She looked down at her window. Seeing her parents with her sister made her queasy and even made her rethink living. It didn't seem odd from the ordinary it seemed. She turned away from her spot and continued giving herself the medicine and wrapping up her arms and everywhere where the blood was dripping. She looked in awe at herself. How many bandages did she cover herself with? She laughed out of her mind and sobs came into place combining the two. She had a perfect life, they say. Perfect in all ways. She stopped laughing and everything got silent. It startled her for some reason but she couldn't figure it out nonetheless. She started dressing in long dresses as usual. Where they couldn't see her cuts or banding parts. She collected herself before stepping outside the door and coming to meet her family. Her family looked her way and turned back; they didn't like her coming in for the fun they were having. They also collected themselves before laughing a quick minute or so and turning in her direction .¨I see that you´ve... Fixed yourself. She nodded her head aware of his disgust in her dad's voice and disagreement with her clothes. Who could blame her? Her family never got decent clothes once and got her the most ragged clothes they could find or maybe nothing at all. She got used to it, whether she liked it or not.¨Darling! I see that you're clothes are … fittable ...come let me help you¨ she agreed. The next they went into the room she started going at her ¨why would u go out there with this! Please you must be trying to embarrass us now, hurry and put this one that I borrowed from you! Her mother collected herself and smiled and walked out leaving the girl alone. Just as she was about to change. Bang! The door slammed wide open with her sister walking in. She quickly hurried over to her sister and slapped her.¨how could you! You know that I had a preference for him!¨She got angry and bolted out of the room with the door again being slammed at. She looked at the mark her sister gave her well, adopted sister and she rushed to cover it up quickly and doll herself up with the time she had left she was bound to get in more trouble. She checked once, twice, third and fourth to see herself covered up nicely and the mark not showing there.  She sighed in relief and stepped out of her room. "Mother, Father I apologize for coming late " she went for a bow. The mother looked at her and smiled but she knew better. There afar her sister was trying to get with him. She didn't like him she never did regardless she knew that she was trying hard. "Oh my! come back here u silly boy!"She faked a giggle and chased after him while he ran away from her as possible as he can. Her father touched her shoulder leaving her startled by the touching." honey why don't go play with your friend and sister.No?" giving her a butter smile she reluctantly agreed. as she started coming into view her sister stopped messing with him and looked in her direction "hey! what are you doing here?" with a smug smile she just retorted back "father said I should join you since we are sisters. no?" her sister huffed before getting away from her "come on let's leave her here" the boy just glared at her "no, she can play with us "