17 August 2018, the day when my life took a turn.

I remembered it like the back of my head.It's been 6

months since mom's death and we migrated to the US cause dad wanted to start a new business.

As always i woke up around 6:00am and start preparing breakfast, dad wasn't at home . It's been like that for a few month , he has a new hobby of gambling but atleast he left me some cash for food. I cooked myself some omelet and sandwiches, i was about to eat my breakfast. Suddenly i heard a knock on the door and i went to see who it was. I thought dad was home but only to my surprise it was the Cops. As i was about to asked them what was the problem, they said do you know a guy name Kim So Hyun. I was worried and feeling anxious as i heard them say my dad name. I told them that i knew him cause he's my dad. I was hoping it to not be a bad news. The officer continued saying that Sir you need to go with us. We found a dead body by the seashore and we suspect it to be Mr. Hyun. As soon as i heard about it my mind went blank and when I came to my sense, i realized we were at the crime scene. I was praying and hoping to please not let be dad because he's my only family. The officer led me to the body cover with a whitesheet and opened it so i could identify it. My tears rolled down as soon I saw it and my fear got the tolled on me . I just kept on crying and i could feel my voice growing and the officer didn't asked me any more questions because they knew who the dead body belongs to.

It's been a month since the accident, the house felt lonelier then ever, with me and the empty space that no one could fill in. I was running out of cash that my dad left me. After sometime i got myself a part time job at the grocery store near the station. I was just about to get my life back on track. Everyone at work was kind and treated me as a family. Matthew the shop owner and his wife Michelle were a kind soul , they gave me a place to stay after i was kick out from the house because i couldn't pay the rent . Their son Jason was like a brother to me and i was happy in every moment with them. But good things never last long.

Its was Friday, when i was working as usual. I heard Matthew talking to someone. Matthew called me out as I was staring standing there. I walked over to his side to see some tugs like looking guys , he said that this guys wanted to talk with me . As soon as we went out the store to talk, i was shown a list of loan taken by my dad and i was sure they were loan shark. They told me to pay up and that they have looking from me over for some time. $10000.00 wasn't a some amount and a guy like me who only started earning for my living was quite a shock. They might be lying cause there was any proof that my dad took them. So i request them to show me some proof but theu didn't . Matthew from a far show us arguing and asked me what happened i told him the situation. He too asked for the proof that the amount shown was really loaned by my dad or a scam. As Matthew was trying to talk out as an adult here , the guy on the left punch hum and a fight start off. Someone called the cops and the tug like guys were arrested. But they continue assaulting us in some way or the other. They would threatened me and sometime start a fight at the store. I knew it was because of me so i decided to leave. Matthew and Michelle were both sad to hear this but they knew that i won't change my mind.

I've been hiding all this time cause wherever i go the loan shark would follow. I'm homeless and starving. So i went to the near by store so i could steal something to eat but i was caught by the store manager. I struggled and fled from his grip and ran out the store only to bumb into someone.

The Manager who was chasing me stop and said boss this guy try to steal from our store, I knew i was doom to be caught by none other than the store owner. But to my surprise the guy i just bumb into let go of my hand and started talking with Manager to let me go as I seem to be a teenager. I took the chance and try to run but someone grip my hand, i knew it was the store owner, i looked up and i show a guy with dark hair, bangs under his eyes, wearing a black suit and looking so stunning. He asked me if i was going to do the same again, if he let me go. I stay silent and he knew the answer to his question.

He said ,"My name is Kevin Stewart", the owner of the store you just tried to pick pocket. Would you like to work here ?and i can lent you a place to stay. I was confused to why a total stranger would like to help me . As if he was reading my mind he told me not to worry cause you'll be working at the store to pay the rent. It was a suitable deal. We drove to the third street, where a villa in white was. It was a beautiful place. As soon as we enter , something rushed over me . Something soft and fluffy. I saw two cheerful retriever. "They must like you" Kevin said standing at the back. They are my pets Milo and Stacy . It's rare to see them like someone at their first meet. Kevin told that I needed to take care of Milo and Stacy after work at store and that i would stay at his house.

It's been 4 month since i started living with Kevin and working at the store.The manager doesn't like me but I'm happy with what i have now. Everyday it's fun at work with the nagging manager and meeting new people, back at home with Milo and Stacy, last but not the least Kevin. These days

he stay out a lot. One thing i came to know about Kevin is that he's not just a simple store owner but a boss of a gang too. Lending money to contract killer they do every shit out there but back at home he's simply Kevin.

He told me about his life , being the illegitimate son of the well know politician and about all the dirty work he's done so far after I told him about mine. He opened up to me as i did to him and now we feel like a family. I like Kevin.This Saturday is Kevin's Birthday I'll tell him how i feel about him then.

I was all prepared, got the cake from the pastries store my friend Jake work at. I was happy that i could finally tell him how I felt. I got home , the beautiful villa still feels like the day i first saw it, Strange yet warm. I open the door and noticed someone sitting on the couch, Milo and Stacy welcome me and I start setting the table with the things i brought. Sorry Kevin I wanted to surprise you but your back early and didn't have money i could only give you a small party. But i hope you enjoy it.I kept on talking but no reply or response were given.I thought that he was asleep so i got up to check on him. But he's wasn't Kevin.

The I first time i met him, i thought he was just a thief boy. Stealing at broad light.But when I saw his eye, they had a glimpse of hope, just like a wounded predators; at theit most venerable yet the most dangerous. I show myself in him so i offer him a job at the store and a place to stay.I brought him to my house but what surprised me was the way Milo and Stacy welcome him. They never did that to any stranger, guess he was special.So, I told him to take care of Milo and Stacy after work.

It's been a month living with this asain kid.Sometimes i almost forgot that he's at home cause he would stay quiet at the corner. But this days we talk a lot and i know that little by little he's opening up to me. So when he finally told me about his situation...i told him about mine and now we feels like a family. We would have dinner together at home, play with Milo and Stacy after and chat at free time. I liked staying at home and I've never felt this way before cause all I could feel were the empty space with nothing. Ever since this boy moved in everything change.

That night either i was pent up or stressed out. I had a wet dream. I dreamt about Kim On Jun sitting on top me and seducing me.Just his bare chest had made me hard.I wanted to kiss and touch him so bad. So i pulled him close and sealed his lips with a French kiss, he kissed me back and when we part, i saw a smirk on his face and he whispered to my ear. "I wanna do Something more than this".

I woke up with a *gasp*,i was hard. I thought to myself when was the last time i had a wet dream. It was already morning so i got up and went to the kitchen to make breakfast. We would take turns making it but since woke up early i thought why not make it. So i start making ir and it seems like Jun woke up because i heard the door open. I turned back to see if he really did.I saw him standing with his sleeping face, bed hair and shirt less.

He looks cute. What .!!.. what am i thinking?.

I told him to fresh up be down as I was almost done with making it.He went to his room and I to the bathroom.

It's a been few days since the first meet i had a wet dream about him and these days it seem more vivid and real. It's like if i just reach out my hand i could make him mine. Just the thought of it makes me crazy. So I start avoiding him with making my schedules busy. It's been a week since i last went home but i would meet him regularly at the store. He would always smile at the customer and greet them. I hate him smiling at others. Then i realized that my eyes would go around looking for him, watching his every movement whether at hone ir work. Now i felt like a stalker. I'm crazy. Ive never liked a guy before so why am i attracted to him. I don't wanna ruin our friendship incase we broke up and he left me. Just the thought of it makes me scared so i stay quiet about it.