"I know that this sounds selfish but, what i have with you, i don't want it with anyone else."
"Y/n!!" Your mom yelled, yes this is now your life that you didn't even deserved. Both of your parents keeps on yelling every now and then, Even though you didn't even do anything wrong
Your whole life isn't okay.
You prayed, hoping your mom wouldn't punished you or yell at you at least
You gave her a confused look, "The **** are you looking huh? come here." She said coldly, Well here comes nothing
You immediately go towards her but not THAT close because who knows what would happen after
"Look, WHAT DOES THIS MEAN HUH?! YOU'RE TOP 2?! DIDN'T ME AND YOUR FATHER RAISED YOU TO BE ABLE TO GET TO TOP 1?! WHAT ARE YOU UP TO HUH?!" She raised her voice, You bit your lip to contain you from crying
Heh, you didn't even want to cry in front of them
'what am i up to? i always stayed up all night just to study and make you guys proud' you thought
"ANSWER MY QUESTION Y/N!" Another yell from your mother that used to love you before..
"Isn't....that... enough?..." You mumbled quietly, but yeah shit she heard that.
Your mom chuckled "Enough? what's with the enough word? THAT'S NOT FUCKING ENOUGH! now go to your room and study" She ordered.
You go back to your room and locked the door so that they won't be able to get in or something, you opened the window just to meet with a wind.
A sigh escaped your mouth, "Why can't they be Happy? why are they being like this? am i not enough?" You said as tears rolled down to your cheeks
Looking down at the window, you planned to escaped this hell house full of demons, thank god that your room isn't that high to jump on
And you really hope that your mom wouldn't hear anything outside when you jump, just when you immediately jump into the window you heard... nothing? well **** yeah 'im glad' you widely smiled
But that smile didn't last longer, wasting no time you ran towards the gate and escape and again you cried.
'Hah stupid of me to cry'
After your 15 minutes of running, you stopped at the park near some strangers house
You sat at the bench while hugging your knees, you tried not to cry but yeah you failed, i mean who wouldn't cry at this situation?
Your mom and dad didn't raised you well and they didn't fucking make you happy
You wiped your tears using your T-shirt, and when you're about to leave you heard some guy giggling a bit
'The hell are you laughing?' you thought while giving him a questioning look, you can see that his eyes says 'Come sit down beside me'
Sitting beside a stranger wouldn't hurt right??
You obeyed him as he sigh "stupid, why would you obey me like that easily?" he ask, but all you could do is stare at the ground, no response.
Again he deeply sigh "I'm a complete stranger you know? who knows, maybe i ended up hurting you or something" He paused looking at your direction only to be meet with your puffy eyes and red nose.
But to your surprise he patted your head smiling, "Didn't know i made you cry, now now, are you hungry?" You nodded, well you didn't eat anything since yesterday night, because of what happened
"Here, i brought them from the bakery since my sister's are hungry but don't worry I'm giving this to you since you said your hungry" He says handing you the paper bag
"Thanks.." You said while he ate the food that he brought.
"You know, i can be that person who would comfort you if you cried again"
"If i were a moon..Would you want to be my night?"
"You know, i can be that person who would comfort you if you cried again"
You stared at the man beside you, who was eating the food that he brought for you and his sisters
"What do you mean?" You asked him confused and didn't know what the hell he's talking about
He took a short glance at you eating, and smiled softly. Happy that he gets to help with a person today..
Especially a girl.
"You didn't get it?" He returned the question to you, this time you answered "Yeah...i guess" He just mentally face palmed himself
"What i said is, if you cried again you have me by your side." He paused looking at your reaction, but to his surprise you definitely smiled...A real smile to be honest.
"No matter how much you cried, you have me even though you're still a stranger, but that's not the problem so don't worry okay?" He continued and patted your head after
Head..pats..
Now shit, tears rolled down your cheeks again but this time it's not full of sadness but it's full of.. Happiness.
"Woah, so i made you cry again?" He chuckled softly, "That's...not it" you mumbled, but it's enough for him to hear it
"Then? mind if you tell me what's the reason?" He says, looking at the sky, "Well I'm... just..happy" you laughed a bit
He gave you a confused look, and suddenly your actions made him flustered
You hug the guy who comforts you, the guy who helps you, and the guy...the first guy who truly cares about people..
He hugs you back, but it didn't last long because you immediately pulled away from the unexpected hug that you just gave to him,
"I- I'm sorry for hugging you just..i mean.. I'm sorry! i didn't mean t-" **** this shits, you wanna burried yourself alive from what you just did, but that's not your fault right??
YOU FREAKING NEED A HUG.
"Pfft, it's alright I'm used to it anyways." He advised you, You inhaled and exhaled, calming yourself down
"Oh also it's nearly 5:00 pm, where did you live?" He asked you, but there's no response...
Silence...
Still silence...
"Sorry did i make you uncomfortable?" He panicked, but that's not it... he's over thinking that maybe he did make you uncomfortable
Those things that your parents did to you.. earlier and before, and if you go back there you'll be met with your mom and dad
*Yelling
Scolding
Pulling of hair
Punished
Kicking
Abusing*...
Yeah that's right...Abusing.
"Hey? you okay?" The guy infront of you is now shaking your shoulders back and forth
"Huh?" You confusedly asked, "What do you mean huh? you're spacing out...Did i make you uncomfortable?"
Damn, this guy is a gentleman, a green flag if i were to say
"No.. you're not, it's just that.." You can't live with some strangers house y/n!! damn it!
"Hm? oh or maybe you want to live with us? from now on?" He says, making you widened your eyes
"What?! No! i mean..yeah no" You look away not meeting his lavender eyes that's shining through the sunset or something
He held your wrist taking you somewhere but you know he's taking you to their house,
"Don't be shy, you can live with us from now on, I'm sure my mom won't mind since i do this all the time" He says, wait he did this all..the time?
So it's not just me he brings to their home? What kind of person is this.. you glance at your wrist locking with his warm hands
You smiled, Gosh i wanted to smile like this everyday, so that I'll forget all of those shitty problems earlier
Oh, Yeah you didn't know his name YET so instead of just staring at him like a creep, you asked him
"Uh..sir.." He looks at you, and hums in response, "I didn't get your name.."
He chuckled, "Are you that flustered just by asking my name?" You playfully rolled your eyes, this guy is killing me right now and i might die because of this
"It's Mitsuya Takashi"
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