~CASEY~

"Faster...*moan* faster...."

I and Acel tangle ourselves in the sheets as we **** **** letting out moans as the sun sets in the west and the empty wine bottle lays lonely on the floor

towering over me as he moves his hips rhythmically Acel lowers his face to meet mine and took my lips sucking and desperately trying to understand my mouth, his mouth leaving a taste of the red wine we drank together

the room smelled like lust and semen I push him away as I desperately inhaled for air looking around the room you could see the used condoms laying on the cotton rug

just as I was starting to get distracted from our love making Acel pulled my face to his

with his eyes open he ****** harder into me that I could feel it through my body I smile at the cute way he got jealous of me paying more attention to the room and not him

Acel quickens his pace and my moans start getting louder and louder they also sound like cries at this point I can feel myself getting close to having an ******

my body starts shaking I can feel my eyes rolling back Acel pulls always from kissing me as he shoves two fingers in my mouth and starts sucking on my nipples I could also hear his moans as they also grew louder he quickened his pace more and at this point we could faze through a wall

I let out cries trying to get myself together, but there was no way I could-

"Babe let's do it together" I loved it when he says that

" i- *moan* fuckkk~ *moan* can't- control when I ******~ *moan*"

I feel my body start to shake even more than before and Acel ****** faster than he already is

As I hit my ****** Acel pulls himself out of me as he squirts all over my body and I let my semen fly everywhere as Acel leans down to my ***** to take in the remnants as he sucks on it, he makes a pop sound after he is done savoring my taste

Acel takes of his condom and throws it to the floor as he rolls to my side holding me in his arms...

I savor the moment of silence we had after all we've done, I turn to my side to meet a starring Acel as I cup his face with my palms

"Acel.... how did we get here..."

"I don't know Casey..."

He let out quiet giggles and I could feel his face quivering in my palms

"Alexa turn on Bądarzewska-Baranowska's Maiden's prayer"

"You really love this song don't you...."

"I do.... I really do..."

"Although it didn't mean much to me until I met you that day"

I lean forward to kiss him

Tears well up in my eyes remembering the reason I asked to meet up with Acel

"Casey why are you crying... What's wrong... Hmm?"

"We have to stop, we can't keep doing this every time I get home and look into my mom's eyes do you know how I feel?"

I feel tears start to run down my face and my voice breaking as I continue to speak, so I stand up walking over to the mirror staring at my eyes which had begun to swell from crying

"Run away with me Casey..."

The room goes quiet after Acel's comment and my tears stop flowing

"I should run away with you Acel, you're telling me to abandon my mom after what she's been through?!!,

Come on Acel can you hear yourself?!"

I look back at Acel I couldn't read his expression

His eyes now glistening with tears

I walk over to Acel, and he sits up on the bed I grab his face and kiss him but unlike our other kisses this kiss feels more emotional and passionate

I pull away from his now wandering hands and grab his palm and intertwine our fingers

"I love you but the idea of leaving my mom alone eats me up inside"

I unlock our fingers and start picking up my clothes from the floor

I put my underwear and pants on taking my undershirt and t-shirt putting them on

I'm about to walk out of the room when Acel stops me

"Do you feel guilty being with me?..."

"Casey I know you too well to think it's just because of your mom"

"Casey what's wrong?..."

I stop in my tracks shocked by what he had to say

he stands up from the now sheetless bed and grabs me by the waist grinding his lower member into my back

With shaking voice I muster courage and answer

"Don't you think it's about time we stop this Sin"

His grip on my waist tightens at the harsh words I uttered

I gather all my strength and try to push Acel away, but his grasp on my waist is too tight

"Acel you're hurting me..."

He lets go of my waist and backs away from me

"I'm sorry... Casey"

I open the door and as I walk out Acel grabs a hold of me again

This time his voice is a bit dark and I can hear how much he's hurt by my words

"Casey you think our love is a Sin ?..."

I get tired of this tiring unending situation and yank my arm out of Acel's, but I never expect what he does next

I realize that half of my body is in the hallway and that's when I realize that Acel had hit me

"You hit me ?..."

"Casey how could you say something like that"

"It's not like it's a lie it is a sin but that doesn't mean I don't love you... It's just everytime I walk into church on Sunday holding my mom's hand as we walk up to the benches I look up and what do I see... Jesus staring straight at me knowing all the things I did with you do you have any idea how I feel?! how can what we have not be a sin I know you're not Christian but please respect me and accept this for what it is a Sin..."

"I'm tired of this Acel... if we were meant to be I would have come as a woman into this world and you would like women"

"Sorry Acel but we were never meant to be"

I hurry and pick up my phone which had fallen to the floor

"You're leaving me Casey..."

"when I found out you thought I was Cristian I should have gotten rid of any feelings I was starting to have for"

"It was my mistake to start something with you Acel,

But I don't think I can do this with you anymore the guilt is killing me, bye Acel I love you..."

(3°) YEARS AGO

~Casey'~

"Yo~ I heard we're getting a transfer student"

.......

"Caseyyyyy at least respond to me,

Caseyyyy!! It might be a girl... like a really pretty girl!!"

"No it's a guy..."

"Really we're already 16 out of-

How did you know it was a guy..."

"I saw him this morning"

"Really! Where?"

"In the Gym this morning he was the second other person apart from myself who was at school...."

" What was he doing in the Gym??"

"Dancing...... he was dancing, so I decided to watch.... he looked delicate... it was like he was flying... but then our eyes met, so I ran away...."

"Why would you run away??..."

"I-"

"OK EVERYONE GO BACK TO YOU SEATS, JEREMY GO TO YOUR SEAT YOU'RE BOTHERING CASEY"

"JEEZ WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO LOUD MR MARTINS"

"THAT'S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS NOW GO TO YOUR SEAT"

"Ughhhh"

"anyways we have a new student"

"So Casey you were saying"

"I felt like it was a sin to look at someone that beautiful....."

"the **** bro that's so gayyy"

"Welcome your new classmate Ac- Acelll"

" Sir it's Pronounced Acel you don't have to drag the L"

"Oh I'm sorry did I offend you"

"Oh no I am not offended"

"Thank goodness, now look upon these young faces they are going to be your classmates for this year"

"That would be all class, oh umm Acel you can take the seat behind Jeremy which is beside Casey"

"Goodbye class!!"

He is walking towards me... does he remember me from this morning, why am I nervous

"Please would you move your foot"

Is he talking to me, but I'm- oh he's talking to jerem-

"So Casey he's the guy you're feeling gay for~"

Was that supposed to be a whisper because I'm definitely sure Acel wasn't supposed to hear that

"Jeremy, shut up"

I look over to my side and find him staring at me the more I look at his eyes they look more blue than gray and his hair It's more blonde maybe platinum blonde they look almost white, and they're shoulder-length, his skin is a lot more porcelain than I thought they wer- he's smiling at me...

He's smiling at me... why??

It was then I realized I've been staring for too long so I look away and look down at my book

"Cute..."

Did he just call me cute...

I look back at him, but he's not looking at me anymore

"Ok class bring out your textbook"

The instruction from the teacher break through thoughts...

And I turn my attention to an obviously annoyed teacher who just walked in

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Yay!!🥳

I decided to make Acel the top even though based on his personality he might be considered a bottom

And I made Casey the bottom because for their relationship his character is more comfortable with being a bottom even though this is his first time not being top(he topped girls)

So anyways enjoy!!

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Acel's a French-Korean/Nigerian 17 year old Boy who grew up in America and later moved to france at the age of 12 to pursue his dream of being a ballerino.

Casey's a Dominican-American 16 year old boy who grew up in New Orleans and later moved to California after his parents had a sudden increase in social status, his best friend is Jeremy and he had a twin brother.

~Casey~

*Ringgggg*

*Ringgggg*

"All right class that would be all for today, I want all your reports in by next class and not excuses from anyone the report must be turned in by next class!! Alright Ciao!!"

The class ends and everyone starts packing up to move to their next class, while Jeremy is beside me talking my ears of I pack up my books getting read for the next class

I decided to take a glance of Acel before leaving the classroom... for a weird reason he looks familiar

I walk out of the classroom to my next class with Jeremy,

Jeremy and I have almost all our classes together even though he can be annoying I still love the dude

after I came back from my trip in France for piano training and had to move because of my parents sudden increase in wealth, I had to move to a fancy middle school and no one would talk to me because I was a "colored" child, *what the **** does colored mean* Jeremy was the only one who would talk to me he said he liked my aura although I knew that was false Jeremy was an outcast no one would talk to him, and he would be made fun of because his mom was "special"

But since then we've been inseparable, but I wouldn't really say that again nowadays Jeremy's been distant he hardly talks to me about stuff we only talk like during class after school we don't talk, I guess I may end up being alone...

"Dude I've been talking to you did you even hear what I was saying"

I shake my head telling him no

"Ha~ you'll never change will you"

We start giggling as we walk through the hallway to our next class

Skip to closing

Everyone rushes out of the class and me and Jeremy go along with them,

I intertwine my fingers with Jeremy's it's something we do we're those kind of friends there's a lot of skinship involved in our friendship not the romantic or sexual kind but the type of emotional support kind

I look around the hallway as we make our way for the exit I see Acel staring at

Jeremy's and my intertwined fingers I quickly let go of Jeremy's hands I try to make it not noticeable, but Jeremy noticed we stop and stare at each other for a few seconds before Jeremy walks away with his back to me, I watch him walk out the door and I receive a text

"It's from Jeremy"

Jeremy: talk to you later gotta go🤪😚

Me: See you tater then or whenever

Jeremy: ..... ??

I hesitate before I type back

Me: I don't see you around much lately is everything alright..... you know you can always talk to me....

......

Jeremy: everything is OK 🙄😳😂

Me: are you sure??

Jeremy: yeah why would I lie??😗

Me: OK see ya

Liar why does he keep lying to me everything's not OK

Suddenly I feel a presence before me, I look to find out who it is, and it's Acel...

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~ACEL~

"Acel aren't you having breakfast??"

"No I'm ok"

"You sure"

"Yeah"

"OK just give me a second to get Beni ready and then we can leave"

"Mom I'm walking to school"

"Why I want to take you to school we haven't had mommy-baby time in a while"

"I know but we can spend time together later now I have to go to school"

"But you're not even late you're super early I doubt anyone would be at the school"

"Mom.."

"Fine go~"

"See you later momma"

"You too sweetie, oh and remember we're having the neighbors over"

"Which house?"

"The one opposite our house,make sure to not be late ok"

"Yeah"

I walk out the door waving my mom Good bye and make my way towards the gate I walk out and see and a boy sitting outside the house opposite mine he's wearing a big red hoodie and scraping at the tar road with a stick he has curly dark hair I can't tell if it's black or brown

He suddenly looks up and our eyes almost meet I look away and continue on my trail to school

He had the same uniform I had on

He must go to my school...

I wonder if he's in my class

He looked familiar... where did we meet ?...

* 5 minutes later *

I look up and I'm already in front of the school gate

"Not bad.. nice architecture"

I walk towards the gate and a guy meets me at the entrance

"your student ID please"

Student ID... I don't have that...~

"I don't have an ID yet... I'm a new student"

"Where are you from.. your accent is quite different..."

"I'm french"

"That explains it... ok Mr new student come with me to the administration office, I'm the student council president"

What a weird guy, he doesn't look that bad from behind though

He he*laughing

"How about you glue your eyes to it"

"Pardon-"

"My ***, quit staring at it"

"Don't worry I don't like men... I think"

"What'd you mean you think?"

"I've only ever liked one guy... but I was young then and I can't really remember how i felt... was it love or curiosity... I really can't remember"

"Wow... you did seem like the artistic type but I didn't expect you to be this deep... so do you dance?"

"How'd you know?"

"the Ballet shoe hanging of your bag, it looks used"

What a cheeky guy

"Yes as you can see from this worn out shoe"

"Looking at your Fit You look rich why not buy another pair?"

"There's no use I quit"

"Why? You lost your motivation to dance?"

"In fact yes, after he left I didn't want to dance anymore and I finally quit this year, I wanted to dance for him...

I always felt a rush whenever he watched me dance..."

I didn't realize the student council president had stopped walking and was staring straight at me until I also stopped and looked foward

"Are you sure you don't remember what you felt because it seems like Love to me"

"I can't remember what I felt, and I'm guessing we stopped because we're in front of the Administration office"

"yeah, I think we'll get along perfectly see you later french... My name's Aubrey"

"But you're a guy"

"Tell that to my mom..."

That was an interesting conversation, why did I feel like telling him everything

"Was it because he was good looking

I liked his eyes"

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