The only evil deed , i ever did in my life was loving him, even when my heart said " HE DOESN'T LOVE YOU " for once i wanted to believe , that there was someone, who really wanted me and valued me.

The only foolish thing i ever did in my life was forgiving him countless times even after he betrayed me , broke me.

i regret it all.....

It was a room filled with darkness, there was nothing other than dirt, it didn't took me much time to understand that i was in a secluded place and was pathetically kidnapped and that too in a broad daylight, that's how this world is , they all put a blind eye to injustice but are very interested in putting dirt on someone like " oh look at her wearing that kind of a dress , she is such a slut ", "oh look at him, such a sissy boy "....

Even though i know that people "DON'T REALLY NEED A SPECIFIC REASON TO HURT SOMEONE", still i wanted to know why would anyone kidnap someone like me , who is struggling to earn his every day meal, is this for selling my organ.

Just when i was engrossed in my own train of thoughts , i heard foot steps , it precisely belonged to one man, so there's just one person apart from me and he suddenly started talking making me sick , made me wish IT WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER IF I HAD JUST DIED OR EITHER KILLED THIS SON OF A ....

Raze: who was that man ?

Ruble: are you crazy , you fucker, what the **** do you even want ? 💢

And like always he started crying , can you believe that this asshole who ditched me , cheated me , took my fucking virginity , almost every first thing in my life , IS CRYING RIGHT NOW IN FRONT OF ME WHO WAS KIDNAPPED BY THIS VERY ASSHOLE ....

Ruble : you really haven't changed even a bit , in all this years , what's your obsessiveness with me now ?

Raze: how could you do this to me ...

...PROLOGUE ENDS...

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30 DECEMBER 1997 Thursday

DEAR piggy diary

i wish my coming years are not gonna be dull and its gonna be full of surprises ... listen piggy everyone said that , i will find my lover in this year for sure.

why?

Because i am going to college, people say its a place where will find everything ...

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The college was filled with youngness , newly painted buildings along with a clear blue sky and students with curious eyes paved way for a new semester year. of course ruble was happy too, along with his childhood sweetheart moon, he walked through the corridors with a desire to explore more and more .

but he observed there were a group of girls and boys who talked about a boy alike.

Ruble: " who is that boy , about which they are all talking ?"

moon : " nahhh. dont pay attention just some shitty , rich playboy "

Ruble: a playboy , why would people be so fascinated with a playboy .....

moon: who knows, its all for money anyway

Ruble : but he is really very hot

Meanwhile raze observed a specs , fair and straight brown hair boy looking at him with those earnest eyes and raze " even men cant help it , when it's me "

that's how raze was , a rich, ignorant and overly obsessed with himself.

Alex : hei man , what the hell are you day dreaming

Raze : daydreaming , who me ? come on , I make others dream and there's no one yet born to make me dream okay ..

Alex : you arrogant freak :<

Raze : I am not being arrogant , it's called self awareness

Peach : oh god please , guys stop bickering , let's just get in already

Before leaving raze looked at ruble one more time for some reason they both couldn't forget each other's face , though their reasons were different

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Back to present

Raze poured water over ruble , making ruble awake

Ruble : why , just why are you doing this , leave me alone .

Raze : how could you betray me ruble ...more than that, all these years I waited for you ...day and night , I spent thinking of you but you ...

Ruble : have you really gone crazy , i mean , i seriously don't understand , like did you really forgot WHAT YOU DID TO ME

Raze : but that doesn't justify what you did to me

Ruble : what the f*ck did i do

Raze : you betrayed me