"Life is Just a number of decades ..... But to understand this I spent my whole life , in my short life I spent too much of my time waiting..

'Time waits no man' this saying is to some extent is true, time never waited for me and I missed many things because I couldn't go with the it's flow but when I realised this it was truly too late to look back. Maybe in the wheel of time there was someone who willingly waited for me maybe it's my wishful thinking but there was a hope , hope that he will just wait for me for few years who can predict future maybe someday I would go back to him, but now my only hope has diminished."

"Dream is always imagination but reality and truth are Sometimes cruel. All along I never had decisiveness in times of making decisions. I never knew what I clearly wanted in my life back then or maybe I knew but couldn't put down my pride, but now even if I want to there's no chance, I kind of envied Alice she had the decisiveness that I didn't have, she knew to fight for what she wanted she drew perfect line between her likes and dislikes but I was different from her and this difference made me and Harry world's apart ... Hah! I never imagined that my last wish would be to see him But now I think life isn't going to give me a chance or maybe we were never meant to be together

Harry ! ! come to think of it, He was my senior and I was his little junior. This was the first relationship between us

I often think if I hadn't looked at him in library then maybe I could move on, if Alice didn't like him maybe we would be together if Hah there are so many ifs but let me tell you something Mr Shen Some people or some things once lost we can never get it back

maybe this is called the couple who love each other but are not fated to be."

"Miss Rose you said that you guys were never a couple then where did this 'couple who love each other but are not fated to be came form'."

Mr Shen asked teasingly

Hearing Mr Shen's teasing words and thinking about her own fate with him Rose replies to Mr Shen Smilingly with confidence

"Even if I never admitted in front of him I actually really loved him and He was like and open book at that time which anyone could read and he loved me very much"

"Miss Rose even when you are saying this there is a hint of sadness in your smile, even if your smile is bright and confident but there is also a hidden pain"

hearing this from Mr Shen, Rose is surprised but looking forward to an unknown she says

"I say even if there is a pain that is also because I deserved it but Mr Shen I am really curious"

Mr Shen laughs amusingly but where no one could see his eyes are full of bitterness "Miss Rose you should rest I chatted with Docter he said that you are recovering well I will come tomorrow,".

"then, Good bye Mr Shen see you tomorrow".

While Mr Shen was leaving his heart was full of bitterness and Rose's heart was full of Pain

Fate is really something:(