"Mother! dont leave me!" I screamed. " Who said you could call me mother you disgusting bastard" i saw my mother look at me in disbelief. or shall i say step mother. my half brother has it all. he has my mother and father's love. while me I'm just the burden to my family. The world has a happy ending most people say but not in this story i think. i took my black backpack and packed my stuff. "i've got to get it together. auntie hesta gave me some money to survive for now but how long.

i still having to find a job..." i murmured to myself as i sat on my bed with tears. i know the contract of what my mother did. the only reason i can stay here is because my real mother pursueded my father Xing to let me. but now since i'm 18 i must leave. my halfbrother is 17, and im already 18 so i have to leave. I've been in public school while my half goes to royals school. my half brother tortures me and my step mother bullies me everyday. i dont know what love is. they treat me like a dog and makes me eat their scraps. i've had enough of this bullshit!!! after leaving i will make them regret their sins.

Am i not worthy to be loved in this world?! i have never felt love before. i want to experience it. just for seconds, just a minute of the feeling can make me happy for the rest of my life. i wonder what the feeling is. i urge to know what love is. if i shall leave my parents then that shall be it. i look at my mirror before leaving my old bedroom. i see a young man with a handsome face and midnight black hair. although i look good my face still shows incredible sadness. goodbye home.i really am exited for a new start in my life so i can get away from my half family. my heart isnt gone it's just broken. all my life everyday even in school i would be the one who takes small part time work just to sustain my school projects.

Wait!! i forgot something. my old necklace that had a cross and a diamond in the center. my gift was given by a girl i always met when i was in england. she was a kind girl who spoke very little. she had light green eyes and beautiful blonde hair which shone when we were out the sun. she was kind to me and was the cure to my loneliness. i dont call it love because she fell inlove with my brother after some years. she and my brother has an arranged marriage. years passed by and i never saw that girl again. i had only one friend in my whole life. my mother died when she gave birth to me and everyone was disgusted that she was poor but my father only took care of me because we are blood.

even he is disgusted to be seen with me.