It's been a while since I stuck in here.

It's been a while since I Lost my home ،my hopes and even a lot of my memories .

waiting for being rescued had ruined my thoughts very well .

I'm not even sure that I'm dead or alive.

most of my memories are gone but i still have something to remember.

1894 :

I was running , hiding and craving for help.

I needed help.

I needed to be rescued .

but ....from what?

from who ?

I can't remember .

I was running in the woods .my heels were broken and my clothes was torn .

I couldn't run in that state so I get rid of those broken shoes and I took off my heavy clothes .it was 19th century after all.

" hey baby girl you can't hide forever , we will finally catch you !" A man shouted with a loud voice.

"it's better to come by yourself , so you will die in less pain!"another man shouted angrily.

I throw my shoes and clothes somewhere .

it didn't really matter to me where it will drop .

those clothes had some of my blood so it will be buy me some time to scape.

I was terribly frightened‌. I ran with my bare feet and a long white nightrobe . my legs where scarred and my thin clothes couldn't protect me from the tree branches . my tears were dry on my face and all i had at that moment was, thinking about" is this The End?"

than it start raining and I could feel the cold drops of rain falling on my face.

The rain got heavier and my feet were completely submerged. And it slowed my escape.

I was running so hard that I stumbled upon something and fell to the ground. Great.

My leg had been deeply wounded, and my last hope for salvation was gone but i didnt stop and ran again.

soon enough i reached a village .

The village was so crowded that no one paid attention to me .as far as the eyes was concerned the dead bodies were everywhere on the ground, seems the plague have sickened the village as well .

I could hear the screams of sadness and cries of frustration. So I was distracted for a moment.

when I came to myself I was looking for a place to take refuge . then I noticed a white but dirty tent,i entered and sat on the old wooden chair which was at the corner of the tent.

they kept the bodies on that tent so it was kinda safe for my last moments .

after a while sitting on the chair I got unconscious and my body felt numb , I fell of the chair beside the other corpses my sight darkened and that only means one thing,

MY TIME HAS COME ...

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guys plz forgive me if i had some mistakes ...

actually English is not even my second language ..so i think it would be normal if i had some mistakes, right ?😅

but i promise i will try to do my best 🤍😁😊

I hardly opened my eyes but i couldn't see anything . I tried to move my hand with all of my strange but unfortunately it's stuck in something wet .

I wanted to figure out why my hand is stuck. i started grabing things with my fingers.

there was some soil and a wet cloth.

I was really confused ... where was i !?

this time I tried to shake my whole body with utmost strengh but my guess was right I couldn't even move an inch .

I tried to touch things again and i found they weren't just clothes ,

it was a corpse !

I tried to take that rotten away from me but after a few moments scrambling I realize that, there wasn't just a corpse beside me ,

I was surrounded by corpses!

I was buried in a mass grave!

in that horrible silence I was thinking and kind of fighting with thirst that was Raising every moment ,by every second pass the pain became worse , it felt like hundreds of needles were inserting into my throat.

the day I died was my mutation day .I supposed to become a royal vampire like my parents and having a big ceremony after my first meal to complete my transformation .but now even wearing that high rank clothes look so far.

if I don't complete transformation I would never even dream of seeing the day again .

after all of those agitated thoughts ,thirst finally overpowered sensibleness, so all i could've think about on that moment was how to find fresh blood.

fresh blood ,huh...!

the last thing you can find underground .

i wanted to do anything to avoid that pain, even if i was going to be a slaughterer( a vampire who kills more than usuall even if they dont need that much of blood, because they didnt get the fresh blood for their first meal so they can't control themselves) , i didnt care !

i couldn't resist anymore ,it was stronger than me . my fangs were trubly hurt, it was even worse than my throat pain .

I let my fangs to come out and I bite one of the Corpse's skin which was close to me . i had to drink that corpse blood to complete transformation .

the blood was cold,bitter and even salty, it was really disgusting .i wanted to vomit all of it but i countinued drinking because i needed to complete my transformation , i really didn't want to die .

finally that disgusting thing relieved the pain but the taste was as awful as rotten meat .

it was the first and also my last meal that i could find in that situation because next time all my food will decomposed.

soon enough the worms showd up to nourish those rottens , i could feel how they were crowling on my body , but the only thing that i could do was closing my mouth and eyes , i really wasnt interested to feel how they will crowling into my throat or my eyes !

time passed, and pain returns . first throat (as usual) than teeths , and after that my whole body.

i was feeling how my body dried up and my skin getting hard like stone.

i was experiencing death for the second time.

i wasnt sure about anything anymore , i didnt know anything . there was no chance that my family could find me between thousends of people which were died just on that year sick by plague in poland .

maybe they thought i was burned like other plagued corpses.

But all knew was I’m alone , ABANDONED...

1924 :

Gilda was walking on pavement road between village's houses at night. she could hear the sound of her heels hitting the rocks . she was deep in her thoughts .

thinking about tha last 30 years . since her friend and liege were missing .

many people said she is dead but Gilda couldnt believe .

Gilda and several others formed a search team , she searched whole Europe for her . now here she is , in a village damaged by war in poland in her way to find the team for new details.

she arrived at the building and knocked on the door .

she waited until Clarence opend the door and put his hand on the door case while staring at Gilda .

"whats up ? miss me so soon ?" clarence said with a mocking smirk on his face .

"huh... you wish ... get the hell out of my way snow white! "she pushed him aside and enterd.

"why so mad ?!" Clarence said.

"Grrrr"

she went to the second floor and enterd the room without knoking.

Clyce , Clarense's little brother was sitting on the chair behind a large desk full of papers and Allen was helping him , remarking the regions on map . they were so busy that they didn't notice Gilda .

"found something new ?" she said with loud voice to Attract attention .

"hey...long time no see" Allen said with a friendly smile on his face as he was happy the team was gathering again.

"i don't count two days long ."she said with a lil smile and serious look.

"awww ... don't break his heart !" Clarence said with a puppy face .

"Come on !!! , im just being nice !" Allen said.

Clyce didn't care about their chit chat and started reporting.

"we found some region that probably is where she is." he said with a really serious tone like he was reporting to a general of the army. since he was soldier in war that wasn't surprising .

"but we aren't sure, there is no reason to barry someone in the middle of a village..." Allen said.

"there is no reason to barry someone in the middle of the plage corpses since we all know we must burn them ." Clarense intrrupted Allen.

"yes its a fact but it usually rains in this erea, so If we consider the date when she was lost , we can still be hopefull" Clyce said seriously, he was in a super serious mood .

"we can be HOPEFULL that they barry her instead of burning her."Gilda said with a low tone , everyone felt the old pain in their chest after hearing it .

there was still hope but not much.

"but ... the other thing is , most of those whom lived there at the time are dead by pluge or got killed becuase of war, so there is nobody to ask where the corpses are." Allen said while he stood by the Clyce's chair and staring at the map.

there was silence in the room, all of them were trying to find a solution .

"as you can see we don't have much HOPE here."Clarence said with a bitter smile , breaking the silence then he leaned against the wall.

"we have to believe she is gone , like Edgar." suddenly Clarence became very serious .

everybody looked at him for a moment then they were lost in their deep thoughts.

there was silence again . nobody talked . nobody moved . they were thinking about the same thing .

they missed those two.