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Delusion

Our first meet

I (yuri) was talking with my friends about our holiday. It was just a normal and boring day just like always until I saw him. The way his eyes smiled along with his laughter bewitched me. And without knowing I was smiling.

"Yuri.. are you sick you are turning red" said Amy

"hmm... ah.. no i'm not hehe it must be because of hot weather" i replied. I took a glance of him from the corner of my eyes. He was with his friend sitting near table tennis. "He's cute i wonder if he has girlfriend or not" I thought. I hit my head and said "! what i am thinking i must have gone crazy" starts to hit again. Luna asked while stopping me "Are you okay you are acting unusual today? Did something happened?" "umm. hehe i'm okay i was just testing how hard my head is" i said immediately "You must have really gone crazy how could you say that" i thought regretfully "laughs" Amy, luna and sora. "you are so funny" said sora while cracking with laughter.

In that moments also I was trying to look at him if he had noticed even though i knew he isn't deep down. I took courage and looked at his direction. "Ohhh!" startled "he is looking at me!?"

I guess that was when our eyes met for the first time. Even though it was just for 5 sec. It was enough to make me feel butterflies. "ting, ting" bell rang for assembly he carried his bag and went home. And I just stood there in assembly line while remembering that moment. oh i guess i forgot to say but i'm 9th grade and from what I heard he is at 12th grade.

It was really the best morning of my life. My normal and boring day got filled with his image and made it brighter. After asking my friends i found out that his name was Jihoon. He is friendly with everyone and is very kind. "A handsome guy with a nice personality like in dramas" i thought with a gentle smile in my face. I told my friends about him during our class. As expected they didn't get that surprised. Cause I fall in love fast and have many ex. But this time it was something else that soft tickle in my heart.

I got home changed my clothes and lied in my bed with phone on my hand. I normally don't remember anyone name after hearing for couple of times. But his name it was at the tip of my tongue. I searched his name on facebook but i didn't found it. After some time i saw one of our senior girl had tagged him in a photo of them. At first i doubted but at the same time i was happy for finally finding his id. I sent my request. Even after 4 hours the result was nothing. So I just went to bed.

First conversation

I woke up with the notification of him accepting my friend request. I felt like i was on cloud. I guess that was the time from when i started to check his profile and post daily. At school I would daily go to morning classes just to see him from a far distance. It was a pure and innocent teenage love. I didn't knew what the future hold but I always dreamed of him and me being together. His post about love and crush felt like a message to me. That one sided love of mine went like that for many weeks without him noticing.

And one day out of blue he started to react on post. I had a lot of questions going on my head. " why did he suddenly started to react to my post? Did he noticed me? Or its because I always react to his post? Was it by mistake?" I had so many question that was left unanswered. At first i thought it was just a coincidence. But as time passed by we started to react on post and it was like sending messages through post. We smiled at each other when we met on school.

Without knowing our summer break came. Me and my friends already had plan to go to picnic at the first day of holiday. As planed we all went to picnic. I seemed to be always cheerful and happy around them. Who liked to play around. But when i'm around them I always felt alone. I felt like they were neglecting me. But I never showed my feelings..After few days I went to my aunt house.

One day as I was scrolling through fb I saw him posting a love post with his girlfriend tagged. I saw his comment but it had no reply or even a react from her even tough it had been 5 hours since it was posted. I felt a liitle crack on my heart. How should I explain. It was like going through a break up without dating. I tried to move on I went to visit different places with my aunt daughter. Days went on I was forgetting about him.

Our vacation ended still i didn't went to school for 2 days I still remember it clearly it was 4:37 pm he messgaed me. It said Hi. I replied hlo with my trembling hand and pounding heart. "How are you?" he replied. "I'm fine what about you" "I'm fine too." typing.. "when are you going to start coming school?" My heart beat 5× more I couldn't believed if i was dreaming or was it real. Crazy right to check that i pinced myself. haha. "I will start coming from tomorrow" i replied and like that our conversations continued for long time we talked about ourself and many more. We left by saying good night take care to each other. It left a big change in my heart. I started to get a little hope of light on that dark night.

new story begins

Okay now lets put a full stop in that story for now!! The story of my friend Amy and my classmate Sammy.

They are classmates from different sec. They know each others name but don't know about each other. You know a quote "I don't believe in love at first sight but I definitely believe in hate at first sight" said by me(yuri). This quotes is enough to define their relationship. Amy a average girl in school but is liked by lots of boys so Sammy thinks she is a hoe. You know how girls are. Sammy who looked and talked in rude way with Amy note

( thats what Amy thinks ) so she hates him.

They don't tell face to face but still hate each other. Still they are friends on social media.

Amy a kdrama addict. I don't know what happened in that vacation. She started to watch BL and became addict. I know thats not my place to talk cause i'm also kdrama and Bl addict myself. One day she shared bL tiktok on instagram story and guess what ding dong Sammy reacted love on that story. Now thats how their story gonna begin. Amy replied " Do you also watch BL series?" "yes, i do i had been watching it from long time ago" "oh i just started like 5 days ago can u give me some suggestion?"

blah blah. Modern love always starts with social media i wish i was born in 90s. "Can u even live without kpop and kdrama?" Shouted my dad. "well thats an exception" i mumbled.

They started to react at each other posts and story. When she suddenly said us she talked with her and told that sammy semmed a nice person. I promise I was speechless. But you know ememy to ... its a good start. thats what my gl mind thought.

They started to post more story about bl and even gl. They even started to talk from good morning to goodnight. From time to time they talked how its good to know that there are also many people watching bL in our school. And they would also say " I want to try being in a relationship with a girl" and talk about what what they would  do if they date a girl.

I don't know about sammy. But my friend was serious and was indirectly telling her to her gf. Aaah cringe right. Vacation ended

they both came school on first day not destiny its just they decided the day before

to come together and even to talk face to face. But nothing is impossible as said at the end they didn't even made eye contact loosers. Days passed they would only talk on social media. And one day Amy collected her courage and decided to propose her. She started to talk about gL they both used to filrt also. so she just flirted as always and when she was about to tell. *boom* Sammy was also feeling same about Amy. "i wish i could be in a relationship with my friend" Amy "Then how about we date each other" said sammy. That really shocked Amy and us too.  Amy immediately messaged sora. "then just accept it" "ohh lgbtq couple" said sora. After a few minutes. Amy replied "okay then lets do that but i'm serious so you can't take it back" Sammy "I'm also serious so is it our first day?". Then they both chatted each other but not like normal days this time with more feelings and also as a couple.

Thats it for now bye..

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