Ashley: **sobbing**... Please.. please Ron...don't leave me..you are my only hope.. please don't..**squeezed his hand**...Ron.. can't you remember the day when we first met ..in the park near 65 downstreet....when I was grabbing an ice cream and you came there...by a bicycle.. racing...we were reading in the same art college but we didn't even know each other...but that day. that day was special..we met. our heart became attached ....**sobbing**

Ron:..wait what?... attached?...common Ashley.. don't bother me with these stupid stuffs... and I should made it very clear to you...that I don't love you..and I don't wanna be in any kind of relationship..got it??

Ashley: Why??...just because of that crazy girl..whom you dating for only one month...is she more important than me??..**rubbing her eyes**

Ron: Yeah she is...and she isn't crazy ok...she is kind , cold and soft hearted. ....the one crazy is you...not she. and I don't want to spoil the rest of my life with such a crazy girl...so just stop this f*** shit. I just want to leave it...

Ashley:. ..**crying.... clenched**...Oh I see...a relationship of a month is more important to you than our time of 8 years .....**eyes filled with tears**

Ron:.. It's better than a toxic relationship.... so it will be better..if you leave me..and go away..from here...and don't come back..

Ashley: Ok...I won't...it will be ok not to be ok...I will leave...**silently says**Forever..

**in mind**....once Ron told...**your smile is a presence for me... don't lose it***

**I never leave you even if I am dead**....**just hold my hands and shut your eyes**.....**trust me** ...**Ashley you are the first and last one to become my life changer ...I don't want to regret losing you**........**Love is blind Ashley...**

I know Ron...Love is blind...I am too... that's why I can't see the real you through my eyes...I can see the love in you...still now..I don't know why...but I am so stupid.. and I hate myself that I love you...I hate myself that I can't never forget you although you ever forget me....I have said you that I don't trust everyone so if you are making me to trust you don't make me regret for it....but you did...you did..Ron...you have broken me into pieces ... Little do you know how I am breaking when you fall asleep...I have broken into pieces by piece...and it cannot be cured...I am too exhausted to pray I am too blind to get it back..I am too restless to get you back to me...**shouting**...but I can't...

Everything is destroyed..ruined, end...you ended up... it's ok...these all are my fault..I was wrong..I was blind...I am such a dumb girl to love you....but can't you ever remember that I love you...??..**sobbing**Every moment that we had spent together was like a moment of glitter to me but now those all things are stinging me as thorns.....how many times I have to keep a fake smile infront of my dad ...to make him feel satisfied ...to say him "Dad..don't worry.. your little girl.. is ok.**.....

I DON'T KNOW.

Ashley: **walking alone through the road**

It is raining............

Ashley:....( in mind)....All these started with a shudder in a spring morning..and I got along with him....now..he is gone.. leaving me dead..from inside.

It was 1st April of 2014...Me holding sugarcandy in my one hand and Icecreams in another....and we met...He is Ron..the person I love most after my parents' death... Yes I am an orphan...and I really miss my mom and dad..if they were here..maybe I should not be broken like this....

Whatever we met..we talked..and we fell for each other...so easily..His eyes are so deep..and blue..that anyone can fall for him...so do I..fell for those ocean eyes...It seems to me..when I use to look at those eyes...an endless possibilities of Loving me forever...

After our first meeting...next day.. when I went to my juniorr High School..to greet my friends..with my handmade chocolates... someone came and all girls..stood up.. staring at him.. they all were blushing.., They all were becoming crazy about the newcomer...and I being a stupid.. couldn't understand what the hell was going on.....

when I asked my bestie...she replied that..he was a newcomer of this Art school...His name is Ron..and in the meantime we shared a sight...( Ron and Me)... for a second only...and we went our own ways...but I still remembered his Cute boxy smile... heading to me...

time passed, days passed., Months passed...and we are getting closer day by day...we used to tease each other..we used to play, we used to study together,....we used to go in Library ...and when he headed for reading any comics I always quarrelled with him to read Old graphs and ancient paperworks...he didn't seem any interest about those things..but..for me He agreed always....

And then... finally the day came...26 th June..of 2015...we were hanging out for a whole year ..or maybe dating..but never accepted our feelings to eachother..and that day..he came in School..so did I.... when the class was going on.. postman came in my classroom and handed me a parcel....after the class ended..I opened it..and there was a box of sugarcandy..with a letter where it was writien that.."

" 143...my pretty girl.."

well it is a code language.. and I understood what he tried to say..."I love you"....

And today...he said "143"..too..but that means" I hate you".....

Fate is so cruel...

Ashley: Now the only question is coming in the uppermost of my brain...is what should I do now??**sobbing**...I love him with my all.. and he left me as a garbage of a trashbin...just for a girl..

My aunt even started arrangements of our wedding...but...but the life has come to an end..**murmuring*...I wonder.tgat my heart has been chesty, stabbed , broken like pieces..but still!t's still somehow it is working....can I ask you God..??..Why??..Why my heart is still working??... can't it be stopped??.. Can't it be dead.. forever??...why why??.....

I think I know... what should I do.....

It all has started with me...and I have to put an end to it...and I will....**shouting**...Yes I will

I will..I will do it .I will end it...It was all my fault..that I trusted him..that I had spoilt my 8 years for a man who doesn't even want me...who thinks me a *****!!!...and I don't think..it is necessary to live in this world for a girl like..me...

**started walking **

**being nostalgic***

**heading upwards of a multistored building**....

At the roof top......

Now I am going to say *Goodbye * to my life....

***shoosh**... catches her..in arms**...

Ashley: **already fainted**..

From other side: Boss what should we do now with this Girl??

Stranger one:..Hmmm...at first..call doctor..there are some injuries in her hands..Then take her to my home..

ok boss .