Days were normal for Susan , as always she would go to work , do it with all her determination and then return home to sleep. But today was something especially different, after work her co-worker asked her to go with them to have some food together .

sunsan was always an introvert type , the only man she could remember to open up was him, who was long gone now . She remembered everything about him still she doesn't know why did god was so harsh on them . There love was pure..............

She accepted their invitation and went out for the first time with her co-workers , to her surprise she was quite cool in front of all of them .

That night was going as if in her life a whole packet of butter was spilled but today was special !

And she saw him ! he was standing right in front of her , many questions jumped into her mind what if she was wrong ? what if he is someone else? after so long will he remember her? after so long??

After alot of thinking she made her mind that she will go and ask him but faith was playing hard games on her again she was not able to find her but as much as she wanted to find him and ask him why he suddenly left ? why ? was she not good enough? was their love not true? why was it so important to leave when she wanted him the most? she didn't want to find him because she loved him but she wanted to ask all these questions , she wanted to hear all the reasons .

she told her friends that she's gonna leave now and went to look for him , she was looking in every direction just to find nothing there , she walked 1 mile to find nothing and instantly she thought am I a fool ? how can I be so careless and walk a mile reality hit her hard and as she was returning someone hugged her from the back and adrenaline did it work she hit the person's toe so hard with her heels that now that person was. laying on the floor shouting and as she turned she saw someone who she had history with , her first love and her heart wanted it to be her last . Instead of helping him she stood there standing looking at him seeing how he has grown tall and tanned skin , his long but not so long brunette hair , his light brown eyes which were looking at her in confusion but something was different , he was the kind of person who would wear jeans and shirt but after so long when they met he was in a suit ! suit? but handsome as always he was still looking good in the suit and instantly her heart was switched by her mind to tell her that while you were in your thoughts he stood up himself and now was trying to talk to you .

His name was Evan and he was the boss or can say owner of the company in which Susan worked .

Susan said hello to Evan and Evan was surprised by how much they were standing close but still were very apart from eachother. when Evan saw her in the restraunt he knew she'll come and look for her but what he didn't know was that everything was different now , they we're not 16 , they were not lovers , this reality made him realized that why he was acting so dumb ? was only a look at her good enough to make him loose his mind and act as a child !

both of them were standing in front of each other and still were thinking . After some minutes Susan asked about how his life was , was he happy now? happy? Evan thought that this word was lost from his life that day , the day he never wanted to remember .

he replied with all the same words a normal person would say : I'm happy and that his life was really great .

and suddenly Evan said the words I am sorry

and Susan was sure things were going that way but she didn't want them to and said today is not the day EV , not today . and both of them watched each other silently because they knew of nothing to talk about .

Susan didn't want things to go like this ! just moments before she was ready to ask all the questions but now she's the one who do not want to talk about it .

walking from behind someone else interrupted their thoughts , it was Emily Evans younger sister , she didn't like Susan from the very start but she always acted innocent in front of Evan .........

Emily hugged Susan tightly and said something in her ear and Susan was left shocked by her words EM said : last time I was a child , this time you will not be able to suffer the torture I'll bring you , stay away from EV , but this time she was not the Susan who would hear to someone's shit and won't reply as Emily was about to release San from the hug San again hugged her and replied to here : last time also you were not able to separate us and if this time I wanted to return back you would this time also not be able to do anything .

Evan was confused by how long their hug was taking and finally they separated . Evan said to Susan : when I hugged you hit me but u didn't hit Emily .

To which Susan said : you were indisciplined enough to hug me out of the blue , I was shocked I thought some stranger hugged me !

And finally they both laughed this felt so good to both San and EV they didn't wanted this moment to end but Emily told San that they have to leave now and San was again left alone.

This morning Susan decided that from today she'll never think about Evan ever , she didn't want him to meet her , what she didn't know was the new boss have arrived ......

today she dressed really pretty with her white skin she wore a black dress to work which she usually didn't do , her hair was very long which made her prettier (not that short hair is not pretty but she looked good with long) , she wore skin color heels not too high not too low with only needed amount of make up .....

as soon as she arrived at work every one was today greeting her with a warm good morning and looking at her as if she was a model .

As she was sitting on her desk Siddharth as co-worker came to her and asked if she wanted to grab a coffee at lunch ,he said it was his treet (who would deny a free treet ) said yes .

After some time another co-worker came to her desk who asked her if she wanted to go for dinner after work , to which she had to say no because she was not very comfortable with everyone or anyone , it was lunch time she went for coffee with Siddharth they talked for a long time it seemed that Sid was a good talker , he could talk on any topic for 1 hour without even stuttering , it was as if he was good at debating also because during their coffee walk they got a topic to which they didn't agree and started debating until they reached to the office again in the office they we're still debating with their eyes and face and smile , this was the first time Susan felt good at work she wanted this kind of friendship from a long time as if from when he left , as his name clicked she again thought why is it so important to think about him I'm having fun after so long I don't want to go back to the sad Susan I'll move on and never look back now , she said these words as an oath i'll move on and never look back.....

this time she was determined not only was she gonna move on she was gonna forget everything about him or him leaving!

Sid and her where going back together on the way both of them were silent . Sid started the talking : hey! are you brain dead? we are silent from , I don't know a century? so tell me something about yourself where are u from , which school you went , do u have a boyfriend?

Susan:what?

Sid : I was asking some questions...

Susan : repeat the last one please.

Sid : do you have a boyfriend?

Susan: hahaha I'm single from when I wasn't even born!

Sid : very funny...

Susan : why I wasn't lying !?

Sid : of course you are ! you have someone , very special , very close to heart , who you try but can't forget . am I not right ?

Susan : no your not right ! I don't have anyone , niether I'm trying to forget anyone .....

Sid : ohk we have arrived , meet you tomorrow at work! bye!

Susan : bye! see you!

Sid : Susan ! when you feel comfortable enough to tell me about your past stuff , about that person , just remember I'll be their for you , okay?

Susan: yes...... okay!