"Love can bring you many things, even pain."

POV- Kate:

There I am, on my bed, scrolling through my picture gallery while reminding myself of how much we were happy.

I am Kate Tomas and I just got out of a three year relationship with my ex, Mathew

The truth is, I still love him but I was the one who wanted a break up. Ironic isn't? I said to him that I was sick and tired to live in such poor condition and that he couldn' provide me with the life style I wanted. That wasn't the truth at all. I loved him so much that I could give him the world. Then why did I break up?

It's not even for a good reason. It's because of his father disapproving of me. Isn't that weird? While I have more power and money than he had, I am appenratly not worth of his son.

After that day, we were getting colder and colder. After a week, I called him to tell him that I wanted a break up. His response was : " ok". Not even :" why?" or any other question. Only a "ok." I was devastated. I started to question myself with questions like " was I not pretty enough?" "Was he seeing someone behind my back?" Or " Was his father right?". After I got out of my questionment, I called Jennifer.

Jenny: how's it going Lucy?

Me: not that well. Mathew and I broke up.

Jenny: Ugh I told you that he wasn't a good guy!

Me: It was me who broke up with him. It's not his fault!

Jenny: If you broke up with him, there must be a reason!

Me: Yeah it's because his father disproves of me.

Jenny: Girl, if you guys broke up because of that it's because you guys really don't have enough to continue this. It was for the better.

Me: But it hurts Jenny. It hurts so much. I feel like there's a huge lump in my throat.

Jenny: it's alright, Let's go out to make you forget it a little.

Me: ok.

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"Love is giving somebody the chance of destroying you but trusting them not to."

POV- Mathew:

My father keeps telling me that there is plenty of other beautiful women in this world. It's true, but she's the only one that matters.

My name is Mathew and I'm at another matchmaking session arranged by my dad. She's called Linda. He says she's "just my type".

Actually I still haven't gotten over my previous relationship. She once said to me: " the day that you look back to your happy times is the day that your relationship finally die." But I don't think that my love died.

Everytime I think of her, I always though about the first day we met. She was 19 and I, 18.

It was a rainy day. I met her under a bus shelter with her friend. That was when she said to me, "Hi, can I borrow your umbrella?" I said yes as the good fellow I was and gave her the umbrella. She said: "just wait a second, I'll give it back after I get my own." That's when she ran quickly to the convenience store and got out with two umbrellas and a small cupcake written "thank you" on it. She gave back my retractable umbrella and the pastry. She said "thank you! " and I smiled at her. When she went away, I realised. *R*ainy days aren't that bad after all.

"One of the most painful things is to love sonebody knowing that somebody dosen't love you back"

POV- Jennifer:

She was the one who pulled me out of the abyss when I was alone and the one that I trusted when in doubts.

My name is Jennifer Lauren and I've had a weird feeling around my boyfriends. Like I don't feel the electricity, the butterflies and all of those sighs that your in love. It 6 year ago that I knew what was really going on.

I was lesbian. At first I boycotted this fact and when to bars and nightclubs to deny the truth. Once I went to a nightclub with one of my boyfriend and I saw a dancer. She looked even more attractive then my companion. I thought it was just because of my drinks and let it go.

Another time I saw a new girl in my school and she was pretty cute. Her name was Kate and I was constantly nervous when I was near her.

It took me a while to finally accept the fact of my orientation but I was scared to come out of the closet. I wasn't ready. What if they wouldn't want me anymore? What if, they would reject me? All my thoughts were panicking to me.

After a while, I went up to Kate and and went to talk to her in the hallways. Turns out, she was even more my type. Long brown locks and green eyes she looked gorgeous. We became best friend. Our friendship has lasted 6 years and I still have a crush on her. They say some loves fades away with time and some are long lasting. I think mine is long lasting.

Anyways today I'm going shopping with Katie. She just broke up with her boyfriend. I was delighted at these news but I pretended to be sad for her. I think in my world, the most painful thing that happened to to me is loving her knowing she'll never love me back.

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"Sometimes, the most beautiful memories turns into the most painful ones"

POV- Kate

"I love you to the moon and back" that's what he said to me a few months ago. It's so silly that I remember these thing. We broke up already. We are no longer in a relationship but still can't help thinking about some episodes of our happiness.

We went out to see the stars that day. It was so pretty. Just like diamonds in the sky. He held my hand and said, if you were a star, I would only wake up in the night time.

I asked why. He just said: to see you.

After thinking about him, I started to cry tears that could drown me. Then, my sister came in. Sarah patted my head and said, everything's going to be alright. Her words where so warm and comforting. I think she's the only one that understands me.

Then she comforted me and said how I'll get over it. I think she really helped yet I wasn't ready to face him again.

I just don't want to be sad again, don't want to feel pain, don't wanna feel hope.

"If I know what love is, it's because of you"

POV- Jacob:

They say "first love usually don't last but they are the most painful ones" I think that's true but first let's talk about my dinner date with Linda. She's pretty nice and kinda looks like Linda but I surely just didn't recover from her yet. We talked about how we both got dumped. It was pleasant to talk to somebody who understands me. I felt ease with her but she didn't make my heart beat fast like Kate did. The only thing is that she kept telling me of how she was over her ex and wanted to see somebody else which made slightly uncomfortable. Expect that, it was a great night and she gave me her number. I look up to the moon and wonder: " how's she doing?"

I snap out of my dreams and see my father in front of me.

My dad: How did it go?

Me: pretty well.

My dad: good. I hope that you'll be together soon.

Me: yeah me too

Not

Also me: I'll go rest upstairs. Good night.

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"I heard a song. It made me think about you.

When it ended, it also made me think about you."

POV- Kate:

Tears rolling down my cheeks, I felt them very often. I wonder if he's happy right now .

Its night time. 19:46 to be exact. I've been staying in my room for three days. This feeling. Depressing, sad, dark and colorless. Everyone's worried, Jenny is trying to get out of my room, my mom tells me to go see outside. I slide open the curtains and think: "is he happy right now?"

I install myself pon my bed and start reading a book. It was about a girl that dated her prince charming and turns out he wasn't her macht and ended up with an ordinary guy with a happy ending. Ha. They say love is timeless. Then if it is true love, why is there an ending?

I close the book and close my eyes and enter a deep sleep.

Mom! Please wake up! Please! Don't go! Dad's almost here. Don't leave me alone. please... wake up... l... I'll work hard! Just please, please don't leave me...

I wake up in a jump I wipe my tears.

How many times will this dream keep hunting me?

I take a look at my clock.

3 hours has passed.

The sky now has stars.

Mom, if you were here, would you approve of me?