***FEBRUARY 24, 2019 @10am sharp.

I need to meet him to make conversation with him in personal..

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I invite him to go with me at my place even though we dont know each other or even know each names .....

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I am not that Rich ,I am Born and Grow in the Unwealthy Family but still Im Happy because the Freedom that I have is never find in someone's happiness .Even though my Family are not that Perfect and Complete but still I am happy for what I have because they made me Stronger to face the Struggle and being Independent Person with an Weak Personality.

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He's totally Shy at the moment he enter the house because we did'nt expect that my cousin and my auntie are going to visit my siblings until he great each one by one and then I decided to have conversation with him and to get his intention.

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In that short of time I even know his well and what his intention and what he's reason why he need to meet me ....

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A COUPLE OF HOURS

My body started heaten up like I want something that I did'nt know what it is .until we were done talking about each other and until he slowly started to kiss me in my lips without seeing any hesitation in his face until we get each other ***** and feel like I did'nt feel this in my past relation and I give what his intention .I thought he did'nt do it because of we just met this morning and knowing each other this earlier but it still he did this for some reason's or just for fun even though I don't want to interrupt what he's already doing to me right now until its done he needs to go out now because of his duty .......

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HIS IMPORTANTE BIO

NAME. ARMAN DE VERA

AGE. 37 y.o

HEIGHT. 5'7

WEIGHT. 55 kg.

WORK. PRIVATE NURSE

It seems that I like him because his graduated and done his business with his life but not that I love him ...I have no idea of what should happen if I fallin' love with him because I dont know if he will accept who was the true me and what was I am doing and what happen to me this past few years ...And I dont want him involve of what I am this past few years and I dont want him to be affected ...

The dawn are coming and Im still thinking of WHAT IFs .....

WHAT IF ........HE JUST PLAYING TRIP WITH ME ...?

WHAT IF .........HIS JUST NEED TO MAKE ME HIS REBOUND ...?

WHAT IF .........HIS JUST WANT ME TO NOT BE THAT ALONE ...?

WHAT IF .......HIS NO DIFFERENCE WITH OTHER GUY ....?

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CAN WE GO BACK TO THE DAYS ARE LOVE WAS WRONG ...?

CAN YOU TELL ME HOW A PERFECT LOVE GOES WRONG ...?

CAN SOMEBODY TELL ME HOW TO GET THINGS BACK THEWAY THEY USED TO BE ....

OH ..GOD GIVE ME A REASON ,IM DOWN ON BENDED KNEES ....

THERE'S A LOOK IN YOUR EYES

MUST BE LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT

YOU WERE JUST PART OF A DREAM

NOTHING MORE SO IT SEEMED

THEN COULD I LOVE YOU MORE

SO MUCH MORE THAN BEFORE

WHY DOES IT SEEM LIKE A DREAM

SO MUCH MORE SO IT SEEMS

I GUESS I FOUND MY INSPIRATION

WITH JUST ONE SMILE ,YOU TAKE MY

BREATHE AWAY SO HOLD ME CLOSE AND SAY YOU'LL STAY WITH ME NOW

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THREE DAYS LATER

The morning comes and I get up with some questions in my mind about yesterday night of what just he told me..

***if we more than just friends***

***can I be your boyfriend***

and Im still indistinguishable because of it and Im thinking of what kind of guy he is .His not that kind of some prince charming but kind of normal and attractive in my eyes .

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THROWBACK

***Hi(with an a little confusion in his voice)

***the gentle voice is easy to get in my nerves and making me blush***

***Hmmmn ,What can I do for you ?(without any emotions)

***I think ....................Im fallin' love for you( shame on his words)

***Its okay for me that you've fallin' love with me and I dont want to control your feelings or emotions(serios mode)

***Thank You but I have a favor .......

***What is it ....?

***Can you answer mh question prankly ....?

***Sure and I will .......

***Can I be your Boyfriend ...?

***(Shoooock)

CALL ENDED

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Its February 27, 2019 at 10:45am and Im still wonder ,His straight guy and still his does'nt care about what will people says to him and they will judge by his attraction of love and someone will does'nt know the truth but still they we're meddle in it ...

But I decided what will my answer on his question and another ...,but I have'nt yet develop my feelings because it so fast that he would never waste his time to get me or to be with me in just blink of an eye ..

At 7pm sharp I chat him and said ...........

***I will be yours now and it will be until future comes***

But deep inside I dont know how to love him without any reasons but to love him like as much as I love who am I .

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Until one day he told me to appreciate little things in my life and appreciate that little efforts 'coz no one will be appreciate you if you dont appreciate what are those little thing that you have and in your life .

Even its not easy to understand it at least I am doing it quietly but still its not that easy .There are so many kinds of appreciation and I think ,I cannot tell them 'coz I dont know what are those ....

Money can't buy anything but money can do anything .People change but don't change them the way you do but change them the way they did ....

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THREE MONTHS LATER

***WHAT THE .........?