Just like any teenage girl raelyn dreamed of having a good life. She wasn't not really good at school but still passed. She used to get humiliated by her parents and teachers because of her bad grades which lowered her self esteem but the thing that hurted her the most was her dad even suggested her to die cause once her teacher called her dad and informed him about her grades which weren't satisfactory. She cried and really wanted to end her life because she thought she wasn't not good at anything. But she was a coward even though she wanted to end her life but she could not bring herself to do that. When she really felt stressed she used to hurt herself, sometimes she would be stressed because of school and sometimes because of her friends. Her friends were good at studies but they didn't try or rather they were distracted by different things. Her friends had boyfriends even though they weren't allowed dating. She used to hurt herself because of her friends it doesn't mean she was bullied or stuff it meant because she felt helpless when her friends used to share their problems related to their parents and boyfriends. She was going through a lot in her teen years like every single day she thought of ending everything but she couldn't, most of the time she used to bottle up her feelings she used go around with a poker face to hide her emotions. She had a eating disorder so she used to binge or else starve herself. Her sleeping schedule was a mess she used to only sleep for 3-4hrs every night. Crying at night thinking about how horrible her future would be was her daily routine. Her depression was killing her as the days passed. She felt insecure about everything. She felt like nobody loved her and they would be happy once she is gone. School wasn't helping her either she felt more anxious in school than any other place. Her bed was her favorite place as she could cry as much as she wanted. Her parents didn't even notice what she was going through they just expected her to bring good grades. Every time she scored less she used to hurt herself. Her friends were worried about her so they made her promise them that she would stop all that but she couldn't stop herself from the urge of doing that. Everyday life was like a battle for her, the voice inside her head would tell her to end everything but her heart couldn't agree with that voice. Once her mom even saw her scars and from that day onwards she stopped hurting herself. After all those struggles she graduated high school at 17 and now she was getting ready for her university life. After graduating high school she was a little less stressed and she started focusing on herself but soon after she turned 19 her parents married her off to some rich family.