So many years has passed but whenever I look back it seems it just been a while.

Life is like a song each day is like a different genre of emotions someday happy someday sad someday very excited someday very frustrated , heartbroken , angry , anxious and many more.

but eventually every day every emotion came to their end and then start a new day with the mystery

Who knows which genre will gonna play today

( Knock knock knock knock)

Alisa (Manager) :- J .....( Click click click click click)

Me:- enough

Alisa:- what to do you were looking like you were covering for coffee magzine hahaha i mean beautiful as always

Me:- whatever

Alisa:- anyway what were you thinking you were just so in it huu huuu tell me

Me:- nothing let's go

Alisa :- yeah you are ready already then let's leave the car is on the gate let's go let me carry this bags.

Me:- okay

Well she is my manager alisa i call her lisa sometimes she has quite a double personality and is very talented.

And I am CQ (cold queen) a singer and owner of label JR entertainment

But besides all this i have a different identity and that is ....

Jason enterprise come in worlds top 10 enterprises

And I'm the daughter of jason enterprise director I'm jeanaisha jason and creative director of jason enterprises

Ofcourse i have 3 roles to play and many other roles too like a daughter, a sister , a friend , an employer and many others

Actually I'm happy somehow atleast i have got good family or

should i say they become good after that accident

people say its a blessing to born in a rich family

where you don't have to do anything but the truth is .....

only the person who live there knows

how lonely and unwilling all this is

but luckily it all changed after that accident

Well you guys must be thinking what exactly this accident is.

so let me tell you a real life story of a girl.

After that accident....

everything changed little by little

everything become a lively

and her Black life Start to fill with colours

Place where a old me will die and everything start to change..

It's all started when I was eight years old at the

(Jeffrey jason (Grand paa) birthday party celebration day )

Everything is so beautiful the decorations the wine fall ,flowers , lights and lots of guests are here

Daddy came to me

Dad:- baby come let me introduce you to our company's employees

Me:- ok dad

Dad :- yeah your mom is with the ladies right

Me :- yeah they are sitting in the green area

(Brother) Rey :- dad you asked for me

Dad :- yeah meet this is our planning departments head Mr Gomez and mrs. Gomez

And this is my daughter jeanaisha and my son raeyan

Mr. Gomez:- hello dear you look very beautiful and you look absolutely handsome young man

Rey :- thanks mr.gomez hope you enjoy the party

Me:- hello and thank you

Mrs.Gomez :- right you guys justify the looks of your parents as beautiful as mrs. Jason

Me:- thank you mrs. Gomez

Rey:- you both look very well matched and fabouls as well

Mr. Gomez :- ohh dear thanks for the compliment you are very mindful and vice in this little age

Mrs:- gomez thanks dear you are lovely too

as we talked with the guest and move on to another but what is this

hey who are you ????

Just like this party is going on and everyone is enjoying the party

We meet father's close friend mr. Lewis and Mrs. Lewis and their children his son is brother's best friend and his daughter is also a friend of us

we know eachother since little mom and mrs. Lewis are close since mom got married

Our family is close so me and rey call mr. and mrs. Lewis Uncle and aunt.

Mr. Lewis family is a doctor family and they own many hospitals.

LA's biggest hospital is also his one their hospital.

Everything was going smoothly

We were talking happily but no one knows what will happen in the future we went in sitting area

And dad asked rey to go ask mom to come

And then

suddenly an unknown man walk in our direction and took out a gun from his jacket

and he was aiming it towards father's direction

And

Shot a bullet I got shocked so I pushed father down so he dough the bullet but it's not easy since

he shooted again and i got shot ......

Security came and arrested that man

but I was bleeding heavily i got shot at the area of my chest

That was so painful my brother shouting and started crying

Rey:- get the car get the car fast

fathers carrying me in his arms to bring me to the hospital

He again and again telling me baby don't close your eyes look at me look here

don't close your eyes everything will be OK everything will be fine ...

I'll make it right every pain will go away

you have to trust daddy baby

Daddy won't let anything happen to my baby

so just look at me don't close your eyes keep looking at me

With that pain and tears in my eyes i was crying

Bcz that hurts so much i was losing my consciousness but even in that pain I was happy I was so happy even if it is the last moment of my life at least I get what I wanted

I wanted his love i wanted his time i wanted him take me in his arms like that everyday like a normal dad and give me all the priorities

But inside my heart

I knew that all of this the business the house this cars and this fortune of mine and this luxury is because he is doing lot of hard work to give all of this to us.

to give us a life of luxury to make us happy or to make us buy whatever we want without seeing the price

everything he do is not for only himself but for us and I know that he love me I can see in his eyes that how much he loves me but

What do expect from a 8 year old child who always stay lonely in that big house.

I'm still a child I still want love I still can't understand I can't without adult be adult i can't be someone who daddy expect me this kind of thought is my daily routine but i never knew that the celebration day was the end of my hard and naive life.

After that i passed out.

Actually this is all something i don't remember anymore nor i trust anyways

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hope you like it

Have a nice day

"hmm"

it's weird everything seems weird I can't feel anything I can't feel my body my eyes I want to open my eyes but I'm too lazy to do it I am too tired i feels like i really can't ....

"l want to rest a little then open my eyes"

but then I have some voices

"crick"

(Mr.Lewis's name is yutsav)

yutsav it's been 1 and half years why is my child still and conscious. Aunt you asked this question everyday and I answer this question everyday I know but we are trying our best even London's best doctor Dr.kedry is come here time to time to check don't worry aunt everything will be OK our Jean will wake up soon.

you say this everyday but why why my child is not waking up when will that day come it's been a while i didn't heard her voice calling me grand maa.

what are the talking about I was confused just tried and open my eyes.

that old lady has tears in her eyes it seems like she is in pain.

I looked around and see its hospital ward why am I admitted in a hospital what's happening why I am here.

I have so many questions in my mind why I don't remember anything trying to recall why am i in a hospital but everything is so blank.

then I saw them so..

I want to say something I want to call them but I am not able to speak I don't understand what's happening with me I gather some energy and finally speak then I said

"Excu....Excuse me"

the man who is standing decide old lady suddenly flench.

he look at me with surprised expressions and he pointed finger at me. the older lady turn and looked at me she got the same expression and they

both came near my bed.

that lady suddenly started crying loudly.

the man held me softly and help me sit.

I saw lots of equipments attached to my body.

bottle is still going on

he placed my hand carefully

and asked if I'm feeling pain anywhere ??

i said I can't feel my body it's weird

before he say something that old lady suddenly sit on my bed and hug me while crying and said it's been awhile my child my child you finally woke up I have been waiting thank god thank you so much I visit Church.

i got so confused I don't know what's happening why is she hugging me like this I don't know her did she get a wrong person.

that man holding his mobile phone headed to the gate.

i said "wait"

but then she released me and held my hand her tears still falling but she is smiling she looks so happy and she said i missed you alot you are so cruel how can you left me behind huh tell me say something.

I said wwh... why are you crying

She wiped her tears and smiled at me and said look I'm not crying anymore I'm smiling it's just I miss you so much.

I don't know what's going on so I slipped out my hand from her hand.... i said

i said "Wh..Who are you"

that lady suddenly stopped she was shocked for expressions were she asked me What???

it's a joke right

nice joke but it's not time for joke did you said it because I was crying. my child is just so kind.

Noo i said "Who are you"

that man who is with that old lady came into the room and said I called everyone they are coming.

he heard what I said so he came and bring that old lady outside.

but that old lady expressions were so nervous.

he came back with another doctor in the room.

that man come and smile gently to me and asked me

"do you know me"

i said "No"

he said it's ok let him check you ok.

i nodded

then the doctor said let me ask you some questions answer it if you know there no pressure ok

i nodded again

he asked "what is your name"

I said my name is !!!!

and suddenly I stopped i was so shocked because I can't recall my name

my eyes are wide open and I don't know my name it's not only that I don't know why I am in the hospital but I don't you know my name.

i said wh...what's wrong with me.

that doctor said it's ok relax don't put pressure your mind.

I was looking at him because I don't know what to say.

he said let me ask you another question relax just say if you remember it.

if you don't know just relax and say

you don't know..

he asked if I know any of my family members name

I thought but I can't recall anything my mind it is all blank.

I simply Shaked my head.

he said don't worry it happened with lot of people so don't get nervous and don't think lot about it.

rest for a while relax your mind

and then he looked at that man and both of them headed to the great and go out from the gate.

I who left alone in the room thinking hard trying to recall just a little bit just anything I just want to remember even if it's a little bit.

then inverse came into the room with a glass of juice in her hand she came to me and help me drink that juice and then help me lay down.