I was only 3 when my grandpa was died I see my my mom crying and I don't know why

Until I grew up and I realized that how I mess him and how he protect me when my cousin make fun of me every time that I was sad I always think his here to comfort me make me happy

...every time I remember it I always cry and I always wish I'm the one is dead not my grandpa because I always think that no one care about me everything I always true they never believe to me...

Until my birthday has come my 10birthday that my cousin give me my first phone I was so happy about when I touch my phone first think is music

I always think music on it I guess I love it hehe chatting with unknown people always playing games

my mother is mad at me at all but playing is my hobby and watch some anime my mother hate it after all I remember that day she said to me if you watch anime or reading some manga you not going to have your phone 😠😬

and I cry so hard that no one know about it I always think thats alright but did not stop reading some manga even she found it.

because for my life is anime and music until my mother get my phone and I got mad on it saying bad word.I always try my best to keep my phone

but in the end I broke my fist phone and some I did not read anything on April my cousin give me a phone and he said to me this is your phone okay and I was happy about it but he said if you broke it again I will not going to give you a phone again will was so disappointed what he said first but I broke it again but he still give me a phone the one I'm using it now

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