The Chaotic Life
the moment of truth
7th February 2013
it's been four years since I have been in a relationship with Sean
scarlet
when are you coming back
scarlet
you know it's our fifth valentines this year???
sean
but you know the situation here baby please be patient
scarlet
I know babe but still I miss you
sean
I am sitting here with some relatives I will call you later bye baby love you
I was so anxious about his talk with the relatives he was going to ask his family about us
he was an orphan his parents died when he was young so his uncle and aunt have been taking care of him so he wanted to ask for their permission to get married
scarlet
hey babe how did the talk go???
scarlet
hey babe are you there???
scarlet
please babe say something
scarlet
babe I am really scared
scarlet
please please say something babe
scarlet
why isn't Sean answering my calls or replying to my texts??? why is he avoiding me??
scarlet
hey babe tell me what happen
scarlet
hey babe please say something
scarlet
hey it's been days please say something I am desperate to know what your family said
sean
hey baby please call me I am low on balance
scarlet
hey what's going on??? where have you been? do you even know how worried I was?
sean
hey baby please don't get angry
sean
listen to me carefully
sean
the other day when I told you I was with some relatives
sean
actually I was visiting the girl my aunt selected for me to get married
scarlet
so you rejected the proposal???
sean
actually I wasn't able to say no to my aunt's request
sean
so I wanted to explain the situation here
sean
actually my aunt want me to get married as soon as possible
scarlet
so what are you getting at?
sean
actually I wanted to talk to you about my marriage and wanted you to invite too
scarlet
are you nuts???? do you even listening to yourself??
scarlet
you went back to tell them about us not to get married
sean
I tried to tell them but my aunt is like my mother you know how she treated me I can't deny her any happiness
scarlet
so you can deny me happiness ??
sean
no baby you are wrong I will not leave you I won't breakup with you I love you you know that
sean
we will still be the same as before
scarlet
are you serious???
scarlet
you were supposed to tell them that you want to marry me
scarlet
don't tell me that you tried if you did then you wouldn't be marrying some other girl
sean
you know baby how much you mean to me
sean
when I think how heartbroken my family will be if I say no I couldn't do that
sean
when I think how I will lose my family if I marry you I got scared
sean
thinking you will never be accepted by my family I can't do that to you
scarlet
what are you talking about
scarlet
you should have thought about this when you pursued me
scarlet
you had plenty of time back then why didn't you think about this
scarlet
you should have asked your aunt before having a relationship with me
scarlet
you should have asked for their permission before moving in with me
scarlet
you should have asked them before getting me pregnant and having me abort too
sean
baby I know it's not like this
sean
they will never accept you because of our caste difference
sean
because we don't belong to same social standing and we have different cultures too
scarlet
are you serious right now???
scarlet
caste never bothered you when you slept with me
scarlet
social standing what do you mean by this???
scarlet
cultures what different cultures are you talking about???
sean
right now you seem to be angry I will contact you later
bye
he switched off his phone
there's knock on the door I opened it and saw a courier I received it and took it inside to check
it was a wedding invitation card
written in bold word Sean berrings weds Ursula Johns
his wedding date is today itself
clutching the card in my hands I cried for hours and hours without end
the importance of friends
the importance of friends
14th February 2013
group text
daisy
yeah babes what's up?
scarlet
I got invited to a wedding
daisy
O who's getting married???
daisy
so did he finally convinced his family?
pearl
so are we invited too??? 😝
scarlet
no babes he is getting married to some other girl
they let themselves in and called out my name but I was in so much pain that I didn't replied and then they came to my bedroom and sat beside me
daisy
hey are you alright?
scarlet
I don't know what happened?
scarlet
we were supposed to get married but
scarlet
I don't know what to say
daisy
is he joking again like the other times
scarlet
no this time he is serious
shoving the invitation card towards her
pearl
that son of bitch how dare he?
scarlet
he's getting married I don't know what I am gonna do
daisy
avoid him and forget him
pearl
it's not easy but we are here for you
scarlet
hmmmm i know and I love you both
scarlet
finally I got a valentines Day gift from him
I waved the card in front of them I smiled through the tears and stared at the card for a long time remembering that indeed this is the only valentines Day gift Sean ever gave me the card was the proof that on the day when lovers promise each other the world my lover pushed me in the darkest abyss
I cried and cried and cried thinking somehow my tears will change Sean's heart and his decision but I was proven wrong within a week
sean
hey I am back please meet me once we need some explaining to do
sean
I am coming right now don't go anywhere
sean
you know that I only love you
sean
I had no other choice
sean
my family made me choose between her and one other girl
sean
do you wanna know why I chose her?
I wasn't even an option it was like a punch to my gut I was thinking he must have been suffering too but no
sean
I didn't say she is you but I wanted you to be my wife and I couldn't do that so I chose the girl who resembled you more you
sean
that way I will keep you in my heart always
scarlet
she is she and I am me we are different
scarlet
just tell me why did you do this to me?
sean
what do you mean baby
scarlet
don't call me that
scarlet
why did you betrayed me
sean
I never betrayed you you are still the only one I love
sean
and my marriage doesn't change the fact that I love you
sean
we can still keep our relationship
sean
I will always love you and be with you
scarlet
so you want me to be mistress
scarlet
so what should I call myself
scarlet
you know what just get out
scarlet
if I have to be a mistress
scarlet
I will make sure that the man is rich
scarlet
I will never be a Mistress fir some nobody like you
scarlet
and one more thing congratulations on your marriage now we are over
sean
baby listen to me don't do this
just then pearl and daisy came they threw Sean out of there and stayed with me for days that was the moment I realised how important they were to me
the heartbreaking start
a heart breaking start
1st March 2013
scarlet
hey both of you I am fine now don't worry about me okay
scarlet
yeah really even if I not okay I don't have any tears left so I will not cry😁😁😁
scarlet
yeah I can't work in the same place as him
pearl
so let's start looking
my cousin asked me to visit her so I planned to go there after a few days
a knock on the door woke me up I went to open the door and what I saw had me shocked
sean
hey sorry to drop by unannounced but Ursula really wanted to meet you
scarlet
ohh come in have a seat
sean
this is my wife Ursula and this is my colleague Scarlet
colleagues not even a friend he is still continuing to stab me with words
after serving tea and coffee I sat down and
scarlet
so why did you wanted to meet me
ursula
actually I don't have any friends here so I asked Sean to introduce me to his colleagues
scarlet
sorry but I don't think we can be friends
sean
are you angry about something
sean
did something happened
scarlet
ohh Sean you tell me is there any reason for me to be angry or is there anything you did wrong
scarlet
so why are you asking me this
ursula
is there something wrong
scarlet
no it's nothing actually Sean and I are just acquaintances not even colleagues we work for different departments that's why I was shocked
ursula
oh I am really sorry then
she did nothing wrong I can't do this
scarlet
Ursula we can be friends but my work schedule is very tight so I won't be able to visit often
so you should make other friends too
ursula
k I will and thanks a lot
sean
so I think we should go now
ursula
yeah that's right see you soon Scarlet
after they left all that tears which were stinging my eyes burst out I cried again and again realising the pain that I was hiding have come back
everyday in the office Sean tried to talk to me and I avoided him
and Every now and then he and his wife will come to my house unannounced and Sean will act as he's the most loving husband in the world
it's been months but still my heart ached
we can forget the the physical intimacy we can forget the emotional attachment with time
but seeing the one you love to live the dream that you both had for your future with someone else is so heart breaking
what's more heart breaking was that Ursula was pregnant and Sean was so excited for the baby
it made me remember the time I got pregnant and he gave me an abortion pill without even telling me I found out later when I had the miscarriage
I cried and screamed like crazy on him
he said that he is not a good guy he can never be a good father and he don't want to have kids
but sometimes he said if he ever did want a baby it must be a girl
every moment with them were like a thousands of stabs
but deep down I knew that Ursula was innocent so I can't do anything
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