hi! I'm Drucila, 5.6 tall and I can't see anything unless I put speck and i have a curled hair which is brownish in colour and i'm fair in skin.

my dear ones calls me cici....and i'll complete my study this year and I'm also doing the part time job in different places to fulfill my necessities.

I live alone in city whereas my mom and younger brother are in our small Village

my bestie are Grace and Teny who will also complete their study this year along with me

I fall in love with a man call max who love flirting with everyone I thought that he change for me as we are in relation...but he only change so that I would accept him and he could play with me as a plaything...

we met at one of my classmate(martha) birthday, two year back on 12 April as he was the cousin brother of martha .There, when i was just sitting with Teny I saw him walking straight to me and my heart was beating so fast that my whole body is burning up. And I can't believe that he would come to me directly and said that 'you look gorgeous', I'm so nervous as he's the idol of all the girls back then and I just said 'thank you'.This is how i met him for the first time.

As for now I didn't have any contact with him as we broke up after one year and five months of our dating and yesterday i just saw him moving next to my appartment but I guess he didn't see me. I just want to stay away from him as far as i can so i went out to search for a new rent but it is not up to my budget so i can't rent it and have to stay at my same rent next to max. I just can't believe that I'm staying next to my ex boyfriend.

As for my studies my exam will be on 23-06-21 now i never come out of my home unless it's very urgent because i don't want to have any relation or interaction with my ex boyfriend.As for my part time job it's at night so I used to go there and came back at late night so that I won't meet him. But I think I still have a feeling for him deep down in my heart, i just don't know or not want to be reminded of my past that i spend together with him as it hurts me so much that I can't believe he would break me and just leave me alone one day just like that, where even i went to depression and Teny was the one who brings me out of it and we became a bestfriend as for Grace we met when we were at school so you can said that we are childhood friend who became bestie later.

on the way back to my home from my part time job i accidentally met with max where i can't hide anymore so i just acted not to see him but he call me (cici) i was shocked that he just call me so intimately as if we are dating. i just keep walking as if i didn't hear anybody calling me but he keep calling me until i stop. Then he came near to me saying that 'i think this is yours', when i look at his hand it's my room key . (it's so embarrassing to be given the room key which you have drop by your ex). 'Thank you' i said and left but he was coming behind me... and i felt so irritated and tell him that -'why are you following me, you have given me my key and i thank you for that and now anything else you want that you are following me'.....(wait a minute, what did I just tell him? i totally forgot that he's living next to me...and i just said that without thinking... o my god what have i done... it's so embarrassing i just wish i could turn back the time).

But he just said idiots and ignored me....' come on i don't look like idiots, it's so frustrating'. I wish i could give him a punches and all my anger which has been inside me for him till now and i want to ask him everything for the day we broke up but i didn't stand a chance anymore. After i reach at my apartment i saw him again stading in front of his door and smoking...i never thought that he would smoke now. As before even though he was a flirtatious guy he didn't smoke , he changes a lot. And his phone calls rang as he received the call and said 'jenny' i just left and went inside as i don't know why but my heart hurt by hearing it because i still remember it was because of jenny he proposed to me so that he can make jenny jealous as she rejected him but later when jenny decided to be together with him, he just break me deeply for her without a second for which i regret how can i give my heart to anybody else. So, i decided that i will never fall in love with anyone, not in this life, it just won't happen or i won't let it happen. The next day was my bestie Grace birthday so me and Teny decided to give her a surprise so, we plan to meet at xx cafe by 9 am.... i went there...as we plan for the party i saw max at the same cafe with jenny where she was carrying a child in her hand i guess it is their child. I don't feel like staying in there anymore not even a second so Teny took me outside as he knows that i was feeling uncomfortable. After we left the cafe Teny took me to the amusement park so that i can feel better .

when we arrived in the amusement park, Teny took me to different rides. After taking a different rides i feel better, when we tried to left the place we met with max but this time he was with another girl who is zeze, one of the fan of max in those days,she used to be jealous of me because i used to date their idol back then. So, she came to me and showoff that max is in love with her but who cares as long as i'm not with him anymore so i just ignored them and walk towards the gate but wait....suddenly someone catch my hand when i turn back it's max and he said 'i wanna have some talk with you.... only five minutes.... First i said no but after thinking about it i just said yes so he took me to a place where there is nobody as for Teny i told him to go as 'i may be late so i'll be going direct to my place so you don't have to worry about me'. when we reach the place where max took me we were keeping silence not talking to each other, it's kind of getting awkwardness so i just think of leaving but he suddenly start the conversation saying that 'i'm sorry'..... what did he just said?....it confuse me...so i ask - did u just say sorry to me...for what and seriously 😱.... He just replied me back saying that 'i just want to say you sorry so that's it'. Seriously only for telling this you brought me here O God...i just can't beleive that i used to love you once - i said. He replied me saying that - what about now? what if I didn't do any mistakes will you still be with me. I just keep quiet for a while and said - it's all in the past better we should not discuss about it so if there nothing else you want to say i should be going. Suddenly he shouted - what if i want to get you back? is it possible.....I don't think so😔....well you can go with me as we are living in same apartment. 'No thanks ' just leave me alone - i said . so he left before me, i just kept walking without realising anything as only what max say are all in my mind i just can't believe my ears what they hear, i just want to forget everything but can't as it keep rounding in my head as i wasn't concentrating on the road i was almost hit by the truck if somebody does not save me, i don't know him but he save my live and he's injured because of saving me so i have to take him direct to the hospital for the treatment.The doctor said - it's not serious injury but his head is little wounded because it hit the ground and got fracture his right hand so it would be a little difficult for him to do anything. After the doctor left i look at him for a while and ask 'can you give me your family or any close ones number so that i can call them here so that they can help you....and i'm so sorry for yesterday because of me you are suffering now. But he refused to give me any number so i have to stay there and look after him. I ask his name but he didn't reply anything...or any of my questions. so i just call Teny to go ahead in the birthday party as i may be late due to this situation as i've told them everything about it.