hey,chopin what kind of feelings u ha when you wrote this part of nocturne no.20 in c sharp minor ,as did you thought it was your last piece to write, all kinds of emotions emerged in the parts reflects through each piece ,that the only thing you had just gone without saying aword of goodbye eventhough you thought that you it loved u completely that nothing will happens in between that ,but why it feels more harder than hitting with a knife is that what you called feelings of admire ,it hits lots when u left me all his alone with your love like his why did not you hit me back then ,why didn't u hate me then I will recall the same but why you loved a loser like me had nothing but thinking about u every day of my nights,I wish I hate u more ,wish we beak up earlier wish u didn't love me or even smiled,cared for me until then I won't remember u until then I will left u behind with all my memories back and nothing matters with me ,then I had nothing in return will u come with me to dance the same rythm we dreamed by it together ,then all I had now the remaining of the pieces I got with u whenever I played it again and again all these memories of u reflects again ,until it turns me into these duts flying around ,until then everyday write u until u reply me but no what am I doing is that the right thing to do to keep u alive in my mind will u left my mind someday, will u disappear and never had any thing left behind