Zhang Sheng arrived at his house with heavy heart. His house looked cold and dark, just like him.

" Welcome home master "

An old maid came to greet him. He only nodded his head.

" Did he eat anything ?"

The maid shook her head. No matter how much they tried, their little master won't eat anything.

"No master"

Sheng sighed with disappointment.

" Give me the food. I will make him eat "

After getting the food from maid he went into his bedroom. The maid looked at her master with pity.

Sheng entered into his room and looked at a figure that was sitting on the window shill. The person was gazing at the stars with emotionless eyes.

" Dear?"

The person didn't respond. He just remained like a pretty doll. He didn't even look at him which hurted Sheng's heart.

"Jun?"

Sheng know very well that he won't get any response. But his heart yearned for any reactions. Be it hate or anything. He is fine with anything.

He went near Jun and looked at his doll like eyes. His little lover has the most beautiful eyes he had ever seen. In past those eyes would spoke many things.

His wife used to have the most expressive eyes. Love or hate, he will show it with his eyes. Those blue eyes are like clear sky during warm summer.

But now there is no warmth. And it's his fault too. He is the one that made him like that.

Sheng placed his hands on Jun's shoulder, diverting him from the dark sky. Sheng can feel his lover shaking form. His little lover is still scared of him.

Of course he is a monster. Isn't he?

He picked his Jun tenderly not minding his scared look and placed him on the couch.

" You have to eat dear. you are getting thin and weak "

Sheng's heart crushed at the weakened state of his lover. He don't want to scare Jun but he have to make him eat the food.

" Eat Jun"

He commented coldly. Jun would only eat if he is threatened by Sheng.

Sheng again regretted his action as he saw tears forming at the little one's eyes.

With shaking hands Jun picked the food and began to eat while keeping his scared eyes on Sheng. He was still afraid that Sheng will hurt him again.

Soon he finished the food. Sheng patted his head praising him for finishing the food.

" My Jun is a good boy. Now let's get you to the bed"

The bed where he used to rape Jun everyday. His little wife would beg for him to let go. But still he would force his wife to pleasure him. If he didn't obey he will beat him.

He became a failed husband, the moment he raised his hand on his wife.

He tucked his lover to the bed and covered him warmly with blankets. He don't want his Jun to be in any sort of discomfort.

" Good night love "

Pair of scared eyes stared back at him.

Sheng didn't expect any replies from him. His lover is a mute.

Before he is not a mute. He had such a beautiful voice that will make everyone mesmerized.

He was an aspiring idol who had a chance to shine but he destroyed all those with his bare hands.

He waited for Jun to fall asleep and kissed his forehead. Sheng conveyed all his love and regret into the kiss. Jun will be scared if he is awake.

" Forgive me love "

Xi Jun - 18

Wife of Zhang Sheng

Former idol

Mute

Gentle and pure

Zhang Sheng - 29

Cold blooded mafia

Leader of Dragon claws gang

Loves his wife Jun very much

Obsessive and possessive person

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Sheng woke up and slightly panicked when he realised Jun is not here with him in his bed. He abruptly stood up and searched for his wife. He searched everywhere but there is no sight of his little one.

"Jun! Jun! Where are you my love ? "

His heart began to beat fast with fear. He may be a cruel mafia lord but when it comes to his wife, he is a weak guy.

' What if someone kidnapped him? the dark skull gang?'

His mind began to run wild. Many possibilities clouding his mind. If they took him, they will feel his wrath. He will kill every person that involved with that gang. If someone dared to touch his love, he will skin them alive.

He ran to the main door but a voice stopped him.

" Master, little master is in the garden "

Without replying to the maid he rushed to his garden. His heart still beating faster. He won't calm down untill he bask in the presence of his beautiful wife. He have to see it with his own eyes that his love is fine and safe.

There he is! The love of his life. His precious lover is sitting there basking in the sunlight with flowers surrounding him. Among the flowers in the garden, his wife looked much more beautiful than them. He portrayed beauty of the world.

' Do I really deserve you?' Sheng thought as he looked at the beautiful scenery before him. He would look at him for his whole life and never get tired of it.

Sheng went to him and kneeled before him. Jun's blue eyes looked at his cruel hearted husband fearfully.

Sheng watched as air passed through Jun's soft hair, gently messing it. A smile bloomed on Sheng's lips, only his little wife can make this smile appear without doing anything.

He stroked the soft cheeks of Jun with regret and longing. His heart remembered how he slapped these cheeks untill they become red and swollen. Tears would stain those beautiful cheeks.

FLASHBACK

" Sheng trust me! I didn't betray you "

" Liar! you spread your legs for that bastard! Am i not enough for you bitch"

Jun began to cry, he kneeled at the feet of his cold husband and began to beg him.

" I never cheated on you Sheng, I really love you "

A heavy slap rewarded him

" Stop lying You *****! You think i would believe you "

Jun only looked at him with sad eyes. He hoped his husband would trust him but he choose to believe someone else, instead of him.

The hurt filled eyes of Jun exited Sheng. He grabbed his soft hair painfully and dragged Jun's little body to the bedroom. Mercilessly he threw his weak body on the bed.

" Please don't hurt me Sheng"

Jun pleaded pitifully.

Again he slapped Jun harshly making his lips bleed.

" Shut up and accept your punishment !"

FLASHBACK ENDS

Sheng winced at the memory. If only he trusted his precious little thing. If only he behaved more like a human. But rice become porridge.

He kneeled at the feet of Jun and hugged him tightly making the workers around him gasp in surprise.

'is this our master who owned the biggest mafia in the country?'

The most powerful man in the country is kneeling and crying at the feet of his wife.

Sheng looked at Jun with tearful gaze. His heart begged for one chance. Only one chance to repent all of his sins.

" Slap me , scold me, do anything but please give me one chance"

" Just give me one chance love "

Sheng would do anything for that one chance.

He is even willing to give up his everything to get back his love.