Dolma a 15 years old, enjoying her life with families leading a normal life.In UDEN MIDDLE SECONDARY SCHOOL she was studying in ninth standard during her winter vacation she was leisurely spending her time.

one day spending her time scrolling through social media she saw something which she never had known or seen about.What she saw was....."Wow! never knew that kind of people with that career existed."

Well readers do you know what she was talking about?

She then knew that was about kpop who are famous for their dances and songs.Well no sooner did she see some girl group then she began to look for them on internet.After the search she knew it was Gret a popular girl group known worldwide.She then began to become their fandom 'kells'.

"Dolma,what are you upto?",shouted her father from downstairs. "nothing much father,is there anything you need?",answered Dolma.

"Come down I need to talk with you."

"Ok."

*Dolma came downstairs.*

"So when will you get your results?"

"Maybe end of December"

"Ok then I hope you did better than before or at least you will get eighty percentage"

"Yes father I know I did well than before."

"Let's see if you get it"

*Dolma went back to her room*

She was just interested in kpop and went on to watch their performances later she knew she dreamt of becoming an idol and famous.She went infront of the mirror amd saw her reflection.

*In her mind what kind of body will help me to become idol I need to workout on it*

She weighed herself and saw her weight,sighed and went back to her room.If I want to achieve my dream I need to get the dream body.She then thought from tomarrow onwards I will strictly follow my diet rules.

The next day,Dolma woke up saw her watch oh its morning five now need to do workout,maybe I will go for jogging oh wait but what if people around judge me.I guess I will just workout here in my room.

The routine went on till one month she went to weigh herself in bathroom and saw her current weight.Then remembered her former weight."OMG I lost more than I expected"exclaimed Dolma.

At the end of december it was time to get result but was not excited to see.She gained courage and went to see her annual result.She got back home looking desperate.

"So I bet you got your result."

"Yes dad I got it and it's with me."

"Fine let me see it."

*Dolma gave her result to father and he got furious*

"After studying for one whole year only you could get is seventy-four percent?"

"But dad I've tried my best and I stand third position."

"Look at your science and math marks it's only in seventies line,how could you become a doctor or engineer uh? and position doesn't matter If your percentage is low."

*In dolma's mind I just want to become a kpop idol.*

"Now go to your room."

*Dolma went back to her room.*

She just focused on her body and worked out,later she was in her deep thought and father came to her room.

"Dolma these days I could see you are not in right sense and I wanna have a talk with you."

"As you know now you are going to tenth grade and is your sub-turning point also you know very well that you need to attend a big examination."

"Yes dad I know."

"Also you need to perform well in science and math so that u can go for doctor or engineering."

"Now do you know what I'm trying to say?"

"I need you to focus more now."

*Father leaves the room.*

After a month,January first Dolma in her thought ,now there is another one month to resume school and still i haven't made so much progress maybe I should just focus on my studies.

There is no way I could ever be an idol,best for me is to forget my dream and concentrate on studies.But wait a minute,Dolma thinks of telling her parents about her dream and on the other hand she thought they might abandon her so there was nothing she could do.

*tok tok*Knock on door.

Dolma's relatives came to pay a visit ,mother was now then busy preparing dinner and father and Dolma's uncle who was basically the younger brother of Dolma's father they started to chat.All the children went to another room in order to not disturb them.

"Dolma, sit here."Said uncle.

So now you are going for tenth grade, have you thought of what subject to focus on?

Dolma thought for a while...

"She is definitely gonna go for science."Interrupted father.

"If you wanna go for science better have good scores in math and science subjects. But how many marks did you score in your annual exam?"

Again interrupted by father,"Only in seventies line which she would go nowhere with these marks."

"She has been improving keep it up!"said uncle.

"But with these marks where will she end up?"angrily objected father.

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"Dolma set the table."Said mother from kitchen.

"Ok!"

After dinner they went on chatting and Dolma in the kitchen washing dishes.Both mother and father were worried about their daughter's future and started to compare Dolma with her elder brother who was studying aboard about law.Their conversation was heard by Dolma from deep down she felt useless person but from outside she stayed as if nothing happend as she was good at hiding emotions from young age due to her parents ego.

Her uncle and their families went back home.Dolma she then went back to her room closed the door.Hardly did she enter the room when she burst out crying.She totally felt useless but what can she even do it was her fate.Then after crying she started to look for her phone and then deleted all the images of kpop idol and the songs.She then slept crying and thought to herself maybe now this is the end of my dream......

The next day her father told her to study and went to bookstore to buy guidebooks later she knew her desk were all occupied by maths and science books.Even though she didnt felt like studying,there was no way to escape.She then sollowed her pain and went on studying.

This went on until it was time for her to join school.Few days before going to school they went for shopping and came back home.

On the first day of school her parents dropped her to school and on the way they told now she was senior in middle school and just to focus on studies.All Dolma could do was to nod and then went to school.

However she was happy that now finally she could see her close friends.As Dolma was neither popular nor too sociable she had 2 friends.She saw all her classmates and everyone noticed her about her body all were impressed.Then was happy about the compliments she received.

Students were sent home early due to the first day of school.Dolma was going home smile on her face when she got back home her smile faded away.Quietly went back to room and got changed.Then went to the living room,she told her parents about her first day of school but neither of them were interested in listening instead they interrupted her and told when academics will start and to focus on studies from the right beginning so she wont lose track.

But do you all remember her dream that disappeared not long ago from her?