I have always heard that love of our youth is so beautiful that never can be forgotten and you tell how how can I forget you when you were my first loved. I lost you and today you are no more but I m still waiting for you , your comeback . But unfortunately you won't since I lose you. It's was really easy to love you I was more easy to fall for you but to forget you it's impossible.

It was spring and I was waiting for my friend in the park under that cherry blossom tree when I first met you, I still remember you were wearing a black t-shirt and grey trouser a branded watch on right hand messy hair. At first I ignored you and then you came to me asking for help.... "Hey, miss , excuse me, have you seen an Persian cat somewhere actually I can't find it." his voice was so beautiful feeling like I was drowning in it. "Umm, so sorry but I didn't saw any cat her." I replied. "Ohh that's ok, I will find her. Thank you." saying this he walked away. He was tall , slim , handsome , little bit dull colour but still looks good.

I was in a dazed when my friend came over. She was 20 mins late and then we left.

After some days we want to my grandma's place she was now old and need an company. And I met him again when I step to Grandma's place I saw him in the back yard with my grandma and his cat. She saw me and call out my name I want to her and gave her a tight hug Mum following me , "Hey isn't it Li aaah you are all big now I barely reconized you." Mum said, she continued,"Riri, babe you remember you and Li you both used to play together in childhood , they both were so possessive that if anyone else come between they would kill them, it's feel just like yesterday now they all are big now." Now I remember Li my childhood bestfriend we both used to play sleep eat and do everything together. We were so closed to each other but now it's feels awkward meeting him like this suddenly . I left here when I was 10 it's been 6 years now after a whole 6 years I m meeting him . Mum and grandma left us both to catch up. But it's a long time and I don't know what to say. He breaked the silence ,"hey it's you I met you Riri I never it would be you and we would met like this again after 6 years. You changed a lot all pretty."

"Yeah it's been a long time... we met .. you have also changed and turned into a handsome guy.... jeyy wait a min*suddenly realised * wasn't I pretty before?"

he laughed and said "No, you were so fat and chubby but looked cute though all skinny now I prefer the previous one."

"Hey how can you say this!! you are so bad we met after a long time and you haven't changed a bit still teasing me"

" You too still behave like this"

we talked all afternoon that we didn't realised it was dark and dinner time now. We catched up a lot it's just like yesterday we were together and now we were matured enough . We had our dinner together after that we greeted and left .

Next morning, I woke up early and went to the garden , his house was right opposite of ours I saw him in this garden watering the flowers he saw me and smiled, I smiled back and said , Hi, Good morning.

Yesterday he promised me he will show me around today so I showered up and get dressed. Waiting for him. He was here at 10 we had our breakfast and we went out. At first he took me to the plain hills we used to play there hunting games and all. Once we made a tent there and we were so tired that we slept there and went home next morning our parents were so worried. They scolded us but didn't made us apart as they knew our friendship. "It's still the same nothing changed" I saud with lots of memories inside me . we roam whole day around and when we were getting back he said so when are you getting back. And reality hit me it made me upset "Tomorrow morning", but it feels like he was more upset than me, we were only here to accompany grandma the weekend I have to go to school again Tomorrow and everything will be normal... he sighs .... and said ,"I missed you all this year's and now that you are here you are leaving again ."

"ummm, hey li I saw you tht day you in the park there wasn't it ... what were you doing there?"

"ohh! mum and I live there now I was admitted to high school there."

"woah that's great you should have told me earlier , let's exchange our number we will meet there I live in that locality"

" Really it's gonna be fun "

" I will introduce you with my friends too they are great "

we were so excited. then he said" friends ... are there any guys?"

I felt jealous there and said yes teasingly

but he got upset and said ohh ... are they handsome...

do you like them .....

i laughed out as if I heard a joke... I said no they arey friends not like I have crush on them ......

times flies we reached home and we got back to our homes.

at night he texted me "hey asleep"

"no, not yet "

"go already , it's late or will have dark circles"

"yeah yeah ik ik.... ok good night 😴 sweet dreams "gotta go

and I slept

next morning I was all ready when he came to say goodbye .... I was little upset that I was leaving again but happy that we will met again in the weekend again...

time flies I reached home I was back to our daily lives that but some how it's feels that something is off after meeting him as if I left something to him I wanna see him again stay with him it's so good to be together...... I was excited for the weekend so I texted him"hey, wassup"

he replied immediately "nothing, just feel like something is missing after you left"

I was shocked but I was so happy inside we were having the same feeling ... we chat late that night ..

and finally the weekend came which I was waiting for the whole time.....

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And finally the weekend came which I was waiting for.....

I told my friends about hum and they were also excited to meet him. Sam Aaron and Kizi are my friends I know they are few but still I m happy In my own circle . It's 9 am I showered and dressed up I was so excited to meet him again I told mom and went to the park again and I saw him sitting there he was all dressed up and looking damn hot!! He saw me coming and get up and went near me "hey" I was in a dazed looking at him ,"I m looking bad , actually I was meeting your friends for first time so I dressed up like that" ,"No you look good perfect it's umm...."I said .

after few mins my friends came I introduced him to them they get along together we enjoyed our time together. We roam around went to boating watched movies it's great. And it's over again.

We become so good friends together in few months . And one day I don't know why happened as if he was missing we can't get through his phone I worried to dead . I thought we were just good friends but with time when he was not there I found something missing in me . I was not well I couldn't eat, sleep , study I can't focus on myself I don't know what was going on with me. All I was thinking about was him all day and night I can't control myself I don't know anything about his whereabouts so I went to his house everyday and sits near his door and come back at night . Month passes I asked grandma she said he wasn't here too now I was like dying I don't know if he is dead or alive I was so much in pain my friends were all tensed up they were also worried as bcuz we became good friends Sam and Aaron went to his school and asked his mates but they don't know Kizi asked there neighbours and me I was like a living dead . Kizi,"hey, Riri eat something you will be sick if you won't"

"I don't feel like eating idk what's happening it's all mess inside me " I replied. "hey are you in love with him"Kizi asked. I looked up at her face in a dazed for a long time ..... I m really in love is this call love idk....

after total 1 and half months of disappearance one day a call came at night I picked it up,

hello... I said... who is it... hello

hello...... I recognise the voice it was him

hello Li Li where are you are you okay where the hell you are I was looking for you every where... li tell me speak to me li .... I started to cried..

Riri don't cry I m sorry I m really sorry I wanna meet you now I m outside of your house .... I hanged up the call and run downstairs to meet him....

he was there standing in his black coat ....... I ran and give him a tight hug he hugged back ...

"Riri I m sorry I disappear without telling you anything I m so sorry.... there was some problems .... Riri but..."

"I LOVE YOU" I screamed .... I love you li I love you I can't be without you ..... plz don't leave me... plz.....

he was shocked and smiled so happily that he cried and said ,"I loved you too Riri... I love you"

then he told his dad met an accident so he and his mom went there his father was army and there was network issue and he didn't took his phone charger...

but everything is okay now.... his mom will take his dad here after some days...

everything is fine now with time and we enjoyed being together ...

we went to date and spend times together those are the sweet memories ....we told mum and dad of ours about us and he were too happy to know that .....

we passed our high school and our youth came to an end. Now we were in college Sam Aaron Kizi me and Li we went to same University. Many beautiful girls had have a crush on Li . I was so jealous now but he is a good and loyal guy he doesn't even smile to them .

And the most scariest thing in my life happen that I never thought of . It was summer and Aaron's birthday is coming we were planning a good suprise for him we were Sam and Li were coming after there lecture we were waiting for them outside the college in a cafe there were late I told Kizi that why are they coming I was feeling uneasy .... she said they will come maybe got busy in something.. I said ok but. I wasn't so good so we thought to go and see what's happening we stepped out of the door just then we saw them coming I was in a relief but it doesn't last long. Li drop Sam infront of the cafe with us and was going to park the car when a truck crushed Li's car ...... infront of my eyes his car were in pieces I screamed I can't even move now I was so shocked tears rolling down they took him in hospital but it was too late he ... he... he is already dead..... After that I didn't came out of the room like more than 3months my mom and Li's mon were all worried all I do is cry and sit like a fool I don't say anything I don't talk to anybody anymore it's like I lost everything..... and after 3months when I went out to straightly went to his grave where I saw his photo I remember that scene ...... I wished they weren't late that day so these won't happen...

It's 5years now... Li is dead but his love and dreams are still alive with me .... I opened a new brand and named it after Li my friends helped me a lot ....

I still miss him... I whenever I did u look at the sky and smile like a fool like he is seeing me from up there....

my love maybe you are here no one but our love is still alive inside me ..... I can't forget you ever in my whole life......You were my first and last love that I have ever loved in my whole life....... I will live now with all our sweet memories together..... sweet time together......

Love My Love not in this life but I hope we will be together in next life we would be together...

in another life I would be your girl again and I would make you stay this time....

♥️♥️♥️

I hope everyone gets there soulmates and they would be happy together it hurts to see your love one no more.....

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Li I m waiting for your comeback we will meet again in next life ♥️♥️ my love .....