"If someone really loves you, no matter how many other people they meet, their feelings for you wouldn't change. A real lover can't be stolen."

"what are you still doing Lulu, we'll be late for our flight, "yell my mom".

Looking through the window I was lost in track of

time, thinking everything is going to be better...

Sighs....

This is all for the better,

A few months ago...

Lei was standing in front of the school, and he held a bouquet of flower in his hand... one of my friend shouts " Lulu, someone is finally brave enough to confess his love" he shout, and everyone caught attention by his loud voice, that is as loud  as a speaker...

Hannah was my best friend since I was kindergarten and she has been always by my side.

She was amaze as she looks the window, and she hold my hand, spinning with excitement that almost fracture my hand., she talk so fast that her words are stuttering in my ears... in the end she finally said look who's there...

I started to look at the window confused!!

what are you talking about Hannah, I don't understand you?

As I saw someone from the window who's holding a bouquet of flowers...

My heart race so fast as it feel like it skips through 8 beats. As I was walking down the stairs, I feel a sudden push in my back as it feels like someone was pushing me..

I screamed...

what's going on, do not push me,

and I heard my mom saying

"wake up lulu".

As I open my eyes that is blinded by the sun as my mom open my window curtains...

At that moment, I realize I was at my house🙄

"Lulu you'll be late for school"

I told you not to stay up too late, look at yourself now,

I don't want to wake up from that peaceful dream, But I realize this is just a dream that cannot happen in real life.!

As you guys could have already figured, my name is Lulu, and I'm starting freshman. Though I'm really excited, I'm a little bit nervous at the same time. And I'm sure that's what everyone is going through the same experience, good luck !!

When I was starting elementary school, Lei was starting seven grade.

Of course, I know that people who were in higher grade tend to have a girlfriend.

But lei was not like that, he always hangout with me when he have free time.

I usually ask him to help me do my homework, he never hesitates,..

I also have a sister who's in the same grade with lei and her name was Hannah.

My sister and lei were good friend, they don't usually talk much but it's make me sad thinking that my sister was the same grade with lei and they can see each other every day.

what make me sad is that my sister also likes lei but she was afraid to tell him, my sister was a good student, elegant and kind. My sister was always the best, she is not like other sibling. She was too kind that I don't want to see her heart broken.

"so I decide to be the good sister"  because it's impossible for me to be with the one person I love but since both of them are perfect and matches together, I decide to let go of him.

I've heard of people saying " love moves on, and you'll find someone who makes your heart race again".

Now I'm going back to China to be with my grandparent who cherish me the most. I hope everything goes well with Hannah and Lei. Since I'm determine to start a fresh life with a fresh mindsets.