hey mom im back

hey sweetie

hey Tokyo

hi I made s new friend today

oh you did

what's their name

her name is Rikka I invited her over today

ok

*thinks: ugh where is this class* *I accidentally bump into someone dropping all my stuff* oh god I'm so sorry

it's fine *I help her pick up her stuff* names rikka

my names Tokyo

oh you're the new girl

yep

need help with anything

I need to find clas 101

oh that's actually my first class I'll show you

thanks

*I smile* no problem

*I knock on Tokyo house door*

*I open the door* hi?

hi, is Tokyo here

yea, what's your name

rikka

*thinks: did she say rikka, no no no no this can't be right*

last name?

Rikka Ruthless

*thinks: I knew it, this can't be happening* my name is near and Tokyo is in her room

L *I run towards our secret room for meetings*

yea

so remember The Infamous Rikka Ruthless

yea why

she's hear she's Tokyo friend

there's no way she's been in the us for years you're telling me she moved to Japan

yes she did

so you guys Tokyo made a friend at school

that's what this was called for

shut up, but her friend is Rikka Ruthless

As in the Serial Killer

No she can’t be friends with her

What do you mean misa

I mean their friendship has to end

*I snatch Tokyo’s arm* rikka leave now

What mom why

Because she’s a little psycho and I do not want you around her

Really this is what this is about

Yes I do not want you to influence my child like that

Mom let me go

Not until she leaves

Fine I’ll go, but let me find out you hurt her you might just be my next “victim” *says jokingly* bye Tokyo *I leave*

Let me go

*I let her go*

Why would you do that

Because you’re hanging out with the wrong crowd Tokyo

Why couldn’t near and L adopt me

Watch your mouth Tokyo

No all I want to do is make friends mom I already have that issue and can’t make friends easily and I finally get a friend and you ruin that

GO TO YOUR ROOM END OF CONVERSATION

FINE

*I storm back into my room slamming the door in her face*

Misa why would you do that

You know what near you’ll learn sooner or later ok

That was fucked up now I get why he said that you won’t even respect his pronouns

Because Tokyo is a she she’s a female not a male near

He’s transgender and has told us plenty of times that he prefers the name Reid and the pronouns he/him/his but you won’t respect that

No near I know what she is

Misa really you won’t accept him

Her Tokyo is she

*i violently open my door* You’re the worst mom ever even they can accept me but you can’t imagine if you’re friends or family didn’t accept you how would you feel

*I take a bite of my apple* yea that’s wrong misa

Near

Yea

Can you take me somewhere today

Yea sure where

I’ll tell you once we get to the mall

Ok

Where are you going

He wants to go somewhere so that’s what I’m doing

Not without my permission

I’m her mother

But are you really looks like near has took the parenting role

Still mad cause I didn’t accept you

Ok fine go

Ok so I wanted to cut my hair and get it dyed get some new clothes, shoes and get my ears pierced and maybe my nose

Ok sounds good let’s go

Oh and I need to buy a chest binder to

Ok well then let’s head to some stores how about piercings first and can we do the hair tomorrow

Yea sure

What is on your face

Oh yea I got piercings and a few tattoos both of us actually

Yep

It looks good on you

I agree

Me too I like it

Same

Do I have an opinion in this cause if I don’t I don’t care and if I do then yes I do like it

*I sit in my room while everyone is downstairs for a family dinner* *i get on my computer to start this new case putting in my earplugs blasting music* (POV: I promised them I would stop with these cases but I can’t)

L

Yes

What are you scared of

*i scoff* well probably nothing

What am I scared of? Well monsters

What why

There are many types of monsters in this world: monsters who will not show themselves and who cause trouble, monsters who abduct children, monsters who devour dreams, monsters who suck blood… and monsters who always tell lies. Lying monsters are a real nuisance; they are much more cunning than other monsters. They pose as humans even though they have no understanding of the human heart; they eat even though they’ve never experienced hunger; they study even though they have no interest in academics; they seek friendship even though they do not know how to love. If I were to encounter such monsters, I would likely be eaten by it… because in truth, I am that monster.

Why do you call yourself a monster

I wish I could speak on that but I can’t rem

*I leave the room*

*I walk into L room* L!

Near! *I quickly turn off my computer*

You promised us you wouldn’t work in anymore cases

Sorry

No your not I heard your fear monsters you say then I heard the speech

What does it mean

I can’t tell you

Tell me now!

It means I’m that monster the one who lies all the time, all this time the cases I am working on and was working on I only me solving those was not for justice I just wanted to win cause everyone was always better than me you was, mello was, light was so I lied and guess where it got me here the best detective ever

And I will continue with it

*I get furious I storm to his equipment smashing it*

*I snatch near by his shirt* Near!

YOU LIED TO US THIS WHOLE TIME YOU DONT CARE ABOUT ANYONE BUT YOURSELF YOU SELFISH USELESS PIECE OF SHIT!

*I sit shocked I let him go*

If he’s so selfish then how come every time something happens to you he’s the first person you go running to crying like a little bitch

Rikka! He’s been lying to us

And your point is reid

How could you be on his side

I’m on his side to

You have to lie I was born to lie about anything I could and everything I could

I was born to lie and manipulate people I wasn’t born to be an angel like you reid

Rikka… I have to tell you something

What is it

You’re not my child

*my eyes go wide* what! No no no no you’re lying you have to be

No I’m being honest

*I stand shocked, tears swelling up in my eyes* who are my real parents

*I stay silent*

TELL ME! *I yell tears now streaming down my face*

I can’t sweetie I’m sorry

No you’re not sorry you don’t want me do you

*I shake my head no*

Why did you have me then

I needed the money they said that they would pay me thousands just to keep you in my household

*I get furious my veins turning red my hair turning blood red, I scream the house shaking my eyes bloodshot red*

Sweetie please calm down

*I come to realization that all this time I could’ve been killed myself I was only living for my mom who isn’t even my real mom*

*I stand shaking* eyes are red following, I wanna die, wanna die

Please don’t

You don’t care

*I touch her shoulder*

Get your hands off me

Sweetie please

*I get out my katana* off me now

I’m not scared of you

*I slice into her torso blood splattering everywhere all over me*

*I laugh manically*

*I smile maniacally*

Y-you killed her

*I erase my full name and what I really look like from their mind* and you’ll never be able to tell

How could you do such a thing

She tempted me I was on fire at the moment

Your a psycho

*I feel sad again* but I thought you loved me

I could never love a psycho like you

You liar

You never did love me

Rikka come here

*I put away my katana* yes

Remember when you wanted me to be your dad well I can if you want

*I smile widely* yes!

Really L thats horrible

Then you can leave all of you can leave if you forgot this is my house not yours so leave bye

Hey guys I’m staying

Me and rem are to

So am I and Eric

Thanks guys

*I smile*

*I come back* L!

I’m sorry I don’t want to leave I know what it feels like let me stay please me and Alex

Ok it’s fine

*I hug him tightly* thank you L

L you really are a good person no matter what you think