Ayesha : (coughs)

Doctors : "You have to take rest make sure to take your medicine on time... Don't you wanna live more? your cancer can be cured at this level but if it got worse there won't be any chance to save you".

Ayesha :"okay doctor"

(I'm gonna die anyway i doesn't matter now i know i don't have much time)

Doctor:"take the pills and sleep for a while "

She took the medicine and went to sleep like an obedient child

Next day

보고싶다

Bogoshipda

I miss you

이렇게 말하니까 더 보고싶다

Saying it like this makes me miss you more

너희 사진을 보고있어도 보고싶다

I miss you even though I’m looking at your photo

너무 야속한 시간

The time is so cruel

나는 우리가 밉다

I hate us

이젠 얼굴 한 번 보는 것도 힘들어진 우리가

Seeing each other for once is now so hard between us

여긴 온통 겨울 뿐이야

It’s all winter here

8월에도 겨울이 와

It’s even winter in August

마음은 시간을 달려가네

My heart is running on the time

홀로 남은 설국열차

Alone on the Snowpiercer

니 손 잡고 지구 반대편까지 가

I want to hold your hand and go to the other side of the earth

겨울을 끝내고파

I want to end this winter

그리움들이 얼마나 눈처럼 내려야

How much longing should we see snowing down

그 봄날이 올까 Friend

For the spring day to come Friend

"What are you listening aren't you tired of listening this you don't even know this language" Nurse said

...Ayesha:"How can i get tired of the voice i love the most"...

Nurse: You are weird

Ayesha 😑

Nurs:"It's time for a walk let's go"

(He said he like the sky....umm it would be great if i can get a chance to meet him.. Why is life so unfair to me...i am gonna die soon he will never know that there was an army girl whose name was Ayesha who loved him more then her life..... There is same sky same moon same sun then why is there so much distance between us? He is in Korea an i am in Pakistan.. Why? If it weren't for this cancer I'd have worked hard to earn money to go to Korea so at least i can be in the same country with him..) staring at thy sky these taught were running wild in her head...

"Ayesha what are you doing there"? She heard a gentle voice...

She was her best friend "Noor"...

Noor:"what are you doing here"

Ayesha :"Nothing i just wanted to relax in fresh air"

Noor:"How is your health"

( She lied down beside her on the grass under a tree)

Ayesha :"Still alive "

Noor:"Dont talk nonsense you will definitely be alright i won't let you go... Okay"

Ayesha:"why are you here"

( Of course that's why i call you my soul mate)

Noor:"make a guess" 😉

Ayesha: "Are you gonna tell me or not?"

Noor: "Why are you so boring? 😒"

Ayesha : "Why are you so noisy?"

Noor: "It is about BTS 😏"

Ayesha : "Ah! You are my best friend.. You are the most beautiful girl in the entire world 😁

Is that enough? Now tell me what is it? 😑"

Noor: "Sometimes I feel like you are taking classes from Suga 😈 Anyways BTS will do an online concert next month. 💃"

Ayesha: "I know! So what.?"

Noor :" Comeon! You always wanted to go to their concert...I know it's an online concert but it's easier than to go to Korea.. So don't miss the chance."

Ayesha : "Are they giving the tickets for free?"

Noor :" I know it's costly but..."

Ayesha : "It costs money and i don't have it."

Noor : "Ask your parents.. They will buy it for you."

Ayesha : "They are already paying my hospital expenses. I can't be so selfish."

(Maybe in this life i don't have the luck to meet them)

Noor : "You are thinking too much.Just leave it to me."

Ayesha : "What will you do?"

Noor : "I am going back. I'll visit you soon"

(Obviously with a good news)

Ayesha : "Wait...."

Noor : "by by.. You know I love you the most"

" What is she gonna do " Ayesha thaught

She was in a daze, holding a photo frame in her hand looking at it with tears in her eyes. That was her own photo when she was pretty and healthy.. She had long hairs but now...

"What are you looking at" a sound pulled her out from her taughts... That was doctor

Ayesha : "hmm? No.. Nothing"

Doctor : "Where are your parents?"

Ayesha : "They went back to fetch some things. Why?"

Doctor: "Nothing! I just want to talk about your treatment."

Ayesha : "Ooo"

Doctor : "Lett me know when they are back"

Ayesha : "sure.....Umm!Doctor jon?"

Doctor : "yes?"

Ayesha : "Are you sure.? I mean is my cancer curable?"

Doctor : "Of course! At this stage you're cancer is still cure able... You just need to have faith."

Ayesha : "hmm"

Doctor : "Don't think too much. Take some rest call the nurse if you need anything. I'll come back tomorrow "

Ayesha : "Okay! Thank you"

The whole night she couldn't fall asleep.. Thinking about her only dream she was sad that she didn't get a chance to chase it.She was a lively girl who knew how to find happiness in everything.

" Why me? " she cried

(My life was useless because i didn't had any goal, any dream unless i met them. The seven of them taught me to love myself first and then i finally knew that i hava a dream now i want to see them, i want to meet them. I want to go to Korea. And when it was time to run after my dream they said i am going to die?)

Why?

The next morning..as usual she got up had a light breakfast and took her medicine. Her parents were back and they went to see the doctor..

Siddiq(her father) : "Yes Doctor? Ayesha told me that you wanted to discuss something?"

Doctor:" yes please come in."

Doctor :" I wanted to talk about the treatment... Umm... Chemotherapy for the treatment of multiple myeloma may consist of a single agent or a combination of drugs. Because each medication destroys tumor cells in different ways, giving several drugs together may make the cells more responsive to treatment. So we are going to start her treatment.Her condition is not worst but if we didn't start the treatment you know what will happen."

Siddiq :" Doctor! Please save her at any cost. Do what you want to do but please save my daughter."

Doctor :" Don't worry she'll be alright.I am going to change her medicines from today. Let's hope for the best."

Siddiq :" umm... DOCTOR?"

Doctor :" YES?"

Siddiq : "Next month there is an online concert of BTS.. My daughter love them so much.. I want to buy a ticket for her. But can i arrange the things in her room i know its a hospital but that's her only dream... Please allow me"

Doctor: "sure. Okay but her health is more important"

Siddiq : "Thank you doctor"

In the ward Ayesha was sitting beside the window whe Noor called her

Noor: "Hey miss boring"

Ayesha : "Why are you here?"

Noor: "I am looking for a friend. She was so lively and adorable but she is missing now."

Ayesha : "That girl is gone"

(Or maybe still fighting for her life? )

Noor: "Shut up. Don't talk nonsense.I am here with a surprise 😏"

Ayesha : "what surprise?"

Noor :" I told ya.. I'll be back and definitely with a surprise "😉

Ayesha: "Ahan? What is it?"

Noor : "Wait for uncle"

Ayesha : "You mean my father?"

Noor : "Or else my father? 🤦‍♀️"

Siddiq: "Noor! you are here."

He greeted noor while entering the ward

Noor : "How are you Uncle?"

Siddiq:" I am good."

Noor : "Where is Aunt?"

Siddiq:" She is at home cooking something for Ayesha.....She'll be here soon."

Noor : "Okay! And what about the thing i told you last time?"

Siddiq:" I have asked the doctor for permission...

He allowed us but on one condition."

Noor : "what condition?"

Siddiq: "She must be in good health.. So! We need to take good care of her"

Ayesha : "Am i invisible to you guys? 😑"

Noor :" Ahahaha No No" 😂

Siddiq: "How are you feeling? Are you uncomfortable anywhere?"

Ayesha : "No I am good. What are you guys talking about?"

Noor :" It's a secret 🤫"

Ayesha :" Should i beg you to tell me that secret? 😒"

Noor : "Maybe 😉 Try your luck"

Ayesha : "Whatever"

Siddiq: "Oh! I forgot to tell you that doctor called me to "talk about your treatment. He said he will change you medicime from today."

Ayesha : "Is my disease curable?"

Siddiq: "of course you will be back to a normal life. Don't worry"

Ayesha : "But the expenses..."

Siddiq: "Don't worry I'll do something. Money is not important that your life."

Noor :" Ah! What an emotional scene 👀"

Ayesha :" You are still here? I taught you left 😏"

Noor : "O really.? 😒"