I look at myself on phone screen and smile little bit.

“Okay Hani, let's be friendly with everyone. You can do this!” I tell myself in full of hope. Hoping, today will be great---

BUKK!

“Argh, my leg...it's broken..” the boy trembling in pain on the ground. Be honest, I don't like this kind of situation. He going to blame me soon and take my money. I'm confident that the actual reason he act like this because he want to steal my money, isn't? Yeah, good theory Hani.

Now, don't even feel pity on him.

“Are you just going to watch me dying?” He make a pity face as if he going to die soon or later.

Bad, this is bad!!!

“Can you please give me a hand? I can't stand well, obviously you know why”

“No.”

“Why?”

“Because I don't know how far I can trust you, Mister”

“We are from the same school. As you can see, our uniform also the same.”

“That's not a good reason. Adios!”

"Wait! Don't leave me here!”

I cover my ears and let my legs do their work.

Just leaving him..

...________...

NURSERY ROOM

Can't believe I'm end up here. Accompany stranger? what a joke of the year.

While waiting for him---that guy who I shouldn't help earlier. I'm wasting my time with eye seeing on other people. Looking at every student like me entering school. As expected, he late again. I don't know whether I should stay as friend or disappeared.

Because I like him..

But,

He like someone else. That's girl does suit him. Me? I'm just someone who passing by in his life. Nothing more.

“Are you done?” I look at him and his leg. Now, he looks like a ill person.

“Done what?”

"You keep watching him without a blink. I think you like him, right?”

“I don't know..”

“Don't like him. He don't deserve you.”

“You can't tell someone to dislike other people easily. It tooks time and I'm going to move on from him, soon. No need to tell me more. I know my place,” for some reason, I feel like I'm too idiot because not standing for what I love. I'm just let it go as if thing would be better for me soon.

“You deserve better, Hani”

“How did you know my name?”

“Your nametag..”

“I see”

“My name is Daniel, since you cannot find my nametag. Because I'm new student at here.”

“Oh, I didn't ask”

“In case, if you're wondering who is this hot guy.” He said proudly while playing with his hair. Looking weird for me.

“Cut the crap, boy. You just feeling that way but actually not.”

“Maybe you have a low standard. Like your taste on that guy.”

“Don't talk like you know me. We just meet today and I already feel like I'm going to hate you.”

I can feel the explosion in me. This boy really testing my anger and I have to leave before it getting worst.

“So you don't recognize me?”

“Of course not. Why should I?”

“Keep digging Hani, I'm waiting for your real greeting, ” Daniel smile.

“Or should I call you, honey?”

“I'm not understand..”

“We will going to meet soon, my future.”

Future what?! I can feel the world turning dark. That Daniel disappeared...

Wait,

What happen?

and BAMM!

“Hani, you're late.” said my mom.

Oh,

It's all just a dream...

“Thank God! I'm almost die in my own dream,”

“Hani, you're not going to die in your dream. But you can die in my hand.”

Somehow, my mom can be..

A little bit scary.

...My name is Hani,...

...And I'm introvert....