Dancing it is the only thing that can completely distract me from the world. I look over my shoulder to see Lila and Logan cuddled up together. I smiled looking at my twin newborns, there only 2 months old.

I look and it’s almost 12 so I turn to the kitchen to get the bottles ready. When my parents found out I was pregnant they kicked me out and said I was a disappointment. I cried and called my best friend Rachel explaining and her parents me welcomed me to their home and I’m very grateful for it. Rachel family lives in the rich side of the town. Her parents was very excited learning I was pregnant knowing Rachel won’t be having none anytime soon.

Rachel is working at a cafe down the road and won’t come home until 4. She wants us to have a night out because I’m stuck in the house all the time, which is true but enjoy being home all time but I know she won’t stop.

Rachel mom Crystal is babysitting their grandchildren for the night. I couldn’t help but laugh when I saw her excited.

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“Come onnn Leslie you have let go stop being so tense and enjoy yourself.” Rachel say as we go toward the bar once we got into the club. I nodded and we made our way to the dance floor.

I lost track how much I drunk or how long we have been here but Rachel is making out with some guy. I walk to a stool near the bar before I can order anything I hear a voice that make me freeze.

“Leslie is that you!” It’s Andrew’s brother Eren, I slowly turn and give a smile. I look around and find Andrew making out with that same blonde head which made my smile disappear instantly. Eren notice and sighed as if we both felt deja vu happening.

But I can’t be mad at him now we aren’t together but still remembering that day I feeling sick and I went to the doctor to find out I’m a month pregnant I was really happy but nervous what my parents was going to say. So I went straight to Andrew house and greeted by Mary Andre and Eren mom. I’m always over here, Mary was going to call out for Andrew but I wanted to surprise him she giggled telling me when she did that to her husband Ethan when they was younger.

I didn’t knock be why would I and was shocked of what I saw. It was a blonde head on top of Andrew riding him, I already had tears coming when he notice they both looked up the blonde head was the the school drama queen which was his ex before me. She wears a knowing smirk giving him a kiss on the cheek before leaving. I was still in shocked I didn’t hear anything I turn to run slowly hearing Andrew call out for me.

I bumped into Eren and start to ramble and cry even more into his shirt and asked if he can drive me home. He apologized many times when we pulled up I gave him a last look and gave him a last long hug knowing I won’t be seeing him as much anymore.

Thinking back at it i felt bad even more, Rachel and Eren was in a close relationship but separated when I told her when she saw me crying as I walked in the door.

PRESENT TIME

Eren was calling Andrew to come over I was getting ready to leave until Rachel found me and she was drunk she slurred the words “Come on le we have to get home your newborns are waiting on you and I don’t want to be sleeping with anybody ughhh I haven’t had sex since Eren I miss-“ She turn and find all four of us Eren,Andrew,the blonde head and me but I feel Andrew eyes on me.

“Oh nooo I’m so sorry Leslie I didn’t mean to tell Andrew about the- this time I shove my hand to cover her big *** mouth and rush is both out of the club with even looking back. I’m in tears now it hurts still.

Andrew POV

Leslie have newborns…

newborns…

I hear a gasp from Eren and we both still watching the girls run off. Emily that’s clinging to my arm. “Is that Leslie it looks like she got fatter she says laughing.”

Eren got angry turned to Emily “No shit she got bigger she had a baby you fucking slut I don’t know why the **** Andrew why you would cheat on her with this slut. Are you that slow the baby is yours. Actually I’m leaving I always try to call either her or Rachel weekly but you just busy fucking this fucking walking STD most likely using for our money.”

Then he walked off I hated that I ruined my relationship with Leslie- fuckkk what am I doing I’m so fucking dumb.

That day I was angry and ended up going to the club getting drunk out my mind and Emily was there. I never liked her she is just good to satisfy my needs that’s all. I push Emily off me and tell her to **** off and never come in contact with me again and I run outside.

I find Eren leaning on the car watching it all play out. We both got in and never said a word but we both know that we was headed to Rachel’s house.

We run up to the entrance and Crystal and Ethan open it looking we woke them they both stand I’m shocked. Crystal went in to hug Eren but slapped me I excepted to happen. I’m already apologizing and explains to them that we want to talk to the girls.

Ethan never said anything I’m upset with myself we had a good relationship when us four used to do sleepovers and stuff, I know he is disappointed with me. They let us in and say we can spend the night that everyone is sleep.

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It was 4 when I woke up Eren went to Rachel room to talk to her. I was in the kitchen making food something I would do anytime Leslie was around I know she loved it. I heard footsteps and I knew it was Ethanwjen I looked up to meet his eye something just released I felt tears fall down and we ended up talking for a while. He went up to get ready for the day and it was only 7.

When I was fixing the baby bottles and finding there was 2 high stools. I felt even more bad that I wasn’t around. I heard giggles and it was Leslie.

She was holding one in each arm spieling taking each step. When she saw me she gasped and I walked to her asking I can hold them.

She hesitated at first but handing me a girl first then the boy

“That’s Lila Aries Ray and this little man is Logan Ace Ray. I gave their middle name starting with A because of your name. I wanted them to have your last name too…” she was mumbling.

I set the babies in the high chair and went to Leslie and gave her hug that we both held on for tightly. She began to cry and whipped them away asking if she is okay. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you I was but that’s when I was that blonde head girl on you and you hurt me so I didn’t want to talk to you, then when my stomach got bigger I was scared to leave the house I felt fat. Rachel asked if I wanted you their when my water broke but all I felt was pain when I thought of you. I’m sorry I haven’t told you about the babies o got kicked out of my parents house so I stayed here since. I miss you and I’m happy but I understand if yo-“

I kissed her deeply to stop her rambling. I pulled away when we heard the babies looking at us like we grew two heads. I look back at Leslie she was still clinging into my shirt like she used to when I was near her.

“Baby I never stopped loving you and no I’m not with Emily I never had feelings for her. I know I messed up badly I’m hear now I was hoping if we can eat my famous food before it gets cold I know you miss it.” I hear her giggle and I take Lila and takes Logan while we was eating we caught up.

Rachel is being held by Eren and they gasp when they see we left no food for them. Like always Eren order something and they ran off the living room.

I took the babies to Leslie room and got them changed. I laid them on the bed as they was trying to crawl on me with bright smiles. They are identical with my hair but with Leslie beautiful green eyes.

I hope I can when Leslie heart back.