My mother died after giving birth to me and my father remarried. I grew up with my grandmother. They taught me to be hard-working and silent, I don't talk much. My mother's family was big. There are many members, but I was lonely. Accept my grand parents nobody liked me at all. I was burden for my uncles. As a girl being orphan is big curse for our society, because nobody gives any dowry at wedding, then who will merry that girl. Although my grandparents were not poor but I was not allowed to go to school. When every children of the house go to school, I worked at the kitchen for preparing meals, sweeping the floor, feeding the chicken and cows. I was lucky because I was well fed. There was no love for me, but I can eat well.