Hello everyone who took thier time to read my story through spending their precious time let me start by giving u my introduction, My name is hiro a 23 year old who has no idea what is his purpose in his life or why he was born or what shuld he do.

let me start from the day i was born to this day what and i have experienced and what most of the new age kids,teens,and pre adults are mostly experiencing.

I was born on jan 23 1998 and the day i was born was the day when the decision of what i would become in future would be announced,It was decided by my father that i would become an engineer or a doctor on the day i was born expectations. were already placed on a 1hour born baby well its normal in every household which is not quite rich. Till the age of 7 most of my childhood was most similar to all the kids of my age.

I was a bright student in studies and good in sports too well its normal for kids at that age to be too. I have sister who is just 2 years younger than me her name is irrelevant to this though and i was outgoing had a lot of so called friends at that age it wouldnt matter cause not all kids of that age know the "true" meaning of friendship.

lets just skip the most part of this boring shit and go on to the part which might be kinda intersting which also speaks about a education system of the place or the country i used to live in or the mentality of most parents and u can have a brief idea of what kind of teen i had become and the changes in me were, well the changes were pretty confusing for me itself.

...Lets just start from when i was in grade 7 from a bright student i had become the worst student in my school well most thing i did where not even supposed to be considered worst. I never completed my school notes nor my assignment which was a bigger crime than murdering someone,not only did i did not complete my works i even forged my teachers signature in my book, and for which i got suspended for 2 weeks and i had a special seat next to the headmasters cabin for the next 2 mote weeks what a way to discipline students separating me from the whole class. All the school cared was about shitty marks and academic achievements not a person talents i had a huge interest in volleyball at that time but just because i was getting weak in studies they had me quit practice sessions for the one thing i loved at that time....

...So the next very thing i did to get back on practice for the sport i loved i studied hard and went back on track, i scored a very good grades and was back on practice sessions this was a very good year for me you can say i had the best time of my life after my seventh grade or you can say 8th grade, and then all i have about my life are doubts....

...The thing is once a person has named useless or a potential liability he always bears the risk of going back to it no matter how hard he try or no matter what he succeeds he always has the risk to be being a liability....

...That was the same thing which happened to me, just because i had caught flu and couldnt attend the school for a week i had become a liability once more. But this time i was not just a potential liability to the school but had become a true liability who was looked down for his past mistakes but there was always a thing that was making think a lot the school didnt just had me who was treated as potential liability but there many more who were way far from being an asset to the school u could even say they were worse liability than me so what was the reason i was the only person looked as a liability rather than those other true liability....

I realised the fact why i was seen as a liability cause i had built up their expectations at a young age which i had broken now, then it was all clear to me why i was liability than normal student which had opened my thinking partially and i left the sport which i was trying cause i was nothing more but a bench warmer in it from my 9th grade cause i had become liability to the institute. couldnt care less about how the school treated me I just scored like average in my studied minding my own business and then puberty struck this was the part where i started to the mentality or mindsets of my schoolmates

...The age between 16 to 18 is a very tricky time for boys mostly at that time was when i had my first crush to give you guys clarity i was not a good looking person i was near average you can say but the person who i got a crush on was a true angel u can say shoulder length hair slender arms moist lips slim waist round butt and a eye dazzling knockers and tall and thick legs she was a true beauty and I an average guy with no clue of a persons mindset had a crush on this beauty....

...She did talk to me in a cheerful manner which even the most brilliant guy couldn't tell the true intention of her cheerfulness....

...I was blinded not only by her beauty and also by her fake personality,I had thought that she her cheerfulness was her being friendly with me,but little did know that I was far from reality and was deeply affected by the reel world. All she did was take use of me through talking cheerfully and making me belive that she did like me i was just a person meant to me made fun to her and her friends who rather seemed too friendly with me. The way they acted never made me belive that they were actually making fun of me I was only looked as a "gorilla" to them. But there is one thing that made me not to hate them even though they made fun of me as a "gorilla falling for a maiden" they never made rumours of this go around and kept all the fun for themselves which was way better than being made fun by the whole institute....

...They made fun of me but still thought of me as a friend so i think hating them would be inappropriate cause it was my mistake to think that i would be any match for that person even now she talks to me but she has rather changed a lot from then you can say cause the way she talks is rather completly different from then now i can sense her guilt conscious whenever she speaks with me well it was supposed to happen maybe someone would have done the same thing to her which she did to me and she had her point of view through my shoes....

...This was the story of my unbalanced but quite balancing story of 9th grade.10th grade is not a big of story though cause it was smooth with no dramas cause it was the time where every student would face his first public exams and almost every kid who was my age was scared as shit well it was supposed to happen kids who've taken exams quite lightly were scared of being called failure which would happen if failing this exam though so most where into high drive to get a good a good score little did they know the hectic and most harsh truth was waiting for them in the near future...