I was about to get 20 this year. My life was always a bit troublesome. Having good parents was a blessing in this stressful life. My father is in debt that makes a huge difference in my life and makes it worse too. we can't able to spend money on anything more we want or travel and luxe. But we were just living our life as usual. Fantasy is always a part of my life. Fantasizing myself living a good life is like a part-time job for me. But it's just fantasy that not going to be true.

"What do you think"?

Jan 15th I am at a train station about to get on that train it has just a few passengers on it but I find it warm, I don't like crowded places, I hate the whole human beings those are not right for called humans. My father got backstabbed by his dear ones, what a fate I got, where I also get left behind by my dear ones so-called friends and relatives. I am about to get home.

At the front door of my house I am standing I just opened the door

there was a note on it that was the next rent agreement from the authorities that were not paid for some time.

I heard some noises and that was quite loud I opened the door and it was just like usual

they were fighting just like every day then I slide the door wider. Then the whole chaos was gone.

they just act normal in front of me.

At the dinner table, we have a normal dinner just like other households but there was a silence that I don't like.

I was just trying to act normal but they don't look normal at all

...Next day...

6:00 am I was about to get ready for the last day of graduation

But I don't know what I am going to get today a good day or a worse day like usual

I hope to get good marks for the events management degree.

just like other girls I passed with good grades and holding her in my arm my best friend aura who was the only one that I can assure that never left me behind and the only hope of my life.

getting selection from the same company we both were very happy especially aura my best

friend.

she said:' yaaaa I told you we are meant to be together '

by grabbing my glasses from my eyes she said why did you put them on they are your mother's

luna: no don't they are lucky for me

aura: now you look like a human you little pig

luna: I am going to kill you you little brat

we chase each other like dogs

we laughed harder that day .

I arrived at home with my mark sheet, my father asked me did you get good numbers there are plenty of job opportunities in various company's

Ya I am going to apply for a job interview

My father said yes why not?

I was not sure about which company I am going to apply to.

I marked various companies don't know which one going to pay me better

6.0 am at home

I am washing my head and rubbing my face I need to look neat today my hair is always mid-length and I like it very much, shorter hair suits me well.

now I am ready

I am at the bus stop waiting for a bus I wish for a bus with fewer people so that I will not be stuck in peoples

Now I saw a bus arriving, thankfully there were fewer people on that bus

it was quiet so I got happy that it will be peaceful

Next day at the interview

Place: E factor, near ponsavan

I am afraid don't know what to do in front of this building I am not sure should I enter or not but I know I am deserving and hardworking enough to get the job

Hay do you know where is Hr department is?

she replied to me get the lift it was on the 16th floor ok.

Thanks.

in front of the elevator, there is a woman who asked me which flour,

16

ok mam here you go, oh thanks for your help

place: Interview Room there was not plenty of time to think but I can able to manage to enter there was a group of people who looks strict

in the last few people, I was number 455 who was not confident as them.

after entering the room I was getting the relief that whatever it is going to happen I don't care anymore about the interview, I passed the written test but I was hoping for the best event organizers to work with.

4th February I was about to go to the company getting ready for the first day I am nervous and have many thoughts like, how I will get along with new people how will they treat me.

it is about 8 am

I am at the bus stop my mom running very fast towards me having a lunchbox in her hand and starting to scold me *why you did not have your lunch today?* are you still a kid?

me smiling like a fool hugging her and then she said don't forget to eat. I take the bus and wave my hands towards her. now I felt relief a little bit.

I arrived at the office someone told me are from the event org department. yes? go to the 6th floor. ok. thanks

I opened the door of the head of the department

saw a woman in front of me looking very attentive and focused she said who are you?

I awkwardly replied I am...... the new intern.....

she said ok I will introduce you to your coworkers and then you have to join a meeting with us ok at 2 pm

ok mam

she said let's welcome your new co-worker she is going to work with you all from today

I was not very shy so I said it out loud let's work together then they hilariously say the same thing.........

let's work let's work

she introduced them one by one I was now getting the relief that they are very good to me

Akashi Oikawa, are san, fukuro koji, Takamori Sensai, Sasa Tokiwa. they were very friendly to me specially sasa she is the one who looks more loner than anyone but most talkative and creative in the whole studio. Takamori is the one who has the highest IQ but the most down-to-earth person, fukuro is the strongest one where are san is greatly generous to me. where Akashi has no interest in any other person than work.

there are many more employees in the office and I think I can able to find myself blending in it very well

I worked hard the whole day and sometimes have a great chat too, especially with sally she said a lot about her wish to work in fashion design but end up here

I worked up to 1 pm when I remember about the matting

but I thought what it could be?

Takamori said that ms Tanako called every employee to stop work and head to the meeting room she had something important to announce.