Be careful who you give your heart to. Because

when you give your heart to someone, you also give

the person the power to destroy and broke you.

-Cinderella 'Cindy' Faith Jones

THE BROKEN WIFE

She adores him.

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She's devoted to him.

And she's fuckin' lunatic in love with him.

For her, he's her everything, her life, her air, and he's

part of her system.

However, she who do nothing but to love him..got

hurt. Her crazy moves made him pissed and

annoyed, and worst? Those feelings destroyed

everything about her.

......

PROLOGUE

"Please Arnold, that's enough." Cindy pleads her husband. Arnold pulled her up and pushed her hard. She lay on the floor and was stunned by the pain she felt.

"HOW MANY TIMES SHOULD I HAVE TO TELL YOU THAT DON'T YOU DARE KNOCK ON THE DOOR?" Arnold shouted.

"I'm sorry Arnold... Please forgive me ... I was just wondering what you were doing with that woman." Cindy said softly.

"THEN WHAT ?? YOU'RE GOING TO ACT AS MY STUPID AND WORTHLESS WIFE? DAMN YOU! I DON'T NEED YOU ANYWAY! CAN'T YOU FEEL IT? I LOATHED YOU! I DESPISED YOU!"

"But--" Cindy couldn't continue what she was about to say as a crisp slap was returned to her by Arnold.

"DON'T YOU DARE ANSWER ME! YOU'RE WORTHLESS WOMAN! SLUT!" he pushed Cindy and she fell on the floor.

Arnold and Cindy have been married for two years. In high school, Cindy already loved Arnold. She always sends him a love letter in his locker. From the time they were in college, she found out that the two of them were engaged. Cindy was happy to know that she was going to marry the man she had always wanted.

But that was the opposite of how Arnold felt. Cindy is the best friend of his ex -fiancee. Austin thought that Amanda would be the one he would marry because he had learned to love her too.

Arnold finds out that he's already engaged to a worthless woman. Cindy was such a great nerd when they were in high school and his friends would always bully her. It would be a huge shame for him if he marry a nerd who is always bullied by her friends. Amanda is the only woman he will marry. The woman he loved dearly.

For him, it lowers his confidence to marry a nerd. So when his friends found out, they laughed and teased him. He wasn't happy with it but that was his mother's wish.. His mother is sick and this is her last wish, to marry a decent woman. Arnold promised himself that he would divorce Cindy at the right time but until now he still can't keep up.

Cindy has done anything to make Arnold love her but Arnold continues to hurt her. Physically and emotionally. She already did everything. But he still brings woman to their house. Cindy was hurt by every growl she heard in their room.

She entered their guest room because she heard the growl of Arnold and the woman he bring again. She sobs at what she heard. What was Arnold doing hurt her so much. Two years of being a fool is enough, She is fed up. It hurts.

Does her love for Arnold have a destination?

Will she still be happy with the man she married who did nothing but Broke her

A/N: So I just want to tell all of you that this story is full of violence and heartache... and I'm not really good in English so I would be happy if you will tell me where did I go wrong in a nice way. so I hope you will love this story😘😘😘

Cindy POV

I was cleaning after I ate when my husband came. I was happy to go to the front door to greet him but when I saw him he was with another woman.

'What's new?' They entered the house and walked through the door as if they had not seen me. My eye followed the two smiling people up to the second floor. They entered the guest room. It seem I know what they are going to do. I close my eyes tightly as it enters my mind. I want hurt someone but I can't. There is something pressing inside me. I want to shout and say it's too much pain.

I have been married to my bestfriend's boyfriend for two years. Actually they should be the ones to get married because they are the one whose been inlove but I interfered. Our family interfered to keep the two apart so until now Arnold Chase Smith has not fully accepted me. He is my husband. I love him since we were kids.

Actually Amanda and Arnold have been engage since we were child.The truth is that I was very happy when Amanda's company went bankrupt and we decided to just get married. I had so much fun then. But what I didn't know right away ..

I have broke two. Two people who have been loving for over a decade. They love each other so much.

I thought when we got married he would be mine but I was wrong. I was wrong. He always brings a woman here. He was always flirting in front of me. I thought I would be happy because they were separated but I was wrong. I made the wrong decision.

I Stop thinking about the past and Continue cleaning the kitchen. I'm a fresh graduate from the elites school, but I don't have a job. Our family also said that Arnold was able to give me a comfortable life so it was okay even when I was at home. Since we got married, I have done nothing but serve him even though he ignores me.

'Mrs. Cinderella Faith Jones-Smith, a beautiful, intelligent and perfect woman and a martyred wife to a man who did nothing but hurt her. ' what will I do to my intelligent when even the love of my husband, I can't get.

I was about to climb to the top when I heard the woman's soft growl. It was as if my heart was being stabbed over and over again. How long can I handle this? How long will I be fooled? I sat down in front of the door. I could hear them inside.

‘Why Arnold? I'm here too. I can give what you want . Why do you have to pick someone and leave me alone ?! I'm your wife!' I just silently cried until the hellish sound in the room stopped. I slowly stood up and turned the doorknob of our room but the door suddenly open behind me.

I slowly looked behind me and the pain I felt doubled from what I heard and saw when my husband was carrying another woman. My husband was wearing only a boxer shorts and there were still kiss mark left on his neck and other parts of his body. I wanted to criticize it but it was as if I swallowed my own tongue and chose to just bow with a prominent smile to the young man who was obviously satisfied with the ritual performed with the other women in the room.

I feel like I'm being stabbed, but I wish I was being stabbed instead of seeing their flirtation. I hope he just stabbed me like this. It's like my heart is dividing every day that Arnold does this. Arnold pushed me violently and entered our room. I just looked at him and didn't say a word. I followed him inside and sadly looked at him.

''You know what? She's good in bed! She utterly SL*T! Like you! '' He said sharply. I did not answer. that's what he thinks of me. He judged me. I know why he's like that, it's my fault too. I sat on the end of the bed and watched him get dressed. This is normal for us. Even if he dresses in front of me, it's okay.

"I really hate your smell! It's soffucate me! Leave this room." he said to me.

"But where-where can I sleep? can I sleep next to you Arnold?." obviously mixed with pleading I told him. He didn't answer and looked at me as if disgusted and left the room. It always like that, He's disgusted one. Since that night.

That night I seduced him. He was very drunk the first night we were married. He can't accept that we're married and Amanda and him have no hope. They both begged me to cancel the marriage because I was the only one who had the ability to stop it and it could not continue. But I love Arnold. In that moment I became selfish and for the first time I followed what I wanted, what my heart was beating for. Amanda left in rage that day, and since then she cut our relationship.

One morning Arnold woke up ***** in our bed. We were both ***** as I hugged him. I was surprised when Amanda entered the room with puffy eyes. I just found out that Arnold and I were both *****. I admit I seduced him but nothing happened to us. I know that. But no one believed me.

I went back to my sense when I heard Arnold shout as he brewed coffee. I quickly ran down the stairs and made him some coffee. I approached the sofa where he was sitting and set the coffee down on the table in front of him. I just sat next to him while looking at him. I don't talk much because he doesn't want me to be noisy. I was Forced to change for him.

The formerly naughty, noisy, childish and ignorant of the world like me has changed since I love Arnold.

I was shocked when hot coffee was poured on my face and I accidentally shouted which caused my husband to slap me. He's the one who poured me hot coffee, and he still the one who wants to slap me? I just bowed.

"What the f*ck are you doing huh ?! You're shouting in front of me! IN FRONT OF ME, Cindy! IN FRONT OF ME! '' He said in disbelief that I shouted at him. It was another scream that made him in rage.

'' AND HOW MANY TIME SHOULD I TELL YOU THAT I REALLY HATE SWEET STUFF ?! Simply mixing coffee you can't do it right! I don't know if you're stupid or if you're just really stupid! "He said as if what I had done was too heavy. My heart was hurt by what he said and showed.

When the time will come Arnold and you will love me as much as I love you. I hope that I will not tired of waiting for you.

"Sorry." I whispered and he laughed like he was going crazy. I looked at him as if confused.

"If only sorry could get back everything I lost ..." he looked at me with some emotion in his eyes that seemed to hit my chest.

"I hope I'm happy now." He continued then he stood up and walked up the stairs and completely disappeared from my sight.

What should Arnold do ?! I'm trying to understand you. Maybe it's just a test. I know you'll get tired of hurting me too. It's just now Arnold.

We found out that Amanda was engaged to another man. I was very happy then but it was opposite for my husband. His world seemed to collapse from what he found out.

I hope Arnold just slaps and stabs me. I would prefer that than this. In the two years we have been together I feel like I have been stabbed over and over again.

Everytime I saw him hurting because of me it made my heart broke into a million pieces. I want to get rid of all the pain he feels and transfer it to me. I don't want him hurting.

I will do everything. I will endure everything. I laughed in my mind. I thought I would only hear those lines in some dramas or books.

I can do everything for him. Even if my whole being is ruined, I will face it with all my heart. Because of him. Because I love Arnold.

A/N: hey guys!!! I'm sorry for the late update😅 I will try to update every Wednesday and Sunday😊btw a lot of flashback will come😚

CINDY POV

I'm Happy Preparing the table for us. Today is our wedding monthsarry!!!! I Texted him 2 hours ago that I prepare a dinner date for the two of us .And Surprisingly, He said yes! I am happy because for the first time he agreed to eat with me,And this is our night. I can not express what i really feel tonight! This is beyond happiness. I quickly arranged the candles surrounding our table. There are also flowers. I smiled, it's not like man is the only one capable of making a romantic dinner date. Actually, this is the date that I've been dreaming to have.

I got back to my sense when I heard the car engine from here in the garden. I start running inside the house and when I'm close to the door I stop and fixed my clothes and hair. I need to be presentable today because it's the first time that he agreed to do this. THIS IS THE FIRST TIME! A F * CKING FIRST TIME !!!!! Oh Jesus! Inhale Cindy. Inhale. Exhale. Hooooo! I slowly walked out in the door and saw my husband parking the car in the garage.

His Appearance Made Me Stopped from Breathing. He Utterly Perfect! A Perfect Man! A Perfect Husband! --- With a worthless wife. A Worthless Woman. I bent over my thought. Arrrggg, 'What are you thinking Cindy!? Now you're backing out this is your chance! A Damn Chance!.

He noticed I was at the door so he looked at me. I smiled but he did not returned it.He still have that serious face. I can even count in my finger how often he smile and that was the moment when he is together with Amanda.

I was surprised when Arnold neared me. Gad! What do I do? Will I greet him? What will I call him? 'Hi Honey! How's work? ' Pweeee .. If we were just like another couple I probably did it but something prevented me from being sweet in front of him.

My heart hoped that he would kiss my forehead and whispered 'i want coffee.' When I was really lost in my sense. Gosh! He kissed me! The Man I Really Love Kissed Me! He kissed me! But before I start jumping on the floor because of the kiss Arnold gave me."Very sweet, right?"he said sarcastically.

I have prepared his coffee, I actually put best effort for it,so he would not get mad and break his good mood. I don't want to destroy this night. I looked at the clock, 8PM. My husband is likely to be hungry and tired by now. Goshhh.. I'm really married.

"Ahmm .. Arnold, are you tired? And why your late? And you know I prepar--"

"I had a board meeting earlier so that's mean I'm tired." He seriously answered.

"Is it? Ahmm, are you hungry? I prepared food in there. .. You know it right -" He did not finish me again.

"I finished eating earlier in meeting!" He answer.

"But - but - I prepare our dinner ..remember you said yes - you said yes earlier.. right--" I was almost crying in front of him. We talked well earlier, I was even so happy that he agree.

"Stop Being Childish Cindy! They ate earlier in the office, so what you want me to do, stared and wait for them?! F*CK ! You're Acting Like A Child Again!"

"But--"

"No More Buts!" After he said that he left me in the sofa. I prepare. I prepared for him. But It just wasted. I even hope.I smile. He will not be Arnold,the one that I love if he doesn't hurt me. Typical Arnold Chase Smith.

I'm sad while walking towards the garden. IT'S A PERFECT NIGHT, PERFECT DATE WITH A PERFECT HUSBAND. I looked up to prevent my eyes from crying. I looked at the veranda of our bedroom. I hope he will gave opportunity to be his wife. Hopefully even now.

I bent and sit in the chair. Candles, Rose, a perfect dinner I dream for Arnold. I smiled bitterly. Your really Inlove Cindy! You are already Inlove with your husband! But Until when It Will Be One Sided Love?! It's sad that I can't even get Arnold love. I have already been summa cumlaude of our University but I'm stupid when It comes to love. I'm sigh. I can do this! We were still starting! Even If I need to wait for a few thousand years I can. Aja! I stood up and obviously being determined.

I'll get your heart Arnold! I can! I start cleaning the table but I saw Arnold go out from the house to the Garden and approached me. I was stunned to him. He always stay away here in the garden because I always stay here. He did not want to see the garden because I was the one whose taking care of it and it was beautiful.

But now He is in front of me. Looking at me. Smile start to appear on my lips. "Let's eat!" He said that but I was so happy that I almost want to jump in Glee. I thought he would not go out. I thought he would not give me a chance. I thought there was no chance to be with him, or to even eat with him. I nodded. I prepare the food again.

I keep talking the whole time of our dinner. I want to use this apportionity to tell him some story because the next time I will talk he would be angry because I'm so noisy. He is very serious,I finished eating and he was also but I was not finished talking and I was happy that he is listening to me even if he was not obviously interested on what I say.I stop when his phone rang. He stand up and pick it up, after a few minutes he go back.

"I need to sleep Cindy. My secretary told me that I have a meeting at exactly 7am" he said. And I just nodded. He kissed my forehead again before going upstairs. I smile this is the second time he kiss my forehead and I'm probably blushing right now.

She start cleaning the table and after an our she finished.I entered in our bedroom and saw my husband sleeping quietly. Oh! Arnold. I dressed my sleeping attire and embraced him but he turned around. "I Love You So Much Arnold." I whispered enough for him to hear if he was awake. Hope you are awake Arnold. Even if you hurt me as long you accept my love for you then it's okay.

I close my eyes and hug him again. "I hope I'm the one Arnold. I hope you'll love you. I'll do everything Arnold. I'll wait , just love me." I said as my tears start falling from my eyes. I already decide and I was willing to hurt over and over again for him. I do not know if it's just a dream but I heard him whisper and kissed my hair. "Goodnight Cindy."