My Life Comes And Go's
Thoughts of running away?
Um hi I just wanted to tell you all if you don't like my content then please leave!
My friend
Hmm what's wrong with you now!?
My friend
Well tell me something atlest?
:Me
Ok Ok Iill tell you its just...
:Me
BE CAUSE LIFE SUCK AND THERES NO POINT OF ME BEING HERE ANYWAYS!!...
My friend
YES THERE IS A POINT OF YOU BEING HERE WHY DO YOU THINK YOUR HERE FOR?
My friend
you know I love you and I'm always here for you anytime you need to talk about your feeling or your thoughts zoey!?
:Me
Yes I know and I love you to melony but my family and schools is just too much for me to handle rghit now ok?
My friend
yes I understand that zoey but life isint always going to be perfect you know that rghit? because life is ruff sometimes to you know?
:Me
OH DONT GIVE ME THAT CRAP MELONY!
:Me
YOU DON'T THINK I ALREADY KNOW THAT SH!T BY NOW! LIKE HOW STUPID DO YOU THINK I AM HUH?
My friend
but I was just trying to help you
My friend
I..It's not like I'm trying to lecture you about what life is or not I'm just...
:Me
N.. NO J..JUST SHUT UP I DONT WANNA HERE IT ANYMORE! S..SO JUST GO WAWAY!
MELONY starts to sob then runs off !
My boyfriend/ex
Hay what's going on and what happend to Melony? and why did she run off like that?
:Me
UGH JUST GO AWAY I DONT WANNA HERE IT FROM ANYONE ELSE SO JUST GO!
My boyfriend/ex
HUH..? WHAT DO YOU MEAN ITS JUST ME YOU IDIOT 😂
Me turns around and sees James!?....😯
:Me
OH IM SOO SORRY BABE! IM JUST GOING THROUGH SOME HARD STUFF RGHIT NOW?...
My boyfriend/ex
Oh its ok sorry for making you mad more then you already are!😧
:Me
Oh no no its ok I'm not mad I'm just upset that's all
:Me
Oh and I just got mad and toke it all out on her when we were talking that's all.
My boyfriend/ex
Oh well ok but next time try not to get mad at people when there just trying to help ok?
:Me
yes I know but its just...
:Me starts crying a little..¿
My boyfriend/ex
HAY hay what's wrong!?...
My boyfriend/ex
Are you ok!? what happened did some one hurt you?
James go's to give me a hug tghitly!...
My boyfriend/ex
Hay its ok if you don't wanna tell me now.... but when your reddy to talk to me you can anytime ok.? Well got to go ok i don't wanna be late for class agen talk to you later cya!
:Me
... OK I WILL LATER OK SEE YOU AT LUNCH?
he turns around and smiles and waves
My boyfriend/ex
Ok sounds good I'll meet you at the cafeteria ok?
Me smiles and waves back!...
My boyfriend/ex
Love u to!
:Me
Me on my way to my school couslers room to talk about the way I feel? and my feelings?
Me at the couslers office...
:Me
H..hello can I come in if you have some time to talk?
My Counselor
OH umm sure come in and... i'll check on my school papers to see how much time we have so you and i can talk is that alright with you?
:Me
Oh ya sure im ok with that?
My Counselor
Oh umm ok well we have about till lunch starts so about 20 25 minutes to talk for now ok... so what's on your mind today?
OK WELL THIS IS THAT END OF THIS EPISODE SORRY IF ITS KINDA SHORT BUT THIS IS WHAT I CAN DO FOR NOW WELL SEE YOU IN THE NEXT EPISODE?
Talking about my thoughts?
previously on thinking on running away
My Counselor
Ok so you can talk about your feeling and your thoughts now if you'd like?
:Me
So I haven't really been thinking strate lately
:Me
and its been really hard to get rid of the thoughts in my head and I can't focus in class because of it and it really frustrating because of my life and the stuff I do and the way I act with other people some times!
My Counselor
Oh well...what are your thoughts that are distracts you from you work so much because your starting to fail most of your classes so is there something going on that you might need my help with?
My Counselor
Or atlest some of my advice that might help you?
My Counselor
Oh and what ever you say in here stays in here so your safe unless its abuse at home or selfharm ok?
:Me
y..ya i know that but if you were wondering about what i've been thinking is that.. well I've been thinking about.
My Counselor
Mhmm yes go on.. it's ok take your time you have plenty of time ok?😊
:Me
Oh yes thank you um so i've been thinking of... well
:Me
I've been thinking about r...running
:Me
running away from home!
me: starts to cry because of my social anxiety!
My Counselor
Oh hun its ok im here for you anytime ok?
:Me
y..yes i know! but it's really really fucking hard to talk to people that actually listen and to understand what I'm saying to them!
:Me
and some times I just wanna kill myself because it feels like no one cares at all any more and that it feels like I'm just a fucking ghost
:Me
and that my life is a fucking joke to all of them all the time!
My Counselor
Yes I understand completely but killing yourself is not the way to go at all you know and your life is not a joke at all Zoey I can promise you that ok?
My Counselor
and you have your family your boyfriend and you got Melony to. And they care about you alot! much you know and they all want you to open up a little more often.
My Counselor
so they can understand what's wrong and what's going on so they can help you through what your going through in this situation right now you know?😓
:Me
Yes I do know that and I want to open up more to but it's kinda hard to do that when you have a lot of social anxiety and lack of communication with my mom and my big brother and my othere siblings as well
:Me
but its almost lunch time so im just going to stop here for today and maybe stop by tomorrow if thats ok with you?
My Counselor
Oh ya I'm free at third block so you can stop by then if you like?
:Me
ya I can do that for sure well see you tomorrow then by
My Counselor
Yes ok see you later then😊
hope you liked it see you in the next one byy 😁
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