...I moved to my new house today with my family and I don't know anyone here in this area....

...... Soon my school's new year is going to start and I have to go for my new coching classes for extra......

......studies for good marks. ......

...I m at the new coching today I am seeing many new faces here but only one of them I recognize is his face the boy I liked from my childhood and I am very happy to know that he is here also studying with me....

...So my first day went good I met the only girl who is in my batch and her name is Mira. She is very beautiful and very kind girl. I like her and I think we would be good friends. I met more people but I didn't dare to talk to them....

...Now I want to tell you about me I have inferiority complex.Everyone in this world looks better then me that's what I think and everyone is better at doing everything than me. this is what I thought about myself all my life. So when I was at my extra classes I was very conscious about myself and very scared to talk to anyone and at this time I was in my 8th grade. The boy I like for many years is also here so I always wanted to look my best in front of him....

...I made friends with almost all the people in my coching after a few days. and Mira is my new best friend we get along with each other very well and we study together we talk to each other soo much.She told me about her crush her crush's name is Dan and her crush never look at her so most of the times she try to get his attention but mostly she failed coz he never even take a glance at her and I m very sad for her but I can't do anything....

...I adjusted with everything real quick. My new house new friends and new school. I must say about school it is another new whole world for me so many new faces and new environment. ...

...Everything was going very well so I thought I should confess to the one I like but he never gave me any sigh that he like me. He never even took a glance at me. So I always thought that maybe I m not Beautiful or charming enough for him to look at me but still I was preparing to confess to him my feelings. I was really excited about this and nervous at the same time. I prepared for many days. I even wrote love latter's for him and muster up my courage. Finally I decided I will propose him on my birthday and I was hoping everything goes well but I was not too optimistic about my situation because I know he is a very charming person it would be difficult for me but I finally put aside all my worries and the next day I went to my coching classes fully dressed up and being beautiful but little did I know that only dressing up is not enough. ...

...Today I am going to confess my feelings to the one I love. So i went to my coaching classes and i waited for my classes to end. when all my classes are finaly finished I prepared myself for the confession I took the later in my hand and I was standing outside of my centre and then he came out he called me and told me that he wanted to talk to me bout something and I really got very nervous and said, " ohk, we can talk m waiting here , finish your talk with your friends and then come. " So he go to his friends and finished whatever he want to do with them and then he came back to me....

...He came near me and said" Can I walk you to your house? " I said" yeah, sure".So I asked him then" Ummm, What do you wanna talk about"and at this time I was really nervous and my heartbeat was really fast and I was trying really hard to show him I am normal nothing is wrong with me. my heart and my body was ecstatic to hear him. Then he said after thinking for a while" I wanted to tell you that I like Mira. and I want you to help me in pursuing her. I already proposed her before but she rejected me. but I think you can help me this time because she is your best friend and you are my far away relation cousin so I really want you to help me with her. plzz plzz I really like her plzz help me". ...

...my heart sank when he said he likes Mira.My complexion turned pale. I couldn't hear anything at that point.I froze in a spot and he was keep walking he didn't look back that I was not walking with him. My heart stopped for a while I forgot to breathe for a few moments. A tap on my shoulder made me come back to the world. Bryson asked me " what happened? are you ohk? are you feeling well? Do you want me to call your dad? " he asked so many questions in a minute. I was happy to see him worried about me but I know what is in his heart now so I put a big smile on my face and said" I am ohk, and I will help you with Mira as much as I can"....

...After his confession we walked in silence untill we reach my house and then he said "goodbye" with a big smile on his face. I can see that he was very happy at that time just by looking at his face. then I walked into my home and I straight went into my room without talking to anyone in my family and then I cried I cried a lot and I was just keep telling myself that ( I am not beautiful enough. I am not intelligent enough. I am not enough for him. Mira is much better than me. Mira and bryson are a well matched pair and they look really good together I should just vanish from this world. Everyone is better than me in this world) I cried the whole night....