Sitting in my room talking to the moonlight my only buddy who knows everything.... Winds are started blowing leaving the conversation with my buddy.... wondering about something.... Until the door opens... Ahh...here comes my the love of my life.....

...Ethan...

This man I have been head over heels for years.... looking up at his sad face already knowing what it is....

Shit... my heart is aching... again....

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Yea... He calls me babybear ever since we met I don't seem to mind it either cuz who doesn't wanna get called a cute nickname by their crush

after hearing his trembling voice I sighed already knowing what it is

he looked at me with glossy eyes...

I tried hard not to fall in love with you....

but I'm melting little by little....

Stretching my arms out for him to come.... and embaracing him making his pain fly away is best thing...

Seeing him holding his tears like it's his first time doesn't seem right I let them break down by saying

I questioned him only to be end up looking at him in awe he nodded like a little pup what else I can say huh...

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Letting the time fly i heard little snores I look down only to be greeted by such a beauty we are sitting in my balcony the winds are flowing trees are rushing moon's light are reflecting on his cheek which are strained with fresh tears... His last tear making his way out of the corner of his eye I caressed his cheeks wiping his tears he is such a beauty mess he nuzzled his head in my chest...that was the cutest thing ever my heart pounded hard his beauty was breathtaking soon enough my eyelids become heavy I let my sleep take over me... I and ethan slept like that....

And this is how our nights pass mostly....