When I started to lose hope , I don't know what is next or what I'm going to do or anything, but I'm aware of one thing , that I'm hurted. I really wanna be independent and stand by myself but I couldn't find any chances but I'm still trying although I know all the ways are blocked with heavy rocks and needles .

If I could I will end this, that much I hating it.

I'm scared , I don't feel like I'm safe here , I wanna scream but I couldn't my voice never came out ......

Where we can find happiness....

Happiness doesn't come from other people , from places or things. It comes from within.

I believe that everyone has a purpose in life: purpose to be of service to the world . Most of us find difficult to identify what our purpose is..some of them aware what's there's.

PAIN CHANGES PEOPLE

Life will test you just before it will bless you.

When I was in 10th grade we used to have five girls in my class .In that A girl learns well so obviously she was the thing for everyone. And another one is very good looking , one has very good skin colour and another one is popular too.and me I'm an average student and not that much beauty nor white or popular so you can obviously understand I'm just no one there...and I never noticed too..

One day I saw a guy in our school he was in 11th grade while I was in 9th.. And I used to like him but he never noticed me ....

Like that days are moving day by day the affection become stronger too..one day one of my classmate exposed this to him..and he said he wanna see me ,so I went to meet him at schools garden section, there was him.............

By the time of 11th and 12th grade I transferred to another school..New school is far away from my home..one day after school I was in my usual bus ..when the bus stopped at station , I saw the same person that I used to see when I was in 9th grade...

I'm trying to do a lot of things, but nothing working..

Do You know , when your beloved ones start to push you away what you feels like , it's hurt like someone has been peeling off your skin and I felt it ..At the time I was wondering why.. Although I know I'm a complete failure as daughter , person .Trust me I don't know what should I do , what is I shouldn't do

Each and every one have their own purpose in the world and I really couldn't find what is mine . It's find difficult to identify the purpose of mine.

I was not like this , I was person who have stong determination of what I need ,