IN JANUARY 20TH , A GIRL IS BORN AND HER NAME IS JIENE,IF WE HAVE TO SAY ..SHE WAS BORN AFTER SO MANY ABORTIONS....YOU CAN SHE'S TYPICALLY BORN CAUSE OF A DOCTOR'S ADVICE.HER PARENTS DON'T WANT CHILDREN YET.SO,ALL THEY DID WAS GETTING ABORTION.BUT TOO MANY ABORTIONS ARE NOT GOOD FOR HER MOTHER SO THE DOCTOR ADVISED THEM TO AT LEAST KEEP THIS CHILD.AFTER THE DOCTOR CONVINCED THEM SHE WAS BORN AND THAT'S ME

Yeah,as you can see it's my story.it's not that great story.i was born because of a doctor's advice and not because they wanted me but that doesn't mean i was ill treated,they really took good care of me but what's more they both have never liked each other to start with,then you may ask me if they don't like each other how am i born?

Well to be honest it's a mystery to me also, i don't know how they gave birth to me.if you ask me ,my dad is not a good person, he always listen to grandmother and his cousin words. as much i know from my memories,they really treated my mother like she was a trash. maybe because i was there ,maybe because she can't let me go .she never divorced and stay put for some days.but don't think my mother is going to be like that forever . well ,most of the mothers stay put for their children and keep going but not my mother. she started fighting back. she called her family and let everyone know how they are treating her .

Her family did their best and even warned them' "to be in limits otherwise there would be so much that  you would lose" is what they said,isn't is impressing?

After that , my mother never had her head down for anyone. she always said what she had in mind and never cared for them. jut being like that, my father had made some changes , he started caring about me and my mother. it's not that is  enough to make my mother happy. he started doing everything she wants, the days goes by, my father changes come by,

He first started staring at me,smiling and then cuddling and loving me. he started bringing toys everyday but still my uncle , i mean my father's cousin has not kept quiet. why is he doing that? cause before getting married, my dad used to do whatever they want. he used to give his salary to them. my father is basically a slave to them. but it changed after my mother got into the frame. she didn't let them get play with my father. so they started to saying bad rumours about my mother.she didn't just stand still i.e., my mother . she started a big argument with them and then after that , everything has went to normal. but still, my mom doesn't want to stay there anymore. so my father did my best and he got transferred .

From TR city to HN city , the city is more good and famous. it's just amazing . i was astonished just by looking at the city.well, you may wonder why? cause i'm more like a country bumpkin,our city is right next to country.maybe because of that, my city has never developed . the city i'm watching now is like more a city.  i never thought there would be a day where i will see them. the city is so dazzling and pretty. we got shifted into a new home but then we got changed . i don't know how many times we got changed our house but then we found a home and became stable there. the apartment is good and the people too.

Ah man, i'm studying 3rd class. so when we got shifted there , i was expecting some girls of my age but there are no children in my apartment. there were two kids in my apartment  who is younger than me . one is 1st class and other is nursery. what a childhood hah?. i expected some kids of my age, but i never thought i would get a chance to baby sit some kids who is younger than me. other than them, remaining people in the apartment are old people. do you know the pain of having so many old people around you?

That type of child hood i experienced , but i saw two to three kids who are of my age but they are boys.what's more, they don't seem to like me. is this how am i going to live?

That's a pretty fucked up story.but still, i got some cousins who live in the same city. i got a older brother,sister and three younger brothers and one younger sister.By god's grace , my two younger brother lives in the same apartment of mine but in the floor that down to us. pretty confusing ah?

well ,actually, my mother has four sisters, unfortunately, older aunt , that is my mother's older sister was dead because of heartache. so , only three, but the three sisters are so close to each other. they always do everything together. and the one that lives in down floor is my mother's younger sister.my mother is 2nd daughter and her name is Olivia.my mother's older sister has two children and my mother's older sister name is emma and her children names are  sophia and  william (my older bro and sis), 3rd daughter daughter isabella. she has two children and they are james and mia (younger bro and sis), last but not least, 4th daughter amelia ,she has two sons and they are  lucas and kibo(younger brothers)

it can be confusing so let's leave it like that.for now this all, i will tell my remaining story tomorrow. i will tell you how i am adopting to the new city and people

thank you

The new city so good but it does became difficult to adapt to new environment and people.just  after a week ,my parents took me to a school to join me there ...well, i wondered what type people i will meet.well everyone are new to me . i sat beside a girl named 'rety'.she's pretty and kind ,just in a few days we became best friends .in our school ,for a bench 3 members.so there is another girl who sat beside us.we became friends with her but not that close at first but,slowly we all three became best friends.but three of us becoming best friends is really not a good decision. because of that we used to quarrel more and more often and we used to become jealous if two are talking and one left alone. well, it will really hurt if one is left . but you know there is a saying"girl's jealous is dangerous" . that's  right , rety is one who is jealous more than two of us but what's more she did everything to split me and the other girl. but we found it out too soon. so, we used to sit together more and more often . well, we three used to stole chalk pieces , pencils and some small items from peoples locker. rety was caught and she put the blame on both of us .we really don't know what to do. the teacher scolded us .

Then on wards we stopped talking with her and what's more the teacher made us three to sit in totally different far places from each other. then i became friends with jack and jin .they both are twins ,i used to sit in middle of them. i used to be uncomfortable but soon we became good friends . no matter what class it is we used to play with each other , just like that i stopped studying completely, before i used to study like a average student but after being with them i fully stopped reading. i used to get a low grade but i used to  don't care about it.my mother is scared of my grades .she thought if they leave me like this i will never improve my studies . so they changed my school and now i'm in 6th grade, this time they put me in a strict school, not only that it was a girls school and not a co-ed. it was so awkward and i sat beside two people and slowly we became best friends . that's what i thought but only later i found that they are just using me and have never treated me as a friend.

I Really am a country bumpkin that time and i used to believe everything people used to say . to be more precise i'm like a slave to them . even i know that but  still i used to be with them and one day, i helped a girl (rosy) and that girl is my class , we used to talk like just friends but one day she saw me crying (well, i cried for them). that time she sat beside me comforted me , and slowly we became best friends and what's more . she is also same like the two friends before i.e, she also never treated me as a friend, well she did sometimes like a temporary friend. but she is better than those,at least she used to act like she cared but they never did.but, why am i meeting people like them? am i really doomed to not meet a single good best friend?

But still i'm thankful to them ,because of them, i know very well with what type of people i should be with and with what type of i shouldn't. just like that rosy and i separated to different classes regarding the grades. well after changing school ,i again became a average student and rosy is not really that good with her studies so she went to a class that is with bad grades students and i'm with average studying students. i really like rosy even i know i'm not a best friend to her , i treated her as she is my best friend.but what should i say , rosy completely became a stranger after she changed class,

I Never know a person can change just after meeting some different people, she started ignoring me, but i still used to go to her class just for her because i missed her but she doesn't care  cause now she had some new friends but still i used to warn her cause the friends she had now are really bad, they are so ignorant and doesn't attend classes and always flirts with boys . i'm not saying flirting is bad but they have a bad reputation in school . but still rosy never listened to me and became friends and that too close friends and then slowly i also started to changing from a innocent, country bumpkin to a new one. rosy also started to flirt with boys. you may wonder if it's a girls campus from where these boys are coming and from where they are flirting

It's cause we have special classrooms for boys and girls who are very good with their studies. rosy then fell in love with a boy .she used to do everything to get his attention but he never even took a glance at her and one day he even said **** off to her on face . just like that her first love ended and as i said i too have changed so i stopped caring about her

The remaining story will be continued in next chapter