prefer to be away from someone and everyone only coming out for meals and going back in I also went for classes but nothing else , I have worked out everyone In school, I knew who to stay away from ,who the worst ones were who would successfully live ,who was going to get hurt next, I notice everything and I also couldn't care it's just a habit remember.

the person they were scared of was the king's son Xiao ren he was of Chinese descent he had ADHD and IED with some sociopathic tendencies he was scary at least that's what I heard from the people that were here long enough to see him.

back to me I'm seo hyungmin I'm a psychopath, obviously, 21 years of age ,about 6 ft and 150 lb longish dyed blonde hair at my shoulders, brown eyes and pink lips I'm an only child an now I'm on my way to my dear neighbours room to get him to class.

Now you are shocked , why the **** would I enter the lions den, one of my teachers called me out yesterday to ask for a favour , he needed me to get the prince out and he'd speed up my process of leaving this hell and get me the latest cyera hue book, I couldn't resist, well I could but I didn't want to, it could be fun to manipulate a new person imagine if it's the prince himself that would've such a thrill.

standing outside his room door I was starting to second guess , I wasn't scared or worried , I just didn't know what I was expecting.

on one one hand he could take it very good and just answer , very unlikely might I add or he could also get mad and we'll explode.

I'm hoping for the former, so I knocked on his door.

I had received no answer so I knocked one more time , he still didn't reply I knocked the last time hoping that third time was the charm but I was left with nothing.

I turned the knob noticing it was open shocking Discovery, and there he was sorted on his bed staring straigjtly at the door or at this moment me as if I was prey that he finally caught I didnt really enjoy this position .

as I was about to make a remark in how we should leave for class , humans need to collectively agree to always go straight to the point, he started speaking.

"what are you doing in my room, lemongrass", now I'm all for nicknames sometimes but really lemongrass , I know he was referring to my hair in which the blonde was starting to come off , but still wasn't there anything better.

I had replied by telling him I was to bring him for class , we had economics this morning , then he ranted about how he had finished school years ago and had no need to go for useless classes.

now I was about to give him a piece of my mind when I realized he was coming closee at first I thought he'd hit me , but he hugged me and that left me feeling well good , I enjoyed it .

it didn't last long though, he started shouting as if something has blinded his eyes and before I new it i got a perfectly stable and string fist shoved into my stomach for a couple more minutes.

All this pain my teacher better have my cyera hue books in bulk because I'm starting to think it's not worth it.

though I am very confused u can swear he was just fine though the embrace was a shocking factor and I can't pick which one shocked me the most.

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chapter one officially finished how was it, u tried my best