A fine day morning,I usually wake up from my bed. Later went to usual things. I came to know there was something change on my dress due to a stain. It's just normal one but I got somewhat bad smell.

Then , I was just destroyed at the moment.

Because I came to know I am suffering with bed wetting.

OMG..!

I don't know how to deal it as I was just 13 years old. Later I came to feel the situation. But I don't know why it was happening to me ?

I don't have dare to discuss this issue with my family. Because , I was just a stupid and a fool in there thoughts as I was not good enough in house hold chores. Moreover, dealing with my health issue will be a burden to my middle class family. We are not so economically back grounded.

Why I don't know at that age, I was just uncomfortable to learn those house hold works. So, I usually habituated to did mistakes and forgot household things.

Later, I felt that if anything that is not close or unlike to my heart that I can't learn it and do it.

But to my family, I was just a fool even though I was topper in academics and cultural activities,

like painting and acting, writing etc.

I felt depressed with words from my family. But I just said to my heart, " You are not a fool ,if someone else says something thinking in there view is not came to true about you." Yes, why should I believe others opinion about me ? Then I started believing myself and came to know my strength and weeknnes. I accepted myself asusual.

But this health issue suddenly broken myself..

if I said this issue to my family,I know they will just make me the cause for this unknown disease. ...

I cried alone .....

Being alone is better than drama. I started living alone and taking my issues by myself.

I suffered with this issue at my exams, school time and at every moment of my life.

I feared to travel and eat my favorite food.Literally I avoided my favorite food and many things. I forget a good sleep as I was with this bed wetting.

One day , my family observed this problem and started yelling at me. I simply became alone and came out of the room. I was habituated to sleep alone. There were a plenty of days I had spent with washing my wetted clothes and tears. ....

But, I never felt discourage by myself because I know it's not my fault. I just lived with a hope it might be change sometimes...

Remember one thing, Situation in your life will define you and describe who will be there for you....at End....

I believe in time and analysed the situations. Every moment in your life either it is right or wrong,

success or failure,

Smile or cry,

will teach you something....

I started living in my own world and sharing my thoughts with books. I started writing stories, poems and quotes. I just enjoyed to share my day with books and habituated to save my memories in books in my words... ...