WAITING

It's been a long since we met

Although it's just a week

But feels just like months

Living just for only one hope

Hope to meet you

Hope to see you again

Hope to feel the same thing again

Last wish to God

Please let this waiting end

ONE DAY....

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SAME THINGS

Same Dream, same life

Jumping on the same sunshine

Dancing on the same white line

Same place, same time

Playing with the same shadow line

Listening to the same wind chime

Same hope, same dive

Countering the same hopeless mine

Waiting for the same person, like the LAST TIME...

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**MESSAGE FOR GOD**

God I don't know what type of test I am giving but I can guess some part. It may happen that either you want me to stop waiting for him, give up the hope that I will meet him one day, forget him and move on. Or you may want me to wait for him, without giving up hope, and countering the hell of life.

In my personal opinion any option will do because I know, you will be always by my side no matter what happens and you won't let me suffer unjustly.

Waiting for your reply.

Before- Now

Before when I would give up hope you would show up...now I am not giving up hope but you didn't show up. Does this mean to see you I need to give up on you. What kind of trick is it???

Guys it's me the Author I need to say something. Initially it was about my waiting for my crush/bf/admirer, you can say anything you like but even before publishing it he came back so I was planning to change the topic a little. HOPE YOU WOULD LIKE IT.

It was worth waiting for him. I don't know exactly when he came back. But even before I knew he came back, I could sense something was odd and most of the chances was that he came back. But it was our bad luck that he wasn't free when he came back so to make me understand he was back he did a little trick and it worked out but unfortunately after a while I didn't believe he came back, because before with my two eyes I didn't wanted to jump on conclusions. That day at afternoon I could sense there is really something odd but then also without seeing with my own eyes how can I be sure. Then he came in front of me with his two friends but unfortunately even before seeing them clearly I turned round and didn't even noticed that he was there but after that incident my heart was fluttering much more and it felt like my heart told me wait for him till the end because the ending will be good. In the evening actually at first I was waiting for him but in vain. I had some work so I just took off but while going I turned around and saw signs that he is back, although I didn't saw him but it could be only his doing. After that I don't know why but I felt really happy and cheerful. I wanted to go back quickly and see him. After finishing the work when I was heading back little drops of rain was falling. I speed up to head back quickly. At some distance I saw him waiting, but when I got a little closer he wasn't there. I thought, "Don't get to work up" and then I felt more cheerful and happy. When I got more closer I saw him coming out. He was on his phone, and showed like he came out to answer the call. But I knew he was waiting for me there from the time I went for work then when he saw me coming back he went away and came out a while later to show that he was actually busy with the phone call. At that moment I really wanted to ask him, "What does he take me, a fool!" Then it was raining hard, the wind became stronger, the lights went out. At this moment we were accompanying each other. Although we could talk to each other but we could see each other clearly. Although we weren't sitting side by side but we were separated by few centimeters.

Author: So here is how we met after that short waiting.

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SOMETHING CAN ONLY BE FELT

NEVER SEEN BY EYES

After our waiting ended, never thought we would face betrayal. May be it wasn't even betrayal cause it just showed like I used him for a momentary period and he did the same

Before it was late he did what he wanted and showed me that relationship is nothing but a game.

There is nothing to cry either right. There is always a winner and loser in a game. And it's not the last game, there will be more games to play. So just take the lessons and move on that's the best you can do.

But then also I wanted the answers were there no rules for this game?

Did I really loss?

Am I the only loser?

Where did it really went wrong?

I tried my best, then did I just take the wrong game?

Or the right game but wrong method?

Or I wasn't really much competable for my partner?

The question may any one of these, few of these, all of these or may be none of these.

Although questions are different but the lesson is same:-

Even if there are 99% chances of being never even think that you will win in a game of no rules.

When I admired him and he admired me back it was quite weird though. Because we knew nothing about each other, I wasn't that good looking, we had no means being together in future. So liking me was really odd unless he was someone crazy like me or he wanted to fool me from before. So even if someone really likes you and you are sure of that then also if you don't want to get hurt, before time comes just take a good decision, cause human feelings are really complex. He may love you one moment and hate you the other, or the opposite may happen. So next time playing a game keep this in mind.

RULES

There are many

I admired,

There are many

Gave me happiness

Still

There are exceptions.

First,

My first crush_

Never thought

He wasn't flirtatious,

Only

Had the features.

Lasted five years,

Can be told

One sided love.

Second,

Both sided crush_

Everything happened

Still,

Nothing happened

Were strangers,

Are and

Will be strangers.

Good news

There's no question of

Regret,

They are the only

Rules.

Even after I decided to end the relationship but I don't know what the God intended he succeed in wooing up to me even before one day passed.

May be it couldn't have been possible but I forgave him because he did somethings which he never did before. And in my imagination I thought of the same things once, where we were both spending time with each other but unfortunately because of what happened I couldn't do those.

*I tried to listen to what my heart wanted. Since he sincerely wanted to apologize so my heart has no reason for being angry and letting go of good opportunities.

But still I don't even what the next days will be like, will he really be by my side or betray me again. I want to believe him but world isn't that kind right*.

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