the room wasn't dim . so I could clearly see the streaks of knife marks he drew on my body .

The skin surrounding the scars was split on both sides , revealing the tender inner muscles with the blood seeping through .

He said that this kind of scene is so beautiful that he can't control himself .

But I think

He never had self control over my body , the bruising on my face and body clearly shows the amount of tyrannically abuse I have been .

I can't escape it's not like that I didn't try to but there is no reason to

because a year ago he tore apart my Achilles tendon ( it means that Achilles tendon is actually a largest tissue which join our calf muscle with hell ) , and took my ability to run and walk .

the me now , can only slowly walk for a very short distance

Inside this room, reserved for the mafia boss of the highest rank in mafia headquarters , no one can save me I ...... can't save him either

He's sick ,

with an incurable disease

because in his eyes , Love equals violence , which equals hurt .

"you are so beautiful Rian ". he says

He then open up my legs . and smiles

as he feels the words imprinted " Sean Stanford" on the inner part my thighs

and Then He looks into my eyes with satisfaction and says " you are mine only mine , you are my item " After that he just enters me , like it's the obvious thing to do .

At the same time his sharp teeth bite into my shoulder . I smell the odour of fresh blood , I hear the sound of blood flowing and skin splitting . ...... I .... I tell myself that , that is his way of expressing love

The thing in front of my eyes is shaking , this room .... this is a room that I can't escape from . It's surprisingly big , astonishingly gorgeous , and frighteningly empty

HOW LONG HAVE I BEEN LOCKED IN HERE ?

it's probably been a very long time . I have long forgotten the specifics.

He presses himself onto me , excitingly calling my name

while the knife in his hand once again cuts into my already broken body , leaving trails of blood . He likes it like this , likes to abuse my body , to leave marks on my body

just like how the seal he personally branded my leg with " Sean Stanford "

"I'm here " I gently hug his head of black hair and gently say my words in a hoarse and ugly voice . it's been too long since I have talked ..

"I've destroyed you ...." he says

"I know"

i know he's the one who destroyed my body which couldn't be deemed beautiful originally . He's the one who destroyed my life which wasn't beautiful to begin with .

If I hadn't picked you up from the garbage heap back then . if I hadn't discovered the countless scars on your body back then . if I hadn't said those kind of words back then . If I had let you pick that call back then , would none of this have happened.

our encounter is too dramatic , our end is too dark ... Tears fall from my eyes , onto the black bedsheets , creating pools and pools of water .

Sean ....

in the end I can't save you ..... If that's the case let us bear this sickly tyrannical love together . it's okay . If it's destroyed , then destroyed it shall be . I don't feel distressed

my name is Rian . and his name is Sean

Our love is tyrannical and sick . it's incomprehensible to the world

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No halo Baby, I'm the reason why Hell's so hot Inferno Baby, I'm the reason why bad's so fun, Hell's so hot Oh so Terribly like terrible, she's the villain One as sweet as caramel, she's my saint Think I'm getting butterflies, but it's really Something telling me to run away No halo Baby, I'm the reason why Hell's so hot Inferno Baby, I'm the reason why bad's so fun, Hell's so hot Oh so Na-na-na-na-na-na, yeah, yeah, yeah Na-na-na-na-na-na, yeah Bad's so fun, Hell's so hot Oh so Manic like a chandelier, crack the ceiling Marie Antoinette 'cause she's lost her head Falling for exteriors, as appealing As they might be, I know I'm afraid No halo Baby, I'm the reason why Hell's so hot Inferno Baby, I'm the reason why bad's so fun, Hell's so hot Oh so Ah, ah Ah, ah, ah, ah Ah, ah Bad's so fun, Hell's so hot Oh so Na-na-na-na-na-na, yeah, yeah, yeah Na-na-na-na-na-na, yeah Bad's so fun, Hell's so hot Oh so hot

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Rian's pov

so that's how the rumors have spread

why is it that I'm the one seducing him ?

so being drugged and r*ped has somehow turned into me using acts of seduction .

now that I think about it . my girlfriend broke up with me because she heard rumors about me

how pitful to get a boyfriend like me . now that I think about it that slap on my face was for nothing

she said that we will be together forever whilehugging my arm like she didn't care about my past

F*ck women are so good at deceiving people my so called mother also abandoned me for fame and money

I'm abnormal ? so let it be . I don't have any ability to fight back

at least being abnormal is some kind of disease . it's a disease that can't be accepted by the people

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