I wake up early in the morning around 4:00am I yawn and rub my still sleepy eyes....my body was screaming inside that I've should not get out of bed....

But despite that I still decided to get out from the bed to then i folded my blanket and fix my bed that became messy because of my peculiar sleeping 😴 habits.....

After fixing my bed I move next to my study desk near my bed. I close the open notepads and big 📚 books. pick some pen and highlighters  on my desk and store them on my back pack sitting on the chair......

Now that I've done cleaning my room and preparing my things.

I decided to make my breakfast 🍳....

After getting out of the door and walking on the stairs heading to the kitchen...

But before I even get to the kitchen I already smell the fried eggs and some crispy bacon....

Smelling this things will probably make someone happy that the breakfast is already ready. but for me smelling this things just make me mad to the point that I clenched my fist instantly.....

Despite being mad I still decided to enter the kitchen....

And there I saw a woman ♀️ standing on the stove cooking some eggs and bacon....

She had a long Black hair on ponytail.... and she's also wearing a sunglasses



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Shirayuki Tomoe/#2799258

Entry by Doopliss

" Oh.... your already awake hikari-chan good morning...... breakfast is almost ready... just wait for a bit" [ ??? ]

The woman turned around and face me. Greeting me good morning with a big smile on her face....

She had a big smile on her face when she face me but......I don't feel a little bit joy or happy seeing her smile because I can clearly see big black circles under both of her eyes and her face was also slightly pale......

Seeing this woman like this...

Seeing my mother like this didn't make  me felt happiness....

" Mom... morning..... didn't I tell you mom that I can prepare my breakfast fine on my own.....

So please just rest in your room....I Know your tired" [ Hikari ]

After telling that to the woman. My mother she just returned my words with smile 😁 on her tired face. like she just didn't hear what I said...

" No I'm fine....I don't feel tired at all .....at least let me do this for you....you have been sleeping late lately because of studying I am happy that you're working hard but don't push yourself to much okay..... It's fine to rest a little bit right" [ mom ]

' I didn't want to hear that from you'

I can only say those words to myself internally I cannot bring myself to argue anymore to my mother....

Because if I did it will Just Bring more stressed on mother who's already in a bad situation......

I clenched my fist ✊ and bit down on my lip I'd felt anger towards my pathetic self. I hat that I cannot help my mother ......and just by thinking about the cause of it make my blood boil in rage.....

It all started around three months ago...

I had a simple but happy family I've had a hardworking father and very loving mother..... were not rich or anything and we are also not considered poor...

We are just normal household...I don't know about the other people but for me this so called Normal house hold of mine was very perfect for me.......

And just like any Normal house hold it started with a normal day with me talking and  eating breakfast with my family. My mother and my father....

After eating breakfast me and my father bid farewell to mother before we go out...

Me going to my school and my father going to his job....

Just like what normal high school girls do when I get to school I interact with my friends, listening to my teachers and studying seriously.....

And after the school ended I will always straight to go home I don't hangout with my friends because I wanted to go home early it's not like I have a curfew or anything and I don't hate to hangout with my friends it's just I wanted to get home early on my house and see my loving family.......

And when I got home my mother  always greeted me "welcome home" with a usual happy smile on her beautiful face.....

Seeing my mother's face I also broke a smile and greeted her back " I'm back"....

After that I go to my room upstairs and started to put my bag on the chair of my study desk..and started to change clothes.... when I was done changing I jump towards my bed and let my body sink on it .....

I've been resting on the bed for almost 5 minutes after that I feel that I already rested enough I get up from the bed and move to my study desk...

Then I put my bag on the desk and bring out some notebook and books 📚...

I was doing my homeworks for now.....

After finishing my homeworks I cleaned up the desk and put my notebook and books back on my back pack.....

Now that I cleared on my studies I climbed down the stairs and headed to the kitchen. To help my mother on making our dinner...

Of course I am not a experience cook so even through I said that I will help mostly the things I do is wash the vegetables and cut them or pell them ......

And when the dishes is ready I will always bring the plates and utensils on the dining table........

After I was done on preparing all we have to do is wait for father to come home so we can eat  together.......

But he didn't come that night..   mostly at this time he was already in the house but he's not here.....also he didn't respond to my messages.......

After waiting for a little while. mother urge that we should eat now because father might come back late.....

We concluded that maybe father take an over time because when he came home late that's the always reason.....

But it's weird because if he will take an over time on his work. Father always message me or my mother.....

After thinking 🤔 for a while I've already started to eat because mother also already eating....

Maybe father was drinking with his Superiors on job or maybe hanging out with his friends and just maybe forgot to inform us beforehand......

Then after we finished dinner I cleaned the table bring the empty plates to the sink and i volunteer to  wash the  plates tonight........

When I finished I watch a tv series to pass time and digest what I eat with my mother on the living room....

And when it's already time to sleep father was still not in home....I was planning on waiting for him this night but mother scold me saying that I have school tomorrow.......

After feeling disappointed that I cannot stay up all night to wait for father arrival.. I climbed the stairs and enter my room when I was on my room I usually play a Mobile game before I sleep but for some reason today I felt very tired and sleepy....

Feeling sleepy I grab the blanket and cover my body..and close my eyes before I completely closed my eyes and enter sleep i shortly pray in mind that father came home safely.....

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I wake up from the sound of my alarm clock still feeling a little bit sleepy I  quickly grab the alarm clock ⏰ near my pillow and turn it off......

Looking at the clock it's already 5:00 seeing the time I get out of the bed a stretches my arms towards the ceiling while yawning.....

After that I fix my bed and headed downstairs to wash my face and eat breakfast....

Just like always when I smell the crackling sound of bacon in the kitchen it make me smile 😊.....

I vigorously open the door and greeted my mother....

" Mom.... morning 🌅!" [ Hikari ]

" Oh.... your awake Early hikari... good morning" [ mom ]

" Yeah.....I wake up early" [ Hikari ]

Even my mother answer me with a smile on her face I can still see clearly that there's something bothering her.....

" Mom...... did father not came home last night" [ Hikari ]

" Yeah unfortunately he didn't.......... your father probably drunk and decided stay over on one of his friends house or something......... and I don't think 🤔 that he will come home now. It's already morning he probably wanted to go straight back to his work" [ mom ]

" Ahh.....I see" [ Hikari ]

I was slightly disappointed that I will not have breakfast with my whole family.....

For some reason I have this weird feeling that I cannot describe with words. It's not like this is the first time that we will eat dinner or breakfast without father.... this kind of situations also happened quite often but I have a bad feeling ........

My mother sensing that I was troubled smile at me.

" Now now now hikari.....stop thinking in daze there and hurry eat your breakfast while it's still hot." [ Mom ]

" Ahh..... yes " [ Hikari ]

I vigorously shake my head and stopped thinking about this weird thoughts and felling on my head...

I swiftly sit down on the chair and started to partake on the food in front of me.....

After eating the breakfast that made by mother I quickly brush my teeth and take a bath.....

When I  was finished bathing and drying my self using the towel I've changed on my uniform clothes and started to get my things on my room.....

Now that I was already in front of the door and about to leave mother also follow me and bid farewell to me like he always do before me or father go out......

" Take care hikari-chan....." [ Mom ]

"Yes!!... Mom.....I will go now bye" [ Hikari ]

After saying goodbye to each other I finally left the house and venture towards my school.....

And now that I was in school I opened the door of my classroom. The moment  I've opened the door I was greeted by two of my best friends...

"Oh.....hi-chan...... morning!!!!" [ ???]

" hikari-san.... good morning!!" [ ??? ]

" Good morning Olivia-san. You to asami-chan morning!!" [ Hikari ]

I greeted the two of my friends who's sitting near on my desk...

Hina-chan she's a cute girl with blue eyes and yellow hair tied in twin tails... despite having a child like hair style and personality hina-chan was very kind happy going person and you can clearly see that his style fits her perfectly and beautifully.....



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Entry by Syphilis

One of them is Olivia-san.. she's representation of what others called cool girl 😎.... With her brown eyes, brown hair on short bob cut and tall figure and slim body if you meet her in the streets you will probably mistake her for a professional model on magazine. That's how cool she is...



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Entry by ienai

This two are my Friend since I was on elementary school.  I am blessed enough to go in the same school As them and more to be in the same class as them I was probably the luckiest girl alive......

After greeting my two best friends..

The whole class also started to greeted me good morning...

" Oh.... good morning president" [ classmate A ]

"Good morning President hikari" [ classmate B ]

" Morning press" [ classmate C ]

"Good morning hikari-san" [ classmate D ]

"Morning" [ classmate E ]

"Good morning"  [ classmate G ]

" Sup " [ classmate H ]

.....

" Yes...... good morning everyone"  [ Hikari ]

After I was done greeting the whole class as the president of the room I've finally seated on my chair and both on my side where hina-chan and Olivia-san were also sitting....

" Again.... good morning hi-chan..... it's unusual for you to be late like this  " [ Hina ]

"What do you mean by late hina-chan The class didn't even start yet" [ Hikari ]

" what I mean Is hi-chan always arrived here first before anyone else so for that every one to be here including myself and olivia-chan to arrived first than you means that this time your late!!!" [ Hina ]

" Ehh... What was that?" [ Hikari ]

" She's..... right I even thought that you will not come today hikari-san " [ Olivia ]

"Ehh... even you Olivia-san!!!....I am not late okay and I will not also absent..do the two of you understand " [ Hikari ]

" yeah Roger that hikari-san...I completely forgotten that your aiming for the perfect attendance after all" [ Olivia ]

"Yeah yeah hi-chan is a study freak after all " [ Hina ]

" Your harsh Hina-chan....." [ Hikari ]

" Hahahah" [ Hikari ]

"Hahahah" [ Olivia ]

"Hahahah" [ Hina ]

" Well putting that aside hi-chan can I see your assignment on English..... please 🙏🙏🙏" [ Hina ]

" Ehh don't tell me you didn't do your assignment again hina-chan" [ Hikari ]

"Sorry hi-chan I tried but it's hard for me after all so I didn't answer all of it........so please let me copy half of your answer" [ Hina ]

"Hmmm"  [ Hikari ]

" Hikari-san don't let her copy your assignment " [ Olivia ]

" Olivia-san" [ Hikari ]

"Ehh Olivia-chan.... your harsh..... why?" [ Hina ]

" What do you mean why..........Hina it's your fault on not finishing your assignment in time. The reason you probably didn't finish your assignment because you play with your phone all night right" [ Olivia ]

"Ehh.... how did you know 😲" [ Hina ]

" Hina-chan.....😑" [ Hikari ]

"Ahh.... sorry hi-chan......😫" [ Hina ]

" See... hikari-san..... it's her fault that he didn't finish it in time......so please stop on spoiling her to much or it will affect her educational growth 🙅" [ Olivia ]

"Ehh.....your cruel Olivia-chan.... just because you and hi-chan are smart you will do this to me 😭" [ Hina ]

" Ha .... what do you mean cruel.....and why the hell are you acting like your a victim or something in this💢" [ Olivia ]

" Now now now...... Olivia-san hina-chan let's calm down okay 😅...... also please Olivia-san let's cut hina-chan some slack.. I mean at least now he tried her best to finish her assignment you know. ☺️🙏" [ Hikari ]

"Hi-chan😍........" [ Hina ]

"Ha....... your so gullible hikari-san......you ought to be more strict to her😑" [ Hina ]

"Bleh bleh😜😝😛😋..... your just salty Olivia-chan because hi-chan sided to me" [ Hina ]

" You... little 😠🤬🤯✊" [ Olivia ]

"Ahh 😨..... hi-chan" [ Hina ]

"Hmm now now...... Olivia-san.....also you to hi-chan don't anger Olivia-san anymore okay😊" [ Hikari ]

" Okay..... sorry 😓" [ Hina ]

" Hmmp 😡" [ Olivia ]

"Hahahaha...... here hi-chan take it make sure to copy only half of it okay also don't forget gave it back before English class starts" [  Hikari ]

" Hi-chan 😍....... thank you. You are really like an angel to me 😇.....I will make sure to give it back later promise 😁" [ Hina ]

After handing my notebook Wich contain my assignment hina-chan started to Copy my assignment quickly and quietly in her desk.....

Upon seeing her I broke a smile on my face then I've look at my other side and see Olivia-san looking at me with her face saying that I was such an easy women....

Seeing the expression on Olivia-san face my smile became wry....and I decided to stopped looking at her.....

After a while our first teacher came and we started the class....

I don't understand anything. I can clearly can see what's our teacher is writhing on the board and I can just hear there voices fine but no matter what I do my brain didn't want to take  what they were saying......the information that our teachers say to me only enter one of my ears to just exit to another....my mind was filled of what's happened last night and this morning...to the point that I cannot concentrate anymore on the lecture..

"Hikari-kun can you solve this problem"

'What's happening to me why I was feeling like this....'

' father also sometimes come home late or the next morning but why I feel like this.....what is it'

" Hikari!!!-kun?" [ Teacher ]

' what's this feeling that something bad was about to happen '

" Hikari-kun can you hear me😨??" [ Teacher ]

' what is this '

" Hikari-kun!! are you alright?? 😨" [ Teacher ]

" Ahh.... yes😯!!! " [ Hikari ]

I stand up from my chair and answer in very loud 📢 voice like I was shouting on someone..I was startled when I hear the my name been called by the teacher that I stand up and shouted on reflex....

Because of my sudden action my teacher was also been startled and looking at me with worries in her eyes......

Also everyone present on the room was also looking at me intently..... when I cannot stand the silence and the gaze of my fellow classmates I ask my teacher...

"Ahh......my bad teacher looks like I was not paying attention..... sorry 😞😣🙏" [ Hikari ]

" Ahh....😨 It's fine no need to apologize I am not mad or anything " [ Teacher ]

" Thank you 😊...... so teacher need something from me" [ Hikari ]

" Ahh....I was wondering if you wanted to try answering this problem.....if it's you want " [ Teacher ]

When my teacher said meekly that she just wanted to know if I'm interested on solving the problem on board......

Looking at the problem that teacher made i can easily solve it but I cannot bear this silence 🤐 and gazes 👁️ on me.....I wanted to sit down on my chair very quick to escape from this very uncomfortable atmosphere....

" Thanks....but teacher I don't know the answer...... sorry" [ Hikari ]

"Ahh😨....no😨 no😨 it's fine if you don't know the answer I'm just asking if you wanted to try solving it.....so you may seated now hikari-kun😣" [ teacher ]

" Thanks teacher 😊" [ Hikari ]

After I was permitted to sit again on my chair all the gazes of my classmates decrease a little bit.....I sigh feeling relief that I managed to avoid panicking. But when I've seated I was quickly question ⁉️ by my two seatmates who's also my best friends....

" Hi-chan 😨" [ Hina ]

" Hikari-san are you alright....... are you feeling unwell... want to go to the infirmary room....I will help you 🙎" [ Olivia ]

"Yeah hi-chan.... Olivia-chan is right if you feeling unwell you should go to the infirmary 😨" [ Hina ]

Seeing and hearing my best friends genuinely worrying about me make me felt at ease and a smile broke on face..😊

" I am fine...... thanks for the concern hina-chan, Olivia-san but there's no need to go to the infirmary....I am really okay 😁" [ Hikari ]

" Is that so🤨.....then make sure tell me if you're feeling something bad okay hikari-san 😊" [ Olivia ]

" Yeah me to don't forget to tell me hi-chan 😎 I will help for sure 😊" [ Hina ]

" Yeah...I will ask you if I was feeling unwell..... thanks for the both of you for worrying about me🙏😊 " [ Hikari ]

Once again smile widely on my friends worrying about me....

After talking to them a little bit I managed to calm down and listen to the teachers lecture fine......