changbin's pov :

I sighed i did it again I can't face Felix rn even tho he told me to come back I can't i fucked this up....

i just go out for a walk i guess I m already dressed depressed enough eh- all black suits me i walked to 3RACHA to grab my cap I left it there i reached the office to see Chan hyung and jisung working on our new comeback

"hey binnie hyung" jisung called out "hey sungie" i ruffled his hair while walking past him to grab my cap "you leaving somewhere?" Chan hyung asked "yea i need some fresh air i have been dead" i replied in slight tired voice "how is lixue binnie hyung you went you meet him right?" said jisung "ahh sungie...."

I trailed off Chan hyung and jisung just sighed already knowing what had happened "it's okay binnie go get some fresh air and apologise to him later okay?" said Chan hyung with jisung humming along i was about to leave when a thought caught up my mind "hey sungie and Chan hyung?" I called out as they both looked at me "wouldn't hyunjin and Minho waiting for you guys?" I blabbered out from a simple expression on their face turned into a rushed and panicked one "holy shit-" they both said quite loud as they both rushed out of the office to meet their lovers i sighed now who will clean up this? at last I ended up cleaning the office and locked it "finally done now I can go and get some fresh air later you have to face Felix" i thought and frowned I walked out of the company carefully not to get caught my media I made my way to mine and felix's favourite park and sat on a bench

The wind was blowing soothingly the fresh air was everything the weather was really great but it would have been much more better if I was here with Felix i sighed once again at that thought when a girl came and sat beside me i thought "holy i ain't up for this shit-" i got up to left when the girl said in silent voice "awe binnie don't leave i mean no harm I won't tell media besides I'm a stay" i sighed probably she said she is a stay hopefully she won't expose me sitting and me going on a run...

I sat beside her without saying anything few moments passed by in silent until she broke it she looked like she was around 16-17 "what are you doing here?" she asked with a pout "eh- I just wanted some free air? and i ain't sad okay just stressed" i replied "eh- is it about felix?" "what" I asked her "oh come the whole fandom ships you with him you guys are too obvious" "are we?" I asked her again "yess yess now is it because of him?" "yes.." I said in quite voice "oh what happened?" she asked again "what's your name?" I asked her

"Y/N" she replied "okay Y/N I can't tell you what happened but we just had a fight kay?" "oh" y/n said "huh?" I said "why don't you do this?" Y/n said "what?" i said again "here ........."

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" huh? okay"

"Thank you so much Y/n I'll get going"

"okay bye"

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Felix Pov

uhhh...pick up the call guys....

"The number you dialed is not picking up your call ......" felix sighed and putting the phone away in his pockets and walked out the room...

"lixue did they pick up?" jisung asked me "nope..." I said sadly

3rd Pov

jisung sighed...seungmin and jeongin is are already disappointed "lixie come we'll bring the snacks we all can watch Movies and cuddle right?" said jisung other three male nodded "hmm" hummed felix "me and innie can go bring blankets?" "sure" felix smiled

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seungmin's pov

my eyes fluttered open i look down we all were cuddling jisung was awake on his phone checking some jeongin was sleeping on me and lix was on jisung I rubbed my eyes as I asked jisung what's the time " oh Minnie did I woke you up?" ji said "nope it's fine sungie what's the time?"I asked " oh....it's almost 2 pm"

I sighed " jinnie and others are still aren't here...." I said " yea..." as his face dropped "tho it's not the first time like this..." said jisung "yea" I just replied simply....

a few mins passed me and jisung talking while the youngers cuddling with us when we heard the door open......

jisung's pov

me and Minnie were just talking when we heard the door open there standed totally worn out chan hyung , changbin hyung , Minho hyung and jinne

changbin hyung was about to say something when I and seungmin put our index on our lips and telling them to keep it down looking at the youngers in your laps

"your late....." I said looking at Minho hyung he didn't said anything and just left to our room I just sighed sadly "what about you jinnie?" seungmin asked "well today...." he trailed off we looked at them waiting for an explanation while changbin hyung's eyes were glancing at me and Felix his desperate i noticed and just sighed seungmin noticed it too and said "go change you all and shower quick don't take long hyungs we have been waiting long enough" seungmin said as changbin rushed to their rooms while me and seungmin gave eachother looks

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after god damn 15 mins they came in the room changbin hyung was the first one to rushed and reach me "can I take him now?" he said "sure" I said as he gently scooped felix off me and carried him bridal style I scoffed "it's not like I was gonna eat him alive hyung" I said which was totally ignored he was staring at the boy in his arms I looked at other side of the couch to see chan hyung carrying innie in his arms as he thanked seungmin I looked at the door where jinnie was standing while seungs was talking to chan hyung he was staring at seungmin biting his lower lip looking nervous he realised I was looking at him he looked back at me totally nervous while I gave him a thumbs up wishing him good luck....

I looked around the room trying to find the similar figure but I couldn't "wow he couldn't even come to get me...." I thought as my eyes welled up

I looked up at the ceiling blinking a few times trying to get rid of the tears

which eventually worked i straightened up from the couch and greeted the two couples "night night" cuz changbin hyung was already out of sight with felix....

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I walked to mine and minho's room and opened the door I saw Minho silently coming out of the bathroom wearing a loose tshirt and shorts as he slipped in the bed I was freaking standing in the door he didn't spare me a glance and took covers over him as he slipped into his deep slumber my eyes welled up again and I couldn't handle them this time I silently closed the door taking one last glance at him and closed the door......

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Changlix~

changbin's pov

all thru out the day I have been thinking about felix all the tops expect chan promised their alovers to take them out on different places chan didn't cuz he and innie wanted to spend time at home I looked at the clock in my studio the time was 4 pm only two more hours and I'll be free to go and see felix i grinned like an idiot but that's when chan entered the studio he looked down " you okay?" I asked him he just sighed at placed a file on my desk "we have to complete this task by today" he said " huh?" I blurted out I hate this tasks they take forever to be completed "why today...?" I groaned "had everyone got this tasks?" I asked "yea..." he said "ugh..." "well let's complete them as fast as we could so we can get home early" he said "yea" I replied with that he left the room saying a good luck I sighed and we all got tasks which means Minho and hyunjin got one too I was sighed as I started the task and that's why we got late....

I gently placed the freckled boy in arms on our shared bed he looked ethereal I smiled at him and placed a kiss on his forehead whispering "I'm sorry for being late...." I was about to get up when felix whispered back in my ear "apology accepted" "huh..." I looked at him as he smiled at me "you look tired binnie" he said as he caressed my cheeks I just hummed at his touch damn I missed him so much "come lets cuddles" he said and I got in and cuddle him while he was prepping me with butterfly kisses and soon we both feel asleep in eachothers embrace....

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Chanin~

Chan's Pov

I smiled at the younger in my hands and placed him down on the bed gently placing the cover on him and we over my desk and took out my laptop working again....

"ahhh finally...." I let out and stretched walking back to the bed I saw jeongin sleeping sound he looked so peaceful I smiled at the sight of him when he turned around and kicked the blanket out I chuckled picking up the blanket and placing on him again while I got in and cuddle him I kissed his cheeks and whispered an I love you and drifted off to sleep.....

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it's time for seungjin

hyunjin's Pov

I watched chan hyung left carrying innie in his arms I sighed praying maybe seungs isn't too mad as han left he gave me thumbs up before I walked up to seungs said "uh hey baby..." he glared at me ugh I feels so scared he is scary when he is mad he isn't my puppy anymore he's angry he glared at me and left me alone in the room I sighed as I followed him back to our room

when I entered the room he was sitting on bed with his back facing me I just stood there not knowing what do.....when it lit me as I crawled to the other side of the bed where seungs was sitting and pulled him into a back hug and nuzzled my face in his neck as I let myself drop in his scent he did the same he layed him head on my shoulder as he placed his hands on him which was on his stomach while caressing them we finally have the moment for ourselves since we always get interrupted but now no one's there to disturb us....

we were enjoying our moment when suddenly seungmin pulled away and asked me "did you had your dinner?" I just simply replied nope which was truth cuz I after completing our missions we directly came home tho chan and changbin hyung had light snacks on our way here

"are you hungry?" he asked me again I shrugged "ugh you..." he whispered "you know what let me go to the kitchen I'll find something to eat for you..." he said he was about you stand up and go when I grabbed his wrist not wanting to let go "it's fine I can be fine with skipping one dinner" I said "nope now let me go" he said "I don't wanna" I said as I pulled him and he fell on top of me and gasped "huh.. hyunjin...." "it's fine baby" I said as I hugged him and closed my eyes "okay fine come with me in kitchen" he said slightly blushing "sure let's go puppy" I said pecking his cheeks he blushed red now and whispered a whatever as we made our way to kitchen I sat on counter while he made sandwiches tho it was just strawberry jam with bread it tasted good while I was eating he was staring at me utterly lost I chuckled at his sight he looked really adorable I leaned in and pecked his lips as he came back to his sense "to earth now seungs?" I said as his cute cheeks turned into a light pink "shut up...." he said looking down at his lap "huh?" I said I finished my sandwiches and left the dish in sink and moved where seungmin was he was still looking down at his lap he was sitting on the counter I looked at him he looked down I moved in between his legs and cupped his face making him look at me as I asked "what's wrong Minnie?" he didn't reply but just hugged me tightly I was confused a lil I still hugged back making circles in his back as he whispered something in my ear and I smiled before whispering "I missed you....you were out for too long idc about dates I just want you...." "I missed you too baby and I'm so sorry we all had our tasks today which happen to came late to us so need to complete I'm sorry again if anything comes up again like this I'll Inform you baby don't be sad...." we pulled away just looking on eachothers eyes adoring eachother while caressing eachothers face when we noticed han walking out and exiting from the living room "huh where is he going at this time?" seungs said in a worry tone he was about to leave when I grabbed his wrist stopping him "let Minho hyung handle this let's go tell him han probably needs him" I said cuz I have noticed they both have been distant lately after they had an argument han is still as caring for Minho hyung but he is ignoring him and han is not in any position to make a move "yea let's go" seungs said as we made our way to their room we knocked on the door for 2-3 times when a raspy voice came from other side "who's there?" Minho hyung asked "it's seungmin and hyunjin hyung please open" seungmin said as we heard the door open there stood Minho hyung "what is it?" he asked "it's about han hyung he left the living probably please go after him hyung I'm worried seungmin said in totally worried voice Minho hyung who was having lazy expression turned into more alerted one after hearing this "oh t-thanks I-ill go him thank you" he said as he rushed out of the room to the exit we watched him left and we made our way back to our room and cuddled while I was comforting seungmin since he was worried about han.....

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Minho's Pov

I rushed out of the room after hearing jisung left I decided to check the terrace of our building since when were something like this happens he Usually goes there I reached there and opened the door searching all the terrace but he wasn't there I ran out the building remembering another place it was an old playground where he used to come and for the first time I saw him...he was sitting at the top of the slide knees pulled up close to his chest and he was watching sky I saw him when I was passing by.....

Oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh

Lately I've been thinking, thinking 'bout what we had

I know it was hard, it was all that we knew, yeah

Have you been drinking to take all the pain away?

I wish that I could give you what you deserve

Cause nothing can ever, ever replace you

Nothing can make me feel like you do

You know there's no one, I can relate to

And know we won't find a love that's so true

There's nothing like us, there's nothing like you and me

Together through the storm

There's nothing like us, there's nothing like you and me

Together

I gave you everything, baby, everything I had to give

Girl, why would you push me away? yeah

Lost in confusion, like an illusion

You know I'm used to making your day

But that is the past now, we didn't last now

I guess that this is meant to be, yeah

Tell me was it worth it? We were so perfect

But baby I just want you to see

There's nothing like us, there's nothing like you and me

Together through the storm

There's nothing like us, there's nothing like you and me

Together

There's nothing like us, there's nothing like you and me

Together through the storm

There's nothing like us, there's nothing like you and me

Together

I heard him singing for the first time I was so lost in it his melodious voice I can't get enough of the way eyes look when he was singing alone he was ethereal he was looking too good to be real and I reliazing this I ran to the opposite direction I was walking in.....

passing few shops and stores I bumped in few people I don't even know why people are out at this time

I kept running until I found it.....

I ran inside the building and to a certain room and opened the door and my heart crushed seeing the boy sitting desk with some papers lazily laying around he had his head resting over desk with his hands between them he still had a pen in his hand which wasn't a normal one as I walked closer I realised the pen was the one I left at him when we first met I fucked up.... I said in my thoughts as I caressed his cheeks which were strained in dried tears his eyes were puffy and red cuz he probably came crying here he showed this place on our anniversary where he sang a song for me that's the moment I really treasured......

I brushed my fingers across his slight messy hair the moonlight was reflecting on his cheeks they were shining he was sleeping so soundly I didn't have the heart to wake him up so I just grabbed another chair laying around and sat beside him and rested my head on my hands as I grab his hand closed my eyes and said " I'm so sorry baby for being distant with you I'm sorry I'm an asshole and you have to deal with me everyday.....I'm sorry I didn't come to take you back like others...I'm sorry I couldn't spend time with you....I'm sorry you couldn't wake up in my arms every morning....I m sorry for hurting you so much....I'm sorry for making you cry so much....even If I say it's no use it won't heal the scars that I gave you....but I'm sure I'll make up to you me and others are finding another jobs so we can give you guys more time I'm still trying I'm sorry once again...." I opened my eyes when I heard soft sobs from the boy in front of me I looked up at him to see him tears again he left my hand and got up from his chair I thought he was leaving when he pulled out my chair and sat on my lap and just hugged me tightly and started sobbing he let out everything he has been storing up he cried and cried telling how he felt when I was distant with him at some point even I had tears in my eyes....

he let out last sniff and fell asleep on me as I make circles in his back and forgave me and the apologize I confessed made him cry more I'm such a bad boyfriend ik but I'll try to be better I felt my eyelids getting heavier I whispered one last apology and I love you in his ear and slept hugging him tightly.....