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...It all started at that moment... It was not thought that my life would change at that time... If I had not gone there, would my fate have changed?! .. The person I thought that he would be my only refuge in this life have betrayed me... And with whom?  With my worst enemy... Tsk! Day after day I become aware of the nature of the society in which we live..and how ridiculous my life has become...I think I have to surrender to reality, the fact that my boyfriend betrayed me without feeling guilty...and with the person I hate the most in this life......

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...I was walking that night, absent-minded while tears rolled down my cheeks....

...And the sound of rain is rising little by little in my ears.. But the image of my ex-boyfriend cheating on me is still stuck in my mind... I couldn't see then.. I didn't know how it happened, and when... But it happened......

...I was in the arms of that angel... his transparent shirt that was wet made his six-packs stand out... his wet tufts of hair... his angelic face... I was immersed in all those details and a strange feeling was coming through me... as if everything had stopped working for a moment.  Our eyes met... “What a beauty,” I added, in a whisper, subconsciously, and the other smiled lightly, it seems that he had heard me... ...

...Finally, I became aware of the situation we were in, and how close we were to each other... To quickly move away from him and watch him silently.  .....

..."Are you fine?!  You were about to be hitten by a truck!”...

..."what?!  when did this happen?!"...

...“It seems that you are completely out of coverage.”...

...jokingly he added......

..."I..."...

...Tears started to gather in the corners of my eyes suddenly and I was about to cry while the other looked at me anxiously.....

...“Hey, did I do something wrong?!  I am sorry, I did not mean that"...

...He didn't do anything wrong, it was my fault.. I shouldn't have trusted people again, because I know how much I would get hurt... Gradually the voice of my crying started getting louder and whispers started around me... While that angel was still standing there looking at me with some kind of anxiety  ......

...“Hey, what's bothering you?!  Do you want me to do something?!  Want to talk?!  Can you stop crying please!  People's whispering around us.. they'll think that I am causing you some troubles...”...

...“You are all liars, pretending that you are nice... BUT ALL MEN ARE DOGS!!”...

...“WAIT! What did u do?!  At least be thankful to me.. I saved your life a while ago.. Is this how you thank your savior?!”...

..."And then what?!  Are you going to kidnap me and sell my organs?!”...

...I don't know what nonsense I was saying at the time, but what I know is that I will regret it all later... I tried to control myself, but I couldn't.. My feelings are in control now....

...“Hey, I’m going to overlook what you've said but stop crying, please?! are you hungry?!  Want to go to a restaurant?!  I think there's a seafood restaurant near here..”...

...After thinking about it, I'm really hungry.. I straightened my stance to look at him for a moment with my teary eyes before I nodded at him lightly... He smiled at me and I wish he didn't... He captivated me with that smile......

...Ugh, and here I am again trusting someone who hasn't been together for half an hour......

..."let's go.."...

..."Where?!"...

...“to the car”...

...I looked at him suspiciously, to laugh at me and then he added to reassure me......

...“Don't worry, I won't kidnap you!”...

...I sighed and then walked next to him until we got to the car and from there we went to the restaurant......

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...“Are u willing to stand there forever?!”...

...The other's words took me out of my shroud, where I was wandering in the beauty and luxury of the place.. I caught up with him as he booked a table for us far from the others......

...“Why did you choose this table?!”...

..."Why?!  Are you still afraid of me?!”...

...“No..just...”...

...“I don't like being surrounded by people..”...

...“Tsk, whoever hears you will think you are a famous idol.”...

...The other one just smiled at me, to be surprised by his behavior......

..."What?!  What with your smile?!  You're scaring me!!”...

...“No.. nothing..”...

...“Wait a moment, after looking at you carefully.. I think you are somehow familiar to me.. I saw you somewhere…”...

..."Oh really?!  And where is that?!” he added, smiling....

..."I do not know..."...

...I continued, trying to remember, until a memory crossed my mind, and I was surprised....

...“Wait a moment!  You are that singer that my friend likes!! J.. Jeon Jungkook??!!!”...

...I finished my sentence excitedly, which made some people turn towards us......

...“Opps, I’m sorry.. I think I got a little carried away.”...

..."just a little?!"...

...“Forget it.. what are you doing here?!  Aren't you afraid of your fans seeing you?!  Then you won't get away easily..."...

...He came closer to me and said in a low voice....

...“Everything will be fine...if you just calm down a bit and keep it a secret.”...

...“Oh okay sorry..”...

...“Haha, you don’t have to.. Now let’s order food.. What do you want?!”...

...“Umm, lemme see...”...

...After finishing the food order, the waiter went to prepare the dishes.. I turned to Jungkook to see him giggling lightly......

..."What now?!  Did I do something funny?!”...

...“No, no, just... Seeing you ordering all these food makes me wondering if you're the same boy who was crying minutes ago, as if the world had stood against you...”...

...I sighed sadly as soon as I remembered what happened today and put my cheek on my palm... Jungkook noticed that then he asked......

..."Something wrong?!"...

...I sighed again, then answered him......

...“I don’t know if it was my fault or not… Just today… I feel like the whole world is really against me… From morning till now nothing happened as I planned… Everything is going against my will… I wish the world would END at this moment!!”...

..."Why?!  What happened?!"...

...I sighed and started talking......

...“I got a letter from the university.. telling me that they can’t help me with my studies anymore.. I don’t know what to do about my university.. and despite all that, I went to my boyfriend’s apartment.. um.. my “ex-boyfriend”.. to celebrate our 1000th day together but it turns out that he was cheating on me with the person I hate the most...Aaghh! Why my life is so miserable!!.”...

...“Oh, sorry to hear that..”...

...“Don't be, it's not your fault”...

...“I just feel sorry.. are you okay?!”...

...“If I say no, will anything change?!”...

...The other shook his head denying, then sighed and smiled at me......

...“Anywayzz, we came here to eat.. I think food will help you get a little better..”...

...I smiled at him lightly to start eating and he as well......

...Moments later, jungkook broke the silence between us asking while he continued eating... ...

...“You said before that the university can’t help you anymore, right?!”...

..."Yeah.."...

...“Which university do you study at?!”...

...“Seoul National University of Arts and Fashion..”...

...“So you study fashion design?!”...

..."Yep.."...

...“Want to be a fashion designer?!”...

..."Yeah"...

...“So what do you think of becoming my personal designer?!”...

...“Yeah... Wait- what?!  are you serious?!."...

...He nodded with a smile to add.....

...“But on one condition..”...

...I was not aware of my behavior since I was super happy, so I answered him quickly......

...“I'll do whatever you want!!”...

...“Then be my lover!”...

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......to be continued... ...