hi I am Miyu Uzumaki and I am 18 yrs old and I have a part time job and I am in 12th class and my dream is to see the world....but I can't.

August 24 2020 i visited the doctor today and he said I have brain tumor and I have 3 months to live well if I get the surgery it's 12months but that doesn't make a difference cause I am still going to ....... die.

But before leaving i want to give my entrance exam on 30 Jan 2021 but I can't cause I don't know if I am going to live or not.

life has always been cruel first my parents died then my relatives throwed me out then my grandparents died then I find out I have 90 days to live.*sign*

I have another wish and that's i want to love someone cause people see me as a weakling and a weirdo.... they all call me by names but I don't stood up cause it doesn't make a difference at all

'August 25 2020 i waked up and I did my daily morning routine and I taked a bus for my new school...

well I got a transfer from my old school cause of some b*tches they framed me but I didn't say a think cause no one is going to believe me.... well I am thinking about starting a' new life of my last 90 days in this world'......

I was at the school gate and the girls were drooling at some people 'they were handsome I guess'

I asked a girl who they were she replied with 'they are the royal club members in school that club is awsome and these 4 guys are the most handsome guys in our school and they are Minato, akuramaru, ijito and nagihu....and they are also the members of the royal club, don't u find them handsome u r the only person who isn't drooling over them but why aren't u'

I scoofed in disbelief 'what do they just find in these men huh'

but little did I know the members heard me and I know they will definitely do something

when i was in my classroom I did my introduction pretty well I guess and I saw the members of the royal club in my class well fate isn't going to leave me alone but I saw a boy all alone and then the royal club members came to me and did there introduction and they were kinda making fun of that boy.

I asked someone who that boy was they replied his name is Akito he is the most cold hearted person with bad attitude and as well as he is ill mannerd .

well all the girls seemed jealous cause the royal club members keeped asking me questions where I am from what's my name.

then the teacher said this is your new classmate her name is Miyu, Miyu is a top A student in the future u can ask for her help,all the students clapped well they all were actually cursing me cause of there jealously....

the teacher told me to sit next to that boy Akito he didn't even bothered to look at me then when the class was over... I saw that akito was also very popular girls actually like his features i heard some girls saying that Akito was also choosed as the royal club member but he refused...well some girls came and asked me how to do this math problem blah blah I actually helped them cause I decided to start a new beginning.............

next day, at lunch break I that decided to talk to that guy named Akito I said 'why are u eating alone don't u have friendz'... he didn't even replied then I said 'will u mind if I join u' he didn't say anything then I was sitting next to him the atmosphere was really awkward and to break the silence I said 'do u live with your parents or alone' he said 'I live with them but they treat me as I am not there so I am living alone' *I thought he and I are the same* he asked me the same ques and I said ' my parents died when I was young then my relatives throwed me away so I am kinda like an orphan' I said 'let's hang out tomorrow what do u say?' he looked surprised and he said 'yes of course I will' with a slight smile on his face ' *he can smile too,well he is a Human after all* next day we both went to the amusement park and we brought cute rabbit headbands and had cotton candy and then we were on the Farris wheel I asked him 'why don't u hangout with guys in our class' he said 'do them I am jut a weirdo, even my own parents don't love me they just love my elder brother and my brother also doesn't love me and al of my cousins call me with names such as begger, pig and whatever they want to but I just ignore them cause I know one day all of them will regret ' *he said as tears fall down of his cheeks* I wanted to hug him and say it's alright when it's not,be strong when I know how can u be after all this, *but I just stayed quiet well I guess I should have said those words I wish I could have said all those things that I wanted to say to u but I didn't* he asked me tell me about yourself I said 'there's nothing much to talk about me but I do have a wish and that's to love someone and to be loved by someone and see the world with my loved one' he said 'u can in the future after u start earing money' I chuckled 'well I hope so too that I can do all those normal things that everyone does' then we got off the ferris wheel and he walked me home and it started raining we were running without an umbrella and laughing at ourselves' I said 'it's been so long since I have had this much fun I just want to say thank u'.......... I got home and I bathed ten I had my dinner and was watching TV then I thought *I wish I could have someone welcoming home someday before I die, well I will make these 90 days the best days of my life*..........

next day, I waked up and did everything as usual , there's nothing in my life to do*sign*

well let's go to school at school and saw the members of the royal club and one of the members came to me it was Nagihu he said 'What are u doing here I thought u r different than other girls well I guess u r just like them falling for our looks' I clenched my jaw and said'its true that ur handsome.....but u have nothing more than status and a handsome face u don't have a good personality nor u have manners and u r also not my type so just go away i don't like people like u ' and I left with that 'interesting' he said I was in classroom and then Akito came he was panting I asked him what is wrong he said it was nothing I just came running over here I said OK but something was definitely wrong I saw his arm was injured *after some time a lunch break* I saw he was going somewhere I followed him and what I saw left me shocked I saw the royal club members bullying Akito and then with full force I punched Minato who was beating him Ijito said 'Oooo someone dares to go against us' 'yeah oh look it's the transfer student' he said mockingly then Nagihu said 'stop she is a girl' them Akamaru said 'it's not like we haven't beaten any girl' Nagihu said 'she's special...she's special to me' what the hell were u guys just doing right now huh'! I said 'let them be M-Miyu' said Akito as he hissed in pain, then we asked for a leave today from the office then I walked him home when I got there his family didn't even bothered to look at him it clenched my heart then I was about to leave when he holded my hand and said 'pls stay a little longer pls' *I widened my eyes* 'okay I said smiling *Akito thinking* 'she smiled like an angel I don't know why but my heart was beating faster then ever' *after 1 hour* 'I am sorry Akito but I have to leave now for my partime job' I said *at part time job at cafe* my manager told me to take orders of table no.7* 'hello may I ask....for your order' they were the royal club members 'oooh so you're even stalking us now huh' said Minato'I work here....well may I take your order now' 'four cappuccino' *said Nagihu coldly* *I left after taking there order, * Meanwhile at there table* 'do u like that girl Nagihu' said Minato 'no she is no match for me said Nagihu' * I left the Cafe at 7pm and was walking home then I felt someone was stalking me I got the Chilli spray out and spared into his eyes and I was surprised after seeing that person's face it's was........*