They say I am fine . All my words , things seems like breaking them . I think I am a bad luck . Wherever I go the bad luck starts . Can't hold

these tears anymore . Ca't hold these screams anymore. Still I can't get them out of my chest . Going school early in the morning and coming home very late or maybe not . I thought after coming from my aunt house and living in new home will be like a heaven but no it was more like moving from one hell to another hell . I feel like every step I take , every thing I do and every words I say are like cursed to other people . Sometime I wish why I was born in this world . Why I have to fit myself where I don't even fit .... all this question are knife that I used to rip my heart . Every little things hurt even very small but others says that I'll be fine but no I smile outside ,I cry behind closed doors and fight the battle that no one know...this is me , this is my story .All of this nightmare I wish it will leave me soon ...

As the day start I love to go school and want to never return home . Cause I have lots of friends and I want to be with them even if I am not happy I want to stay where I want to .

So all these years in my aunt house it was like a hell . Even small things that held me I buried it inside my heart so that it will never ever come out .

This is my story...the story of OH JI NA ..what's yours ?

1st DAY

"Get ready for school " dorm teacher asks me .

This is the biggest day of my life . Starting a new day of new school . As I was walking in school I am feeling so scared...how other student stare at me because I am a new student . As I enter my class I have to introduce myself ..which is the biggest fear of mine. " Hi! My name is OH JI NA . I...I.. wish I could get along with you ." I smiled . "Hi Jenny you could stay at the last seat at window side " teacher said to me. I walked to my seat ..and I saw a boy . He had a gold and brown hair . He was so charming but he was cold demanded boy . I guessed . As i am not in home ..now i am gonna live in girls drom. In a hostel whichis so annoying but ,i have to be patient .

As the bell ring . Everyone one went out . I was alone in class with no one by my side . I lay down my head on my desk and stare at the sky . It was so beautiful a blue sky . Then a girl who wear glass came and ask me to be her friend . "Hi Oh ji na . I am hanabi . I hope us to be friends" she said . I laughed "please call me ji na only ..of cousre " i said . As the class start the guy beside me didn't came to class . I thought he maybe skip the class. So tired from morning and finally it was lunch. "Ji na , lets go and eat ...our cafeteria food is best ." I smiled . Then we both went to cafeteria for eating . After finishing my lunch . I went to terrace of school becaus i saw there were many benches . I went there and i lay on the floor staring at the sky and i fell asleep.

"Ji na , Ji na wake up . Its time to go home." Some one called me . As i wake up it was hanabi . "Omo.. did i sleep " i asked her . "Hahaha... ofcourse you did." I got up and take my bag ..and we went back she went to home and i went to dorm . I changed my dress and there was a bandage in my pocket, but i left it stay in pocket..and them i went to market . As i bought some grocery ... i was returing... i saw that gold and brown hair guy. He was injured . I went and saw him . Our eyes met he was so charming . I took my bandage and cover in his lower side lips ." Why did you fight ." I asked him . But he didn't said anything . I grabbed his hand and make him sit near a tree and i buyed some juice for us and i gave him. " kIM RO BIN is my name . You can call me ro bi ." He said. "Ah...okay you can call me ji na ." I smiled. As it was getting late i had to leave . "It's getting late... see you later" i said . "Don't you live in home." He asked . "No i live in dorm .." i said ."oh okay bye ... ji... ji na ." He said . And i went to dorm .After reaching home I caught myself smiling ...and i don't know why i was so happy about ? After having dinner I went to sleep .

They say I am fine . All my words , things seems like breaking them . I think I am a bad luck . Wherever I go the bad luck starts . Can't hold

these tears anymore . Ca't hold these screams anymore. Still I can't get them out of my chest . Going school early in the morning and coming home very late or maybe not . I thought after coming from my aunt house and living in new home will be like a heaven but no it was more like moving from one hell to another hell . I feel like every step I take , every thing I do and every words I say are like cursed to other people . Sometime I wish why I was born in this world . Why I have to fit myself where I don't even fit .... all this question are knife that I used to rip my heart . Every little things hurt even very small but others says that I'll be fine and I smile outside ,I cry behind closed doors and fight the battle that no one know...this is me , this is my story .All of this nightmare I wish it will leave me soon ...

As the day start I love to go school and want to never return home . Cause I have lots of friends and I want to be with them even if I am not happy I want to stay where I want to .

So all these years in my hostel house it was like a hell . Even small things that held me I buried it inside my heart so that it will never ever come out .

This is my story...the story of JENNY BLOSSOM ..what's yours ?

1st DAY

"Get ready for school " dorm teacher asks me .

This is the biggest day of my life . Starting a new day of new school . As I was walking in school I am feeling so scared...how other student stare at me because I am a new student . As I enter my class I have to introduce myself ..which is the biggest fear of mine. " Hi! My name is JENNY BLOSSOM . I...I.. wish I could get along with you ." I smiled . "Hi Jenny you could stay at the last seat at window side " teacher said to me. I walked to my seat ..and I saw a boy . He had a gold and brown hair . He was so charming but he was cold demanded boy . I guessed . As i am not in home ..now i am gonna live in girls drom. In a hostel which is so annoying but ,i have to be patient .

As the bell ring . Everyone one went out . I was alone in class with no one by my side . I lay down my head on my desk and stare at the sky . It was so beautiful sky. The sun shining in blue sky. Then a girl who wear glass came and ask me to be her friend . "Hi JENNY BLOSSOM . I am HANABI . I hope us to be friends" she said . I laughed "please call me JENNY only ..of cousre " i said . As the class start the guy beside me didn't came to class . I thought maybe he skip the class. So tired from morning and finally it was lunch. "Jenny, lets go and eat ...our cafeteria food is best ." Hanabi said . I smiled . Then we both went to cafeteria for eating . After finishing my lunch . I went to terrace of school becaus i saw there were many benches . I went there and i lay on the floor staring at the sky and i fell asleep.

"Jenny,jenny wake up . Its time to go home." Some one called me . As i wake up it was hanabi . "Omo.. did i sleep " i asked her . "Hahaha... ofcourse you did." I got up and take my bag ..and we went back she went to home and i went to dorm . I changed my dress and there was a bandage in my pocket, but i left it stay in pocket..and then i went to market . As i bought some grocery ... i was returing... i saw that gold and brown hair guy. He was injured . I went and saw him . Our eyes met he was so charming . I took my bandage and cover in his lower side lips ." Why did you fight ." I asked him . But he didn't said anything . I grabbed his hand and make him sit near a tree and i buyed some juice for us and i gave him. "ROBIN STEWART is my name . You can call me ROBIN ." He said. "Ah...okay you can call me JENNY." I smiled. As it was getting late i had to leave . "It's getting late... see you later" i said. "Why so late when anyway u are going to house." He said . "No i live in dorm .." i said ."oh okay bye ...." He muttered. And i went to dorm . After reaching home I finished my dinner. And i went to bed . I caught myself smiling and i don't know why? The light went off. Agh i hate to stay in dark. The moon light was flashing in my room. The cold wind came from window. I shivered... i got up and stand near the window .

When i saw the moon it was shining in the dark. I asked the stars how does it feel in up there?but, i knew the answer it feels lonely and dark . Nomatter how much we shine, we will have to stand alone . I went to bed and fell asleep ....

It was dark..... I was screaming and crying alone asking for help. I can see people but ...... neither they saw me nor can hear me. But a hand came it was so dark I could see his face.

"wake up jenny." A boy voice came. It was soft . Its was like velvet . I waked up I saw Robin in my room . He was standing near the window.I looked at the clock and it was 12:45 pm. I was suprise . How he came inside? Many questions started to form in my head . I thought it was a dream until his golden brown eyes was turning into vicious blood red . I was scared . His sharp teeth like vampire was flashing in moonlight . I fell down in floor. I was shivering . As he came near step by step slowly . I was scared to death . He was near to be . I could feel his breath . It was cold . He smelled chocolate . He opened his mouth . Then licked my neck . My heart was beating so fast that i could die at the moment . "You taste so sweet." He whispered. My eyes went blur . He carried me and throw me in the bed . My eyes closed ..before i could see anything .

After 1 day.....

My eyed opened . I couldn't open my eyes because moon was flashing from window. The wind was flowing slowly and waked up . The ceiling was greyish color . This is not my house. I waked up suprise . The bed was cozy .

It was soft. There was no TV in room.

There was old songs CD . There was a big wallpaper and the picture was of robin. Damn it ! How can he be so fucking cute. I stood up from bed . I went near to window. The wind flow in my hair like fresh waterfall. What i saw was unbelievable. I can't believe my own eyes gosh. There was garden no biggest garden filled with roses with different colors. I opened door. The house was so big . There was a big red carpet follwing to different doors and main door . There was big dining tabel in hall. I opened big doors . There was lots of roses and different colors . There was a small pond with a statue in the wall of roses. There was a red ring . I touched it and the secret door opened . It was like a fairy tale. I went inside but, i was really suprised . The secret garden was filled with black roses full of black roses . There was a swing . I sat there . Going front and coming back . I really loved the secret garden . "Aren't you scared jenny? " someone asked . It was soft . I knew it . It was him . Robin . I looked back . "Where i am ? Take me back ." I said . He came close . But for some reason i was afraid of him . He brushed my hair. "The real world you will exit now .you may go now my love ." He muttered. "What are you saying?" I asked . I was feeling dizzy . I saw him smile . I fell down on floor . He carried me . The smell of him was so sweet. He was walking carrying me taking me in his room. You are something that makes me think of you everysecond . Thinking it. Probably he couldn't hear me . He put me in his bed slowly . My eyes slowly went blur. I could see him taking off his shirt . He lied next to me in bed . As i touched his skin it was so smooth . The room was darked . The sun went down so fast . I could see that i am not in my world it's another world . I was shivering . "Robin , i am afraid of darrk." I wishpered . " The sun is rising." He said. I couldn't understand his words. He hugged me . His body was cold as hell. I covered his body with blanket. He smiled he waked and sat on bed . He came near me and his breath was taking my life. He came near . He brused my hair and pull me closer and his lips was touching my lips . His lips was also cold . But, he pushed me . "No, i can't love you . I can't have you." He said . "Why? Am i bad?" I asked . He grabbed my hand . Pulling me towards his car . He throw me inside his car . He drived so fast . We reached my dorm . He carried me in my room . " why? Why do you hate me so much?" I asked. "All girls are same . Like gold diggers." He said . I was empty . He left . I went to bed . I cried for hours and hours . Finally , my eyes closed and fell asleep.