Jisung's alarm on his phone goes off as he desperately try to cover his face with his blanket from the sunlight which manage to reach him through his closed curtains on this winter morning.

After an attempt of sleeping again he jolts awake after remembering something. He walks towards the balcony in the room - still in trance of that something he remembered. Standing there watching the white snow carpet on the roads he let his memories dash back.

Flashback

He was only 17 at that time just

turned 17 . It is funny that no one celebrates his sweet 17th year because they have no one except-

JISUNG'S POV

"You ..(censored)..... you killed your mother on the day you came into this world and you are still asking me to have chocolate on this day...! Today is a 17th death anniversary of my wife; not your birthday you just want to celebrate killing her...!?

This was the same dialogue I have been hearing for this past 17 years and now I know it by heart....

Me: That's it appa...!! I just wished for you to change over the years, but you are being nothing other than ruining yourself over gambling and drinking . If I am a killer before your eyes, Fine..! You won't see me again and that that does not mean that I am gonna commit suicide.

Bye appa...!

For the first time I yelled at appa, about after 17 horrible years of suffering...

Appa : Suicide is the best option for you killer...!

I had planned this already. I took my belongings and left that place and broke into tears in the nearest dark alley way

Anti-depression tablets have been serving him since he was 11 he had this one teacher at his school who took care of him like a dad. He knew his life when he was in 5th grade, he often passed out during classes that made teacher to take him to the doctor . Even though his appa was an accountant and had enough wealth , he never cared for him . Jisung made his own money by working at a small store of a grandma . When he left his house , he stayed with her as she too , had no one.

ONE YEAR LATER :

( JISUNG'S POV )

I got really good marks in my highschool. I am 18 now and I am starting collage this year

TIME SKIP , In Class.

"Hi , I am Jeon Jisung. Nice to Meet

You Guys...!" 😶

I know I said it with no emotion at all , in my cold tone .The teacher asked me to have a seat beside the boy named Hajoon.

"Hey there, I am Hajoon"

Me: Hi ( with the same cold tone)

Hajoon : Bro, what's with that tone...? let's be friends

( aww..... I needed someone so badly but you can't handle my depressed self brother)

I just looked at him dead in the eye he just backed off

TIME SKIP

My first class was over and I was now in the college library trying to avoid the people as much as possible .....

Suddenly....

"Hey...."

"Hey"

(Oh man....!! This freaking alien again....)

I snapped my head up at that familiar voice. It was Hajoon . He had this cute boxy smile on his face which accidentally and interestingly brought a smile on my face.....

Hajoon: Wow Bro you smiled for the first time today...! Smile more man , it's cute...

Me : What do you want now...?

Hajoon : Simple ! I want you to spend time with me... Come on !

He was now dragging me to cafeteria.... And you know what at the end of the day I got a best friend forever..... He understood me when I told about myself. After a life history session of that alien he told me that he had a cousin who also suffered from depression and committed suicide....

Oh no...!

I'm not gonna do that because now I feel like I have got someone with me.....🤝🏻

...JISUNG'S POV...

It's been 6 months after starting college. Hajoon is really something. He never failed in making me smile. I think I'm changing now. I started to smile now and he said that he can't see my eyes while I smile 😚.

He changed my dressing style and I become a whole new person.

Last week I went to my doctor. He said that I was becoming alright and he thanked that alien.

I met Hajoon's amma last day. She was really nice. His appa and amma are divorced.

We used to spend our evening at his home. I also took him to Grandma's store and showed him my home.

He loved to have ramen from our store.....

Today we were assigned to do a project and I'm in his house now. He told me that he had to tell me something. I saw him scrolling through his phone while I was writing our project. He was getting us pictures for the project....

...HAJOON'S POV...

"Joo"

I looked up from my phone when Jisung called me....

Me : Yeah man....! You wrote it.....?

Jisung : Yeah I am writing it ! You had something to tell me. right ? What's it....?

Me : Oh... It's nothing....just.....

Jisung : Just.....??

Me : I'm thinking of confessing to her.... - Nami

Jisung : Really...? Great man

Me : Yes bro.... But I'm scared..

Jisung : Why...?You are handsome, tall, cute, and everything...... I think has a crush on you too ......

Me : But she's been avoiding me..... 😔

Jisung : I told you ; she might have a crush on you she probably will be flustered..... Just go and confess to her

Me : Ok.... It's 5:00 p.m. now

I will ask her to meet me in the park at 5:30.

Is it okay...?

Jisung : Go on man.....

I will complete this by then

Me : K

TIME SKIP 19:00

...JISUNG'S POV...

I completed of a project at 6:30 and I was hoping a crazy smiling Joe will come at any moment. He really love her I hope she accept him

While waiting I thought of taking a small nap.....

TIME SKIP 30 MINS LATER

I woke up to someone's hugging me so tight blocking my airways.... It was Hajoon.....

Me : Bro! how did it go....?

He was smiling like crazy and was now hugging a pillow and they dreaming I throw my pillow at him and he came back to his senses

Hajoon : Oh thanks bro ( He sheepishly smile at me.... Wait.... He is shy...!!? ) You were right she do have a crust on me and you know what....!! She is my girlfriend now....!!!

( He is now screaming into the pillow and I fall back laughing So hard hard at this alien 😹 )

TIME SKIP 2 MONTHS

...JISUNG'S POV...

Now I am in a cafe with my crush who confussed to me yesterday. Her name is Lee Sowon

Only my alien friend know how awkward I am around girls and that alien is the person who set up the date.

Well Nami and him are in a park which is a part of this cafe.....

Sowon : Hey Jisung

Me : Oh... hi 👋 .....

(Oh shit...! I think I'm blushing )

Sowon : So....um can you give me your number.... So that I can text you later.....

Me : Oh.. yah sure ..... Here.....!!

Sewon : Thanks.... So I will text you tonight...!!

Is it okay if we go to the movie and tomorrow

It's Sunday

Me : Yeah...! It's ok for me .

Sowon : Well , then see you tomorrow I will text you tonight.... bye

Me : Bye 👋 ( ok... That was awkward ..... That alien.....!!!😤 )

TIME SKIP SUNDAY

Me and Sewon went to a movie and enjoyed a lot

We are getting along really well bcoz she's my crush afterall......

To Be Continued.......