I’m Cassie howrd I recently moved in with my mom after my dad passed , my mom and dad ain’t very good people , drug addicted, mom drinks all the time my sister Lexie stayed with my mom , and I chose to live with my father he may have been a addicted but I loved him and wanted him to get better, I tired to hard but I guees I wasn’t enough to make him stop.

Moms house :

Cassie your here ! My mother says , she comes and gives me a hug”

I can already smell the achhol on her breath

Where is Lexie ?

In her Room” You look so beautiful Cassie “ just like me” you get all the boys don’t you “

Not really . I’m gonna find Lexi now

I go into her room , knock knock

Lexi: Omg Cassie ! I thought I heard you, & missed you so much.

She gives me a big hug , I missed you to Lexi .. sorry about dad

Lexi : it must have been hard for you, sorry I didn’t

Call or text much , but I have my hands full with mom already .

I understand I say , anyways enough of the sad stuff . How’s shcool been going ?

Lexi: school pretty much shcool boring , but I do have skem great friends I know they will love you !

I bet.. anyways I should get unpacked

I get my stuff unpacked an hour later ,

I hear a knock on my door “

Cassie ?

Yes ?

I can give you a tour of the shcool tour your going to be going to? Im already on my way there to pick jo some homework I stayed home today so I could see you .

That’d be great lexi yeah let’s go ,

We head to the shcool “

Wow it’s small but cute

Lexi : yeah there’s but it’s filled with bitches “

Aha I bet.

We head into the shcool , everyone’s eyes are on me .

Do I have something on my face ?

Lexi : no you look fine

A group of girls walk up to us ,

LEXII they scream “

Lexi : hey guys !! This is my sister Cassie the one I’ve told you about Cassie this is Jules, Maddy and rue “

Nice to meet you .

Maddy : where gonna be besties already I know it

Come with me I’ll show you around .

Oh alright . She drags me off “ I look back at Lexi and she’s smiles .

Maddy : we can totally as the teacher if you can have your locker next to mine .

Suddly I hear someone call maddys name

Yo Maddy “

We both turn back

I see this talk man with the death look in his eyees he looks like a jock .

What? Maddy says in a mean tone

Nate: where the **** have you been

Maddy showing my new friend around got a problem?

Nate looks me up and down ,

Nate: Another slut fried

Exuse me ?

Nate : what you look like one

Who the hell are you

Nate: your worst nightmare

Maddy: sorry about him ! He’s a total **** who’s obsessed with me

Nate : shut up Maddy no one’s can even put with your ***

Maddy: then why are you still with me .

I’ll just go .. this seems like a you two issue

Maddy: no it’s okay , he’s just always up my *** we can talk later Nate .

She finishes showing me around. Wow seems like a dope school . Maddy: for sure . Just be careful who you make your enemy’s .

Got that thanks for the advice.

Few hours after Maddy showed me around the whole shcool , me and Lexi and the others girls went out for lunch . I appreciate Lexi for making me in her group . If I was being honest it don’t seem like her type of friends, but so far they all seem sweet, but each have issues , it’s not my business but , rue seems out of it .

At lunch :

:Maddy hate is such a fucking *** , he’s always trying to start something I’m so done with him

Jules : you said that last week Maddy , you guys always get back together.. you don’t listen to us when we say he’s no good for you .

Maddy : whatever . Anyways Lexi Cassie you coming to the party tonight ?

Lexi : forsuure I’ll be there. Hopefully I’ll see fez..

rue: are you guys like dating ?

I’m sorry to interrupt but party ? Lexi you party ?

Lexi : I don’t drink it or do drugz or anything, not like these spazes

Maddy : what about you Cassie ? Are you like your sis?

Cassie thoughts 💭 I’m not sure if I should say anting infront in Lexi ,but I have done stuff I’m not proud of, I don’t won’t her to think I’m like my mother and father .. but if it had to be one of us it would be me who gets there crazy genes .

I’m into some stuff just not that crazy . I don’t think I should take about this though .

Lexi: it’s okay . I’ve heard stuff from your some of your friends when you lived with dad I understand,I’m cool about it as long as your safe ,

Damn I need new friends.

Maddy: you have us now! Let’s all meet up at my house and get dressed ? 6:00 ? See you bitches later

Lexi are we really going to the party thr first night I’m home ..

Lexi : trust me you would rather go to a party then be here , you’ll have fun I promise..

you really hang out with those girls ? Not my business but rue is totally on something. And the Others

Lexi : rue .. has a problem and we all are there for here since the begging . I know they don’t seem like ppl I would hang out with but there great friends, plues when rue and Maddy do there thing , which Maddys only does things on occasion. I hang with Jules , she’s more of just an alcohol person .

Alright , I trust your judge meant .

Lexi : are you ready to go ?

Ya .

We head over to Maddy,s house , Lexi knocks on the door , Maddy answers

:Maddy Finally bitches !

She drags us to her room . Maddy : alright what huh girls gonna wear .

I didn’t really bring anything. Maddy : that’s alright you can wear some of my clothes we seem like we have the same style ..

if imma do this imma need something to help the prossesz. :rue; you want some weed ? We can all smoke real fast

Bet , me Maddy and rue head to the bathroom while Lexi and Jules stay behind, rue pulls out a blunt “

Wanna take the first toke? She says while handing me the blunt , I take the blunt and put it up to my mouth and light it.

So rue . What’s your story ? Is say to get to know the girls better .

Rue : well I’m 6 months clean.

I stay quite ..

rue starts bursting out laughing, okay I’m not well my club thinks I am , but drugz just keep finding me

That must be hard .

Maddy : enough of the sad shit past me the blunt

I pass it to her “ so that Nate guy what’s with him ?

Maddy : he’s such an *** that’s what he is , but we love each other and can’t stay away .

Wow seems like a toxic love story .

Maddy : exactly what it is .

I what Jules and Lexi shout

HURRY UP”

Maddy we should all get ready now , imma look so hot tonight to make Nate gonna be so mad .

We all go out of the bathroom and stat to get dressed “ Maddy hands me a dress to wear

Wow very sexual you right you do have my style

Maddy : see besties already !

We all get dressed ,

Wow you look fucking hot Cassie Maddy says

Thanks , you do to

I already know thanks bitch she winks at me “

Lexi : Let’s go

We all arrive at the party:

It’s a huge house we all go inside

As we enter Lexi goes and tries to find fez Jules and rue go off somewhere .

Maddy turns to me , wanna get drinks ?

Yes , we head to the kitchen where all the drinks are layed out in the table ,

Side note

This is what Cassie is wearing tonight .

Me and Maddy get our drinks , then head out where everyone is dancing

I see Maddy stop and stare at somone ,

What is it ?

Maddy:What a fucking **** He is

Stating the fact the Nate is over there dancing with so other girl.

Damn I’m sorry Maddy . As I know how it feels

Side note Cassie : when I lived with my dad I’ve said before I wasn’t that good of a person . I’ve slept around always went out , did some things of videos I regret . But I can’t change the past , all guys ever want me for is sex . I’ve never found a guy who likes me for me .

:Maddy he knew I what he doing , two can play at this game .

Maddy grabs the nearest guy she sees “ let’s go swimming “ she drags the guy out to the pool and starts making out with him .

Cassie’s thoughts 💭 what have I gotten myself into it thought I would be away from this kinda stuff. Samseems like I’ve gotten right back in the middle .

I see Nate waking up to me , he walks up to me , a slut friends with a slut perfect match, he heads out to the pool area,

I follow behind him ready to see the drama unleash

“ real classy you fucking ***** “ Nate shouts

Suck my **** “ Maddy says and goes back to making out with pool boy

I go back inside trying to avoid all this I drink more and more” starting to feel like I did when I lived with my dad not a care in the world “ I start dancing by myself enjoying the feeling

In a distance I see Nate staring at me while dancing .

He’s a pretty hot guy , he needs a attitude ajustemsnt .

He keeps staring at me and I start to feel uncomfortable as I know that Maddy and him have issues already .

I head upstairs to take a breath I hear someone follow behind me

Yo Cassie “ I turn and I see Nate , you need something?

“ sorry bout before, I was just pissed at Maddy

Okay I say In not caring . “ you look good I see Maddy dressed you “

Yeah something like that , I’ve been here for a day and I’ve already seen how bad you are to Maddy .

I can see the anger feel in his eyes “ you don’t know shit about me and maddys relationship like you said you’ve been here for a day.

Alright I say im just trying to end this convo not trying to fight with this ***.

As the party ended we all went home, I stayed over at maddys to avoid my mother she would definitely know if I was drunk.

Maddy kept apologizing for leaving me and making out with the guy , which I honestly understand that Nate deserves it , Maddy has problems to but I think there because of him .

The next morning

Me and Maddy wake up: shit I got school today **** I forget it’s my first day “ it’s totally chill I’m always late

Can I borrow your clothes again ? “ of course pick whatever imma ask Nate to give us a ride “

Don’t you remember what happened ? I don’t know if he will willing do it . “ he can suck it up she calls Nate I couldn’t hear what he was saying on his end but I heard Maddy

“ yeah I promise I Don’t remember I think I passed out can you please pick us up?

Did you just say don’t remember anything ? “Shhh Maddy says with a smile he’s on his way “

I go to maddys closest and try to find something to wear .

I chose this

How’s this I ask Maddy .

“ looks better on you “ and your boobs fit perfectly “ I hate having tiny tits “

I think there cute. “ thanks” “ shit Nate’s here we shouldn’t keep him waiting “

We both go out to Nate’s truck I get into the back and maddys sits in front . There is awkward silence for the first few minutes. Then Nate speaks “why are you with this *****? I don’t think you guys should be hanging out Maddy I seen some shit last Night .

I don’t understand why he’s such as *** towards me I’ve done nothing, I decided to speak up . What the hell are you talking about

“ after the party last Night a few of my friends recognized you and showed me some clips then have seen of you “ your not so innocent are you

Maddy: shut the **** up nate leave her alone .

**** I sigh was hopeing those wouldn’t follow me here .

Those are old clips I speak, and you and your friends are asses .

We arrive at school ,

Im already embarrassed, i rush and get out of the truck and head to the bathroom and break down .

I hear someone enter and say my name “ Cassie “ Cassie “

What I siiffle , “ let me in its Maddy”

I let her in.. god I’m so fucked . “Baby it’s okay we have all done stuff we regret . I’m sorry Nate is such as ***. I told him to shut up about it.

Did you see them ? “I did he mentioned it last Night .. when you feel asleep “ I told him to delete everything and never speak of it “ I understand why your upset “

You don’t though those have came to haunt me at evey shcool I went to I admit I’ve slept around , and sent pictures out to people I thought I could trust gd I’m so stupid

Maddy hugs me “ your not stupid babe “ trust me “ I’ll beast one word *** who says anything “ Thanks I smile and hug her

I’ve only known Maddy for two days and she’s been the best friend I’ve ever had , she’s not judge mental she’s understanding.

You okay babe “ you ready to go back out?”

Yeah let’s go . We head of of the bathroom and go to class

“ see you after class “

I head to my first class , and sit in the back

The is guy comes up to me , “mind if I sit here “ not at all.

He takes a seat next to me an Introdues himself

Im mkay” and you are “ Cassie , nice to meet you mkay.

Few hours later boring class ends “

Wanna grab some lunch with me”

Um I’m supposed to be meeting some friends. But maybe we can all sit together?

For sure “

We walk to the lunch room and I see Maddy Jules and Lexi , hey girls

Maddy” looks like you met mkay.

You know each other ?

Mkay: yea friend of Nate’s”

Great..

sit sit they all say.

“ y’all would make such a cute couple “

We just met guys chill .

“ then we will leave you two alone to chat “

Wait what ?

They all get up “catch you Kate’s cas “ tell me everything “

I hate you all..

sorry about that..

“ that’s alright I figured they would do something like that “ so you’re Lexies sister ?”

Yeah.. she’s me little sis

“ if I can say it’s a total surprise you guys look like y’all vibes don’t match if you get what I mean “

Yeah I get it Lexi is not really a goody goody but she knows how to handle herself and she just not into parting I mean she goes but it’s more for the friends and chatting . While I’m the get drunk do whatever sister.

“Ah I see, did you go to my party last night “

That was your party ?

“Yeah “ sorry I missed you “

It’s hard to believe you’re one of Nate’s friends.. he’s a.

“Ass I know “ we chill and party sometime “ it’s more of the guy I put up with yk” I don’t like how he talks to ppl he always have something to start “

Yeah I just met him and he’s so rude already . … I’m assuming that your his friend.. you seen ..

“ look Cassie I don’t want to mention anything that makes you uncomfortable what Nate showed us was completely not right “ and it’s honestly none of my business “ I left as soon and he started talking about it “

God that’s so embarrassing.. I should go .. nice chatting with you

I get up and leave the table. What the hell why does Nate think he has the right to show that to anybody . I admit his scary but I need to talk to him .. he’s scary but Im not scared Enough to sit back and let him drag me

I walk the halls trying to find Nate . And I finally see him he’s in a middle of a conversation with his buddies , which I bet he’s showed them to .

I walk up to him with my head held high .

I need to speak with you .

“Can’t you see I’m in the middle Of something “

All the guys start to laugh “

**** this . Nate I’m serioussss

“ your serious now are you “

**** you I say .

“What “

I said **** your and your little friends , you think you had a right to show anything to anyone . You’re a **** and have nothing. Better to do then make fun of a girl you don’t even know . Yes I send out Nudes you’ve seen my tits all do your little friends that can’t get a girl probably wanked to it which if you look at is more disgusting and embarrassing. I’m not ashamed ! I made sex tapes!!! Omg I’ll scream it to the whole shcool if that makes you feel better, you think I’m a slut ? Maybe I am but it takes one to know one .

So have fun with my pictures cuz that’s all you’re gonna get .

They stood there silently just staring at me .

You can go back to your convo now .

I walk away