trn...trn...oh someone off the alarm... oh iam late again mom iam going for jogging.

its 6 why didnt he came... iam shiju iam 18 years iam in search of bf. everyone have bf except me whe iam 16 i proposed a guy and successfully got dumped. i never give up i have tried hard to find bf. may be i born to b single. two days before i saw a handsome nighbour this time i will make him my true love.. i also have a 2 best friends are limy and yang they can do anything for me except what i want. this is my 5th time crushing on someone this time my feelings are clear. i will do anything for that guy. iam still waiting why is he not coming iwill take one round. oh iam tierd i think he is not going to come.. iam getting late for my school.iwill come some other day for him.. hmm... why always me. iam feeling lost. i heard some new student is joining i dont know how she will be..

hey why the new student is boy i heard she was a girl.. wait i think iam madly in love with my nighbour boy iam seeing him everywhere. why my nighbour image is getting close to me. oh he is coming near me oh he is real one.. god plz make him sit somewhere else iam nervous... he asked me to sit beside me my heart is thumping louder.. oh he is sitting beside me yeppee... i think imade good deeds everything is in my favor. i love this feeling of sitting beside my crush. he is taller than me i have to use heels to kiss him.oh what iam thinking my mind is getting weird thoughts.

i thought my life will become exited after iam meeting my crush. but its still boring. hehad lots of fans he is not free even talk to me.

everyone giving me letters to pass to my crush he is like cold hearted man not responding to even one letter. he is good in everything.. he even play games very well. why every good looking boy is good at everything.. today iam going ask to have coffee..

wait some one is calling from my back side. who is that.?

oh.. what iam looking my crush is calling me iam going to faint. he knows my name iam very lucky he even knows my name.. why is he calling me.. he gave me some papers what are those... holy this is my maths got 30 marks im finished. my life ruined ahy iam still alive.. he handed me paper why is he still here ? oh wat i heard is right he is asking me for out. may be i heard wrong.. hey he really asked me out... my dream is going to be happened.. iam really lucky.. we decided to meet at 5 o clock in coffee shop. what to wear now.. i never went to dating so i dont know what to wear.. this dress will be perfect for dating..

why iam thinking of dating we are just going out.

finally I found a dress to wear.. my friend says I look good in black. iam going to wear black.

iam in the coffee shop why is he didnt came?

still waiting....

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I was waiting from past 1 hours and now it is 5 o clock. Iam getting mad. I came before time. I think he is coming why there is a girl with him. I think she is her girlfriend I wasted my time for him I think I have to go back.

oh.. he saw me, wait he is coming for me.. I will leave silently. oh shit why he hold my hand when I look at that time I was like flying in the sky.

I just want to look at him all the time.

he ordered coffee for me and another girl so I'm forced to stay.

I hate this feeling. iam like third wheel between them. they are talking with each other happily why iam feeling that bad.. I feel very sad. I think I got dumped before proposing.

I have to be strong. forget it this is not my first time getting dumped I have to leave they are making me cooky. I will get better bf then that stupid boy.

I took my leave and they are busy in talking that they didn't send me of.

I want some drink now. iwill invite my friend so we can cheer up tonight... yay... my friend me are hanging together... no one suits my best friend she is only one loves me...

drink till we drunk...

drink till we drunk....

drink till we drunk.....

why there are lot of twins here..

no iam not drunk I still want more... drink...

wait my friend got drunk and I think someone tied me I can't even stand I also got drunk... let me call someone in my contacts I can't see my contact number clearly... finally called and asked for help but who I called I didn't even see that name..

I will know when he get arrived....oh he is too fast came so early..

oh my god how handsome he is... and he is carrying me such a good thing happened in my life...

finally we reached home.. I don't want to leave him I just want to carried by him my whole life... such a good feeling. iam feeling secured.. I want to kiss him. his lips are so attractive iam dizzy.....

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oh it's morning. my head is hurting...

wait what happened to my dress why iam wore a men's shirt.... who's house is this what happened last night.

have I got kidnapped.....

oh I have to call police...

my phone....

I can't see it. I think I have lost it...

what happened last night why can't I remember it...

why iam so unlucky.....

wait let me check... any one is here????

someone is coming... I will pretend like iam sleeping when he comes near iwill hit him and I will run out...

iam really clever...

..............to be continued............