A Little Less Lonely At Night (Namgiseok, Namgi, Yoonseok, Sope, Namseok, Vmin, Jinkook)
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before we get started.
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Hoseok- Rapper
Namjoon- Writer
Yoongi- Therapist
Taehyung- Model
Jimin- Baker
Seokjin - Hoseok's Manager.
Jungkook- Still in university.
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Sad movies never really make Yoongi cry, he thinks crying over a fictional character is rather stupid, but what's even more stupid is the jealousy he feels as he watches Taehyung pull Jimin into his lap, while he wipes his tears whispering little nothings in Jimin's ear, making him smile through tears.
He's always wanted something like this, like what Jimin and Taehyung had. He's known them for most of his life and when they finally started dating in high school their love for each other only grew stronger, but as it grew he kinda felt like a third wheel everytime they hung out, and no it wasn't intentional but he has to admit, it did hurt.
He's never been in love, but he wants to know what it's like, he guesses he just not as attractive as those around him, if he was then why would no one every try to ask him out? especially in high school. He talked to his mom about it once and she just told him that he could be a bit unapproachable at times and he didn't really believe her but maybe she was right.
Jimin
I can't believe neither of you are crying? she literally just died.
Yoongi
Who gives a fvck? She's a fictional character, thousands of real people lose their lives every day.
Taehyung let's out, referring to Yoongi's statement before he continued.
Taehyung
but babe, you're just too soft....
and that earns Taehyung a slap from Jimin's sweater paws; Jimin leaps off Taehyung and makes his way into the other couch, as far away from Taehyung as possible.
Jimin
I'm not soft, it's just that I have a heart unlike both of you.
Taehyung
sure, stay over there with your heart but don't come back to me when you get cold.
Taehyung let out, making Yoongi snicker a bit. Yoongi earns a glare from Jimin making him laugh even harder. Jimin just rolls his eyes and grabs the remote from the table before he presses the exit button, and it goes to a news channel.
both Taehyung and Yoongi stare at Jimin in confusion.
Yoongi
Why'd you change the channel?
Jimin
I wanna see what's going on in the world now.
Taehyung
he likes to be informed....
Yoongi raises an eyebrow but Taehyung just shrugs and tells him to leave it which he does.
He guesses watching a bit of news couldn't be so bad.....
but he realizes it wasn't even actual news, it was just basic pop culture shít, those he didn't care for.
they both said in unison, making Yoongi roll his eyes.
having nothing else to do he just sits and pays attention, it's not like he'd have to do it ever again. at least he doesn't think he'd ever.
TV HOST
Earlier today, Power Couple Namseok were seen having a rather heated argument in parking lot of a grocery store in seoul.
there's a video of two males, one dressed in an all black casual fit while the other wore a long brown coat that flowed over his body like a waterfall. As he stares at the tv he recognizes neither of the two.
Jimin
Why are people making such a big deal out of this? it's just a fight.
Taehyung
Yeah but they're famous, and famous people don't get to breathe under the spotlight.
Jimin
You're famous too, no one does this to you.
Taehyung
Well, that's because our relationship hasn't been announced yet. Everyone on twitter is either saying I'm straight and I hate you or they're saying I'm gay and in love with some kpop idol I don't even know.
Yoongi
you know these people?
Jimin and Taehyung stares at Yoongi open mouthed as he shakes his head.
Jimin
How can you not know them? Literally everyone knows them? They're like the cutest couple.
Yoongi
I've never seen either of them.
Taehyung
You're such a grandpa.
Yoongi
I didn't realize when you invited me here, it was to slowly bash me.
Jimin
can't handle some playful banter Yoongi?
Jimin mocks, and Yoongi has no chill so he just lets Jimin have it.
Yoongi
Maybe, Maybe not but if i were you I'd worry about whether or not there'll be any death announcements on this program, I mean look at how you reacted a few minutes ago. wasn't nice was it?
Jimin throws the pillow he had in his hand, hitting Yoongi right in the face. He lets out a groan, making Jimin smile in victory.
TV HOST
The couple is yet to speak on the matter, but we'll keep you updated.
Jimin
I hope they make up soon, they really are cute together.
Taehyung
not cuter than us though, right?
Jimin
Right, too bad the world can't know about us.
Taehyung sighs, knowing where this was going.
Jimin
I know, I know. Your fans and all. It's fine.
Yoongi
I think, It's time for me to go.
Yoongi let out as he stands from the couch straightening himself, he grabs his coat as Jimin walks up to him, pulling him into a back-breaking hug.
Yoongi
geez, are you trying to kill me?
Jimin
No, but if I was, I'd make sure it was painless and quick. *smug smile*
Yoongi gives him a pointed look before he shakes his head.
Taehyung stands, pulling Yoongi into a tight hug too.
Taehyung
Are you sure you want to go home? I mean it's getting late.
Yoongi
It's barely 7pm, I'll be fine.
Taehyung
okay; but call us if anything happens.
Yoongi
Nothing will, but okay.
Jimin
text us when you get home.
Yoongi
sure. I'm going. I'll see you guys soon.
They both waved at him, letting him go. Once he's out the door, he sweater fully over his shoulders he lets out a sigh feeling the cold air play with his skin.
He folds his fist, and starts walking in the direction of his house.
As he walks he thinks about that couple he saw on the tv moments ago. Were they really the perfect couple? if they were and they were having troubles, then how could he possible have a relationship with anyone without it going to shit....
He probably thinks about love, and relationships way too much, but he guesses it was just because of how lonely it was going to bed every night, cold, with nothing to cuddle....the longer you do that the lonelier it gets.
He sighs, as he realizes he had already gotten home. Sometimes he forgets that his house wasn't that far away from Taehyung's and Jimin's.
Speaking of them, he pulls his phone out his pocket and sends a text in their group informing them that he had just gotten home. He shuts the phone off and pops it back into his pocket before he starts opening the door. Once he does he quickly finds himself in side, his hands quickly find each other, he rubs them together trying to get as much warmth as he could.
He quickly makes his way into his bedroom, and changes his clothes, putting on something comfy and warm before he slipped under the huge covers.
He grabs his phone and turns it on silent, can't have anyone disturbing his beauty sleep.
and like always, he just goes to bed, with no excitement just his loneliness.
Voicemail
ring! ring! ring! you have reached the voicemail box of Seokjin.... Please try making your call again later or you may leave a voicemail at the beep.....beep.
Yoongi rolls his eyes, and throws his phone back onto the bed.
He throws his jacket on, before he starts searching for his shoes.
Somehow, he managed to oversleep. He's not sure how that even happened but even the best of the best can slip up from time to time.
To make it worse, there were 2 missed calls from his old high school friend, Seokjin.
He hadn't heard from the older in a while, so he had been wondering whether Seokjin had been hurt or something but when he tried to call back it went straight to voicemail.
He decides he'd call again once he got to work, which would take about a little under an hour at most.
It did infact take him an hour to get to his office, and once he does he starts setting up, completely forgetting that he was suppose to call Seokjin, but in defense he was quite busy with the client that was seated before him.
Yoongi
I am so sorry I'm late. How long have you been here?
Yoongi grabs his book and pen and made his way over to the younger man, taking a seat before him.
Jungkook
Not that long, just a little over 30 minutes.
Yoongi
Oh, Well, let's start...shall we?
Jungkook
uh...yeah...why not?
Yoongi
How have you been doing?
Yoongi
and since our last meeting did you drink anything alcoholic?
Jungkook
You don't believe me?
Yoongi
I never said that I just.....no I don't believe because we've been having these sessions for almost a year now and you've barely improved....
It kind of makes him sad saying this to Jungkook's face because he knows that younger was genuinely trying to get better but he needed to put in a lot more work if he was ever truly going to do better.
Jungkook
I only had some rum cake...I swear I didn't know that it was in there I.....I didn't mean to.
Yoongi
did you throw it out?
Jungkook
Well, I was going to.
Jungkook
No, but I...I wanted to.
Yoongi
well, now you need to work on your ability to resist it, I know it's hard but it's for you own health and well being.
Yoongi offers him a smile, hich the younger partially returns.
Yoongi
Did you get through to your parents?
Yoongi
that's great, Jungkook.
Jungkook
They told me that I'm a disgrace to the family and that I should never talk to them again until I fix my problems.
Jungkook smiles tightlipped, and Yoongi sighs knowing that that had to have left a toll on Jungkook and he's the one to he blamed, he encouraged Jungkook to contact his family, thinking that if he got their support it would help him to finally sober up.
Yoongi
I'll talk to them....
Jungkook
no, I don't need them...I think it's better if I just do this alone.
Yoongi
are you sure that's what you want?
Yoongi
okay. I won't contact them then but is there anything on your mind?.... anything you want to talk about?
Yoongi sighs, he feels like the main problem he has with Jungkook is the limited information he receives from the younger, he's closed off and Yoongi guesses most of it comes from the fact that he is shy and introverted. He guesses he could try bonding with him. Make him a bit more comfortable.
Yoongi
okay, and how did you feel when your family told you not to contact them.
Yoongi
there had to have been something.
Jungkook
nope...I just felt like I needed to drown my self in alcohol but I couldn't.
Jungkook
because I knew if I did you'd give me that look.
Yoongi raises an eyebrow, and he glances up at Jungkook, waiting for his response.
Jungkook
That look of disappointment you make everytime I tell you that I drank.
He lets out a sigh as he watches Jungkook staring down at his fingers. Did he really do that?
Yoongi
I..... Jungkook, I am not disappointed in you. I don't expect you not to have a couple slip ups throughout all this, but it's just that sometimes I myself forget that you'll have relapses, and that just because I have faith in you doesn't mean it'll be over, but I will wait as long as it takes with you, because I'll make sure you get sober again. I promise you that.
Jungkook just nods, and lets yoongi have a slight smile that appears on his lip.
Yoongi
Well, it's 10am now so your session is done. I'll see you again Thursday at the same time.
Jungkook nods and starts gathering his stuff. he stands up before he faces Yoongi.
he let out, Yoongi smiles fondly.
Yoongi
there's no need for that kook, let's just focus on getting you through this, okay?
Jungkook turns and is about to open the door when it swings open and a man who had been running speedily halts directly infront of him, their faces were mere inches apart and Jungkook swears he's never seen a man so gorgeous.
He quickly side steps the man and runs away. He can feel the gaze of the man piercing into back of his neck, but he dares not to look back.
Yoongi
Oh, you called....I was going to call you back but I was late for work and I totally forgot.
Seokjin
It's fine Yoongi, I was just calling for a teensy tiny favor.
Seokjin
One of my artistes are in a bit of a struggle in his relationship and I got this crazy idea of having you fix it..... *laughs*
Yoongi stares at the older man, with utter confusion.
Yoongi looks at the older , wondering when he ever agreed to this, he hadn't even finished his sentence.
Seokjin
great! I'll send them in right now!
before Yoongi could even say anything Seokjin ran out the office, out of Yoongi's site.
He sighs and just continues, checking over the notes he made in his session with Jungkook.
Hoseok
oh my fvcking God, do you ever shut up!
Yoongi turns towards the door; he sees two men standing there bickering over what he didn't even know.
Namjoon
I could ask you the same question.
Namjoon
now can you at least act a bit more professional to the man who litterally volunteered to fix our shít of a relationship.
Hoseok
oh, so now our relationship is shît?
Namjoon just rolls his eyes and moves away from Hoseok making him scoff.
Yoongi watches them intently, for some reason they seemed familiar.
Yoongi
Excuse me but, what exactly is going on here?
Namjoon
Seokjin sent us, said you were the best therapist in town and that you can fix our relationship in hours.
The taller of the two said speedily. He had a soft smile on his face and Yoongi's eyes lingers a bit too long on how those dimples of his pop out.
Hoseok
Unless he figures out way to fix your whining, I don't think he'll ever fix us.
Namjoon
I'm Kim Namjoon....this abnoxious brat is Hoseok.
Namjoon stretches his hand out for Yoongi to shake, which the shorter male does.
Yoongi sighs, cursing at Seokjin. He can't believe Seokjin just left like this, he's not even a relationship counselor. If this ended badly he wanted to hear no shít from anyone.
Yoongi
okay...uh...so what's the problem with you two?
He asks as he takes his seat before the two, barely looking forward to this.
Namjoon
Well basically I'm a writer, and I was going to write a book about mine and Hoseok's relationship but this fellow writer I met up with made some compelling points and I thought that maybe I shouldn't make our love story into a novel anymore but Hoseok didn't quite take it that well.
Yoongi
Hoseok, Why are you upset about this?
He asks, curious yet polite. Still, Hoseok scoffs, somehow offended.
Hoseok
What do you mean why am I upset?
Hoseok
Isn't it obvious? I...
He tries to explain, but Namjoon cuts him off.
Namjoon
No it's not, Hoseok it was just a book prompt and I don't think it would be a good idea to write it out, we both know I'm best at non-romance novels.
Hoseok
You're unbelievable.
Yoongi
Hoseok, I think if you elaborated more on your....
Hoseok
I'm not elaborating on anything, and I really don't understand why we need to be here.
Yoongi holds back his annoyance, but he was enjoyong this even less than he had anticipaticipated. Hoseok was just giving him nothing to work with.
Hoseok
first you share the prompt of my story to some random woman who you barely know and then take her advice after speaking to her for like 5 minutes and now you want to talk about our problems in front of a guy we've never met....is this a joke to you?
Namjoon
No, it's not and that's why Seokjin brought us here. because he knows that this relationship isn't a joke.
Hoseok
at least to some of us it isn't....
Namjoon
okay, what is it now?
Namjoon questions, and he turns his body to face Hoseok even more but the older refused to look at him at all.
Namjoon
Are you seriously this angry over a novel? Hoseok it's not that important we already have the memories of it, what's the purpose of writing it out.
Hoseok
It wasn't just any novel, You knew exactly how I felt about you writing this, you knew that I really wanted you to do it and before I could even savor it you let some random woman tarnish it and that's not even the main reason I'm upset....
Hoseok
It's what you said when you told me you weren't going to do it anymore.
Yoongi just sat there feeling like a third wheel....he barely even spoken and here they were figuring shìt out themselves.
he wishes all his sessions would go like this.
Hoseok
You can't even remember....I'm going to go home because I'm thinking things that I know I'll regret so you two have fun.
Yoongi and Namjoon watch as Hoseok walked through the door, ignoring Namjoon's calls.
Namjoon lets out a sigh as he runs he hands through his hair.
Namjoon
are you going to give me some advice or...?
Yoongi
oh, uh...I kinda forgot I'm your therapist for the moment, you two were doing great on your own.
Yoongi
You'd be surprised.
Namjoon smiles a little, finding his non-chalance rather funny and it takes Yoongi by surprise. He wasn't even trying to be
Yoongi
anyways....uh...do you remember what you said?
Namjoon
now that I think about it.....
Yoongi
how screwed are you on a scale of 1 to 10.
Namjoon
10 because I'm pretty sure he might be thinking about breaking up with me.
Yoongi
okay well....you better get going so you can talk to him.
Namjoon
what do you mean get going? you need to help me.
Yoongi asks in horror. How was he supposed to be any help in this matter; especially when Hoseok didn't even seem to be too fond of him.
He sighs, knowing he couldn't say know. His conscience would never let him forget it.
Yoongi
okay fine, but you better tell seokjin he owes me big time.
Namjoon
of course, I'll make sure he knows.
Yoongi
Okay, what are you going to say?
Namjoon
oh...well...I was hoping you could tell me. *awkward laugh*
Yoongi
this is gonna be a long day....
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2.
Slowly, Jungkook steps into the bar. He looks around underneath his hoodie. trying not to draw attention to himself.
It had been about a week since his last session with yoongi, you'd think he still had a little pride and decency in himself to not go out to drink for a while
but he couldn't help it and besides he wasn't planning on drinking much, just a shot or maybe 2 but no more.
that's what he always said; yet he always ends up blacked out and and his clothes would be filled with barf stains; he cringes in disgust at the thought and even then he still hoisted himself up on the bar stool; taking a deep breath as the loudness of the music deafened him.
honestly, he preferred drinking alone; but he can't because his roommate knew about his coping mechanism and hid all the liquor outside of their dorm and Jungkook barely had any money to go and buy a whole case again so instead he found the cheapest bar he could; sacrificing the little fair he had to go home. he can walk; is what he tells himself
Bartender
What would you like to drink?
Jungkook looks up, his heart feels heavy at the sudden need to talk, he feels himself choke up before he even speaks. It irks him how everytime he wants to open his mouth he'd get anxious and act a fool, always stuttering like an idiot.
Jungkook
I'd like a...a...
°Unknown°
get him a whiskey on the rocks.
Jungkook looks over at the owner of the voice as a look of confusion rushed over him; he had also been a tad bit happy that whoever this was ordered something for him because now he wouldn't have to do it himself.
As Jungkook stared at the other male, he doesn't know why but the man seemed so familiar but he couldn't quite place from where he had seen him before.
°Unknown°
don't mention it.
°Unknown°
it's kinda crazy to think that we've ended up crossing paths twice in the same day
the man smiles brightly at him before he sits on the stool next to him, Jungkook thinks back to earlier, where could he have met this man before?
then it hits him. in Yoongi's office, they bumped into each other. it amazes him how quickly he forgot about that interaction but then again it barely lasted 10 seconds so could you blame him?
Seokjin
you don't remember me, do you?
Jungkook nods before he stares up at the man timidly. Was he Yoongi's friend? what if he tells Yoongi that he saw him here?
Jungkook feels a beeds of sweat popping up on his forehead as waits there nervously.
Seokjin
so, are you friends with Yoongi?
Jungkook shakes his head as he looks away from Seokjin. He doesn't know why but he's nervous and anxious. what does he even say? honestly, he doesn't even remember how to.
Bartender
Here's your drinks...
the bartender give the Whiskey to Jungkook who bows respectfully before he takes it timidly, he cups the glass with both of his hand like a little child holding it's juice bottle.
Bartender
would you like anything for yourself, sir?
Jungkook eyes the drink in his hands, he can feel Seokjin's gaze on him, making him more anxious than he already was.
Seokjin
well, I can see that I'm making you uncomfortable so I'll just go now.
Seokjin
maybe we'll see each other around some other time?
Jungkook gulps harshly before he nods and watches as Seokjin smiles at him again, and for a second he feels his breath hitch in his throat, Jungkook quickly looks away and chugs his drink. maybe he'd need a little more that 2 drinks tonight.
As Seokjin walks to his car he thinks back to that guy, he hadn't even gotten a chance to ask him his name, it doesn't matter though, it's not like they'll meet again but even so Seokjin can't help but think about how cute the guy looked when he was clutching the drink like a juice box, it makes him smile now.
He had come here to have a drink as he was under stress at the moment, Hoseok and Namjoon's relationship is practically crumbling and people are starting to notice, he guesses he's just a bit worried about how their possible break up would affect Hoseok's upcoming album sales, there's a good chance the sales will go up, but there's also a chance that it'll go down and become a massive flop and if that does happen he doesn't know how he'll pay off everyone who had something to do with this.
He tries not to think about it though, it doesn't hurt to be overly optimistic at times but it does get hard to do that when everything keeps going wrong, he just hopes he made the right decision in bring them to Yoongi.
He sighs before he gets into his car, he drives away as fast as he can.
Yoongi
Are you sure you don't want to wing it?
Namjoon
it's better if I just write what I want to say, if I speak out loud I might say the wrong thing and I don't think I can afford to do that right now
Yoongi
I just don't get it...
Yoongi
why your boyfriend's so upset? I mean it's just a book isn't it?
Namjoon
it's important to him. or atleast it was.
Yoongi
and it isn't to you?
Namjoon
it is important to me but I guess since we know our story I didn't think it was a big deal to not write about our love story, I just thought the world didn't need to know that, you know? but I don't know.
Yoongi hums before he nods.
Namjoon
well, uh...I'm done writing my apology so let's go.
Yoongi
I'm suppose to come with you?
Namjoon
I mean... yeah, that's the idea.
Yoongi
its like 11pm right now, way past my bedtime.
Namjoon
and you still have a bedtime? what the heck?
Yoongi
I have to have adequate time for sleep or else I won't be able to function with the type of job I do so yeah, I do have a bed time.
namjoon laughs and Yoongi just rolls his eyes, to be honest, he's kind of embarrassed.
Yoongi
let's just go and get this over with.
Yoongi
I can't...it's literally your house.
Namjoon jumps out of the car before Yoongi comes out too. He looks up at Hoseok's house before lets out a sigh.
after he does he starts walking up to the house, Yoongi trails behind him hugging himself in the cold winter night as his teeth shatter together uncomfortably.
Namjoon opens the door, thankfully it wasn't closed, which is kinda risky given the fact that people probably knew where they lived and could just decide to break into their house, but you know what, maybe he's just too paranoid.
once he steps inside, he lets Yoongi come inside too, the lights are all off, it makes him wonder if Hoseok was even there.
He turns the light on, and everything in the living room gains colour, Yoongi jumps back a bit when Hoseok's figure is seen in the couch, curled up under a blanket.
who the hell sits in the dark like that?? yoongi wonders as he stares.
Namjoon
How long have you been here?
Hoseok shrugs but he doesn't bother to look over at Namjoon.
Namjoon
I..I just want to apologize.
Namjoon takes a few steps closer towards Hoseok, who still doesn't even bother to look up at him.
He doesn't even know why he's so nervous right now, he guesses it's just the fact that he knows exactly what's at stake right now if he says the wrong thing and it kind of terrifies him a bit.
He lifts his hand to read off his cue card but there's only one problem.
He lets out, panicking. he turns around and looks at the floor trying to see if he dropped it when he came in but he doesn't see any paper or anything on the floor. He runs a hand through his hair before he looks up at Yoongi, who gives him a concerned look.
Namjoon
I wrote my apology on this cue card and I lost it so if you could just give me 5 minutes so I can search for it then I'll apolog-
Hoseok doesn't even care to let him finish at this point.
Hoseok
This is a joke to you, isn't it?
Hoseok
you wanted to apologize...yet you wrote it down? on a paper.
Namjoon
yeah, I thought....
Hoseok
how's that even sincere?
Namjoon
I...it is sincere..I meant every word I wrote it's just that...I...you know how clumsy I am but I'm sure if you just let me search for it, I'll find it.
Hoseok
you don't get it do you, Namjoon?
Hoseok
I mean how could you when you obviously don't see what the problem even is?
Namjoon
I wrote it on paper because I didn't want to mess up by winging it.
Hoseok
well, honestly I'd rather have you mess up saying it off your head than having you prepare it then read it. you shouldn't have to write an apology for this, I didn't even want a fūcking apology.
Hoseok
I just wanted you to understand, joon.
Hoseok
you don't, if you did you wouldn't have changed your mind about the book.
Namjoon
okay fine, I don't understand why me not writing that book anymore is so important to you, even Yoongi said it, it's just a stupid book Hoseok.
Hoseok glares at Yoongi who stands there awkwardly looking at anything but them, he swear if Namjoon gets out of this alive he'd kill him, how could he throw Yoongi under the bus like that?
Hoseok looks back to Namjoon, there a pools of tears in his eyes and as Namjoon moves to hold his face he just backs away, Namjoon pulls his hands back to his side as his heart pangs against his chest, Hoseok rejecting his touch hurt him like a ton of bricks.
a pained laugh leaves Hoseok mouth before a sob and he starts full on crying.
Hoseok
that stupid book was suppose to be about our relationship Namjoon.
Hoseok
something that I guess means more to me than it does to you.
Namjoon gasps a bit, he gulps harshly as he takes in Hoseok's words, is that what the older really thought?
Namjoon
I value this relationship as mu-
He doesn't get to finish though, Hoseok has had enough and he can see it.
Hoseok
I'm leaving. and don't try to stop me.
Hoseok steps around Namjoon, but before he can get away Namjoon grabs Hoseok's wrist pulling him back. Yoongi just watches as everything take place, he's never witnessed anything like this really, he only grew up with his mom, so he never got to see her in any relationship and jimin and Taehyung never argued infront of him, at least not to this extent.
Namjoon
what do you mean you're leaving? you say i don't care about this relationship yet you're the one leaving.
Hoseok
well, I guess neither of us care about it then so just let me go.
They're both crying, neither of them look at each other, it was heart breaking enough as it was already
Hoseok
because I'm done, I'm done with you and this relationship so just let me go.
Namjoon
you don't mean that.
Hoseok
I do. I'm done and I just want to get out of here.
Hoseok manages to pull his arm away from Namjoon and before Namjoon can grab him again he runs away to their shared bedroom, he closes the door behind him hastily knowing that Namjoon was running after him.
Namjoon
Hoseok. please. lets...let's just t..talk about this.
He doesn't want to talk about it, if they do talk about it he knows Namjoon will convince him to stay but he's done.
he moves away from the door, wiping his wet eyes before he grabs his suitcase and starts packing as much clothes as he can, he just hopes that Namjoon would eventually stop banging down his door and leave, because he's not sure if he can pass him sobbing like that and just leave.
Jimin takes another sip of the water he had been drinking, this is his third water of the night. He had been seated in this restaurant for the past 2 hours waiting for Taehyung, who for some reason still wasn't there.
Did he forget? was he running late?
if he was running late, couldn't he at least give Jimin a heads up?
Jimin sighs before he gets up from the seat and makes his way to the bathroom, in drinking those 3 and a ½ cups of water he managed to fill his bladder and now he desperately needed to empty it.
it doesn't take long though, once he finishes he makes his way back to the sink and washes his hand making sure to get rid of any germs he might have picked up since he got here.
He sighs and takes a hand towel, he looks at himself in the mirror, was Taehying really not going to show up? after he cleared his schedule to make sure he wouldn't miss today?
and now Taehyung wasn't even planning on showing up it seems.
He finishes drying his hands before he tosses the paper into the rubbish next to the sink and then he makes his way out of the bathroom and back towards his table. He can feel people staring at him, they must think he's pathetic, sitting by himself not ordering anything, even he'd laugh at himself right now.
Once he sits down he picks up his phone so he can call Taehyung, but he doesn't need to because there's a message from the younger.
He sighs before he quickly types a reply and then he grabs his phone and bag before he leaves, clearly upset.
actually, upset is an understatement, he's more alone the lines of pissed, this was like the 3rd time Taehyung has done this to him and it's so not okay, he had so many things to do today and he made sure to cancel them so he could spend 2 or so hours with Taehyung but no, of course Taehyung couldn't make it work.
Jimin takes a deep breath as he tries to calm down. He's so fed up right now
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3.
Jimin sits at his couch, browsing through the channels angrily, it was about 2 am now and Taehyung still hadn't come home. He can't lie, he's kind of worried about him, he wants to call him or text him but he doesn't, he just tries to hold out for a bit longer.
He clutches the blanket wrapping it tighter around himself, it's so cold right now.
As he continues scrolling through the channels, the door is pushed open and a tired Taehyung pops through.
Jimin doesn't even bother to look up. He can feel Taehyung's gaze on him, eyeing him cautiously as he moved closer to him, before long he takes a seat next to Jimin just staring at the older.
Taehyung
What're you watching?
Taehyung says, trying to charm his way out of this situation but he knew well enough that that wasn't going to work right now, not with how pīssed Jimin looked right now.
Taehyung looks away from Jimin for a minute and at the TV before he moves even closer to Jimin, and he rests his head on the said male's shoulder but as soon as he lays his head down Jimin brushes him off and tries to get up but Taehyung holds him back.
Jimin just drops the remote and glares at Taehyung who gulps a bit.
Taehyung
I'm so sorry about today. I just got caught up in work and I couldn't lea-
Taehyung
no I couldn't, the shoot got delayed a bit and we had to stay longer.
Jimin
You could've ask them to postpone it, could've canceled
Taehyung
I couldn't or they'd fire me.
Jimin
you know dāmn well that they wouldn't. you're literally they're biggest and most post popular model why would they fire you?
Taehyung sighs a bit, yes that was true but he just didn't want to look unprofessional by canceling.
Taehyung
I just...I had to do it for me.
Jimin laughs a bit hurt, he can't even look at Taehyung as his eyes water and it makes Taehyung awful, this was his doing.
Jimin
well, while you were being selfish. I canceled all the cakes and pastries I had to make today so I could make time for us and you couldn't even do the same.
Jimin
and what hurts the most is that this isn't the first time.
Jimin
it's not even the second
Jimin
that's what you said the last 2 times and you still did the same.
Jimin
but I'm done now, I'm done making you make me look like a fool in these restaurants, sitting all alone for hours on hours having people constantly ask if I'm okay.
Jimin
I'm not canceling anymore of my pastry orders.
Taehyung
it's fine. you don't don't to. I-
Taehyung lets out as he pulls Jimin, who had tears streaming from his eyes, into his lap.
Taehyung
I promise that whenever you're free I'll make time for you, I'll cancel any schedule I have and give you all my time.
Taehyung rest his forehead on Jimin's before Jimin sniffles a bit.
Taehyung
I'll make it up to you.
Jimin
I won't make it easy for you.
Taehyung
I wouldn't want you to.
Taehyung lets out, with a laugh and he manages to get a smile out Jimin.
Taehyung
now, let's go to bed. I'm tired.
Taehyung
kind of, I don't know if I'm pleased with every one of the shots but what can I do?
Jimin
I'm sure they're amazing.
Taehyung bumps his forehead into Jimin's, making their noses brush together softly, it pulls a smile from Jimin who just closes his eyes, enjoying the closeness between them, the way their hot breathes danced over each other's features.
Taehyung closes the gap between their lips, kissing him so tenderly, as if he had fragile written all over him. It was intimate and it told Jimin everything he needed to hear.
Taehyung pulls away too quickly, and Jimin groans before Taehyung starts attacking his neck with feathery kisses.
Jimin
stop... let's go to bed before I start humping you.
Taehyung
I don't see why we can't do both.
Taehyung smirks while he buries his face in Jimin's neck.
Jimin
I'm tired and I have work at 8am tomorrow so no. we can't do both.
Jimin manages to crawl out of Taehyung's grip and he stands before him infront of the couch, Taehyung smiles fondly up at the older as he sees that the older was wearing nothing but his shirt.
This isn't the first, not at all. Hes Jimin wearing his clothes many times before yet it always brought the same feelings back everytime.
He likes how cute the older looked in his bigger clothes, it would hide his curves and make him seem even short and tinier than he already was.
Jimin lets out as he extends his hand for Taehyung to take. The younger smiles before he lets Jimin pull him out of the couch and to their shared bedroom.
Namjoon stares down at his hand, it was blurred with all the tears in his eyes. He just still can't believe Hoseok left.
He can't even remember a time where he didn't have Hoseok around and now he's gone because of him, because he was so fūcking stupid.
Namjoon
Do you think he'll come back?
Namjoon asks Yoongi, who stares at him for a second before he looks away.
Yoongi
I dont know, maybe if someone talks to him or convinces him that he should come back to you.
Namjoon
no one's going to do that, his parents hate me. they say I'm the one who made Hoseok gay, the one who corrupted him.
Yoongi
it's 2022, why are people still being homophobic.
Namjoon laughs a bit but not for a long, He lets out a sharp breath before he stares up at Yoongi again.
Namjoon
I know we just met and all but can you....
Namjoon
can you stay the night?
Namjoon
I know that it's weird but I just...I don't really want to be alone right now.
Yoongi gives him an understanding smile before he nods.
Yoongi
I don't like being alone either.
Namjoon
it sucks, doesn't it?
Namjoon
do you think he regrets it?
Yoongi
I don't know, maybe, maybe not but if he does then he'll come back so don't worry too much.
Namjoon
I just wish I had someone who could convince him that he should give me another chance to apologize or that I'm still helplessly in love with him and want him back.
Yoongi smiles a bit, he wishes he had even half as much love like that for someone, it's sad that the only thing he can do is dream about love. pathetic
Yoongi
What about your friends? maybe they can try and convince him.
Namjoon
I don't have any. at least not any that I trust.
Namjoon
maybe I could try doing myself
Namjoon
if I call him maybe he'll tell me where he is and I could go and convince him.
Yoongi
I don't think that's the best idea.
Yoongi
I just think you should give him some space for now, after all that both of you need some time to think.
Yoongi
and maybe after a couples days or so I could try and talk to him for you.
Yoongi nods and nothing could prepare him for what happens next, he feels a happy Namjoon jump towards him pulling him into a warm hug. Yoongi's hands stay to his side as Namjoon rocks him side to side on the couch.
Namjoon
Thank you so much.
Namjoon
if you ever need anything just let me know.
Namjoon
I swear I'll do it, it doesn't even matter what.
Namjoon
unless it's killing somebody...
Namjoon
or any illegal activities...
Namjoon
wait, maybe I could do something illegal but I don't know it depends.
Namjoon
maybe 1 illegal think that would get me in jail for maybe a day or 2 but that's it.
Yoongi
do you rant like this every time you're happy?
Namjoon
I try working on it cause I'm aware it's annoying to some people but I don't know I just can't stop.
Namjoon
and Hoseok said it's cute so...I kinda never want it to stop.
Yoongi
you love him alot, don't you?
Namjoon
yeah, he's my everything.
Yoongi smiles sadly, he wonders when he'll find his someone, someone who would do anything for him, who would love him like there was no tomorrow. He guesses some people really just don't end up with happy love stories.
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